prod. @wubz <3
art by kagitasuimen with design + photography by disk_motif

holding
I can't let you know me
I can barely think straight I'm still hoping
take your knife and mold me
I'm caught in your arms now caught in you're-
and i'm caught in your arms now
holding my hands out
pray that you're right
that you'll figure it all out (relish)

that's right - that's right - that's right
you told me last night last night it's fine
don't hold me i'll cry - i'll cry - i'll cry
cause I hate the way you look at-

and i'm caught in your arms now
holding my hands out
pray that you're right
that you'll figure it all out
making it worthless
thought that it'd hurt less
I let my guard down
carved like a knife- I'm-

I don't wanna know you now
feel like I've fallen down
took the time to find my heart
and you stole it from me
and I can't get up 
my legs are still broken
my heart is still stolen 
I need the piece that you're still
holding
I can't let you know me
I can barely think straight I'm still hoping
take your knife and mold me
I'm caught in your arms now caught in you're-

held by my halo
talk but say it slow
do it all over
you'll be my holder I
can't seem to stay long
wish for it all gone
do it all over
you'll be my hold- hold -hold
held by my halo
talk but say it slow
do it all over
you'll be my holder I
can't seem to stay long
wish for it all gone
do it all over
you'll be my (re-re re)

guide me slowly talk cause I can't speak I
hear you talking for me
can't get the words out
feel like I'm hurt now
all that you told me 
lies just to hold-

that's right - that's right - that's right
you told me last night last night it's fine
don't hold me i'll cry - i'll cry - i'll cry
cause I hate the way you look at-

that's right - that's right - that's right
you told me last night last night it's fine
don't hold me i'll cry - i'll cry - i'll cry
cause I hate the way you look at-
and i'm caught in-

and i'm caught in your arms now
holding my hands out
pray that you're right
that you'll figure it all out - out -out
held by my halo
talk but say it slow
do it all over
you'll be my holder I
can't seem to stay long
wish for it all gone
do it all over
you'll be my holder

holder「wubz」

yeah
(yeah)
(i said i know your face)
(yeah)
(and i know your place)
(yeah)
(yeah)
(i know a lot more than you)

i don't need no
yeah
said i don't need no girl
yeah, yeah
i got bank accounts across the whole world
yeah
and i know a lot of things that you don't know girl
yeah
cut to the chase when i face it, uh
i know girls that run around
copy-pastin love
you stay complacent love
lookin for a door to try your luck
bet you're bound to get stuck
no, nobody gives a fuck

i carved a way out for you
you know i had to say
maybe you should know your place
stranger but i know your face

i said i know your face
and i know your place
but when i'm drinkin drinkin
baby i want you to stay
so hop up in this bus
if you tryna fuck
yeah girl you got me screamin
fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck

she like me because of my moves
yeah she want a smooth dude
clean up nice with new shoes
with a magic touch like voodoo
she tellin me she from france
bout time that i got my chance
could be something like romance
but she don't know how to
dance, (back-it-up) x4
should i bother with advances?
this girl drive me bananas
she fuckin up my flangus
this girl is hard to manage
buildin up my own damn fandom
i see ghosts, danny phantom
girls tellin me i'm handsome
hate problems but i am one

i am one

girls tellin me im handsome hate problems but i am one
(you're still clingin onto me)

yeah i'm italian from my mama
say tieni la testa alta
i got time like ocarina
shoutout my twin that's MXJIA
hold a band yeah just to throw it
feelin sexy and i know it
oo this world is full of fuckheads
but i remember my roots yeah
momma didn't raise no
bitch x7
(come on)
bitch x6
yeah momma didn't raise no
bitch x7
(come on)
bitch x6
yeah momma didn't raise no bitch

KNOW YOUR PLACE (prod. MXJIA)

parlay (31sentinel & evan sasha)

Written by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Produced by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mixed by @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mastered by @trustt

#2014Back

We made this in less than a day. (26/4)

[Intro: Ryan Leahan]
So won’t you go 
Go hang out with your friends
They’ll put the seeds in your hands
You found a reason to end you life, well
They found a spot to begin 
Well don’t you know 
Don’t you know in the end 
Were just the tracks that we spin 
So turn it up till the speakers blow
then I 
I wanna play it again 

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Verse 1: Trustt]
"Just wait for a week
Just stay for a month"
But I feel so wrong
But I feel so dumb
Just go out
Oh god, why'd it get so hard now?
I feel so dumb

Tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep
So tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep


[Verse 2: Sero]
You find yourself, uh, 
looking for doors 
but they lead to the same damn place

You find yourself lying,
trying to keep trying
with a noose in your hands

You repent, you repent, you repent
while you wish to be someone else
You say "mother, I'm sorry"
I desire for one day to be the one

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Outro: Trustt]
just hold on, cuz waiting forever
hurts more than missing you
and white grass, painted all over
our spring is meant for two
wait up, you're fading too fast
my eyes can't catch your moves
and white tracks, painted and older
this seat, i left for you

girldivine (with Ryan Leahan & trustt)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/65gWW5syaM2h3Zb1LfYoYP?si=YIWNap8uSDiuc4yx0F49dg

artwork by me, @camdenn and @aellzis
s//o @trustt and @hiisero for big inspo

lyrics:
i sacrificed every moment to be, just like you
and ive been way too dishonest to seem, just like you
i know i wont last long but i want to change
watch how the meaning gets lost, when i say ''okay''

(pre-drop)
oh, but i know, its true
i could never be like you
well i fell for you
biting more than i can chew
but i know, its true
i can never be like you
what a shattered view
tell me we wont split in 2

its been far too long
and fat too late
i like to stay alone
its okay, its okay
if more hours pass
imma go insane
just wanna fade away, its okay, its okay

cuz ive been acting too toxic
ive been way too annoying
tell me now its the time i say goodbye
ive been begging for something
in the end i got nothing
walk away with the fact i couldve died

how to become somebody else

OUT NOW
https://open.spotify.com/track/2gthCANrL210Kc7uGt1742?si=cb10302040d6464a

xrxrxr (sxth sns)

prod me

it's 30 degrees and
her shirt is see-through
her skirt's red from bleeding
her eyelids are blue
she burnt on your sneakers
her dirtiest secrets
reverted her features 
to try to be new

but is it what she wants
or is it all she's got
it isn't what she wants
that makes her body rot

linoleum floors kiss cold on your thighs
youll sit there and hold her close
wondering why oh why
is it so hard closing your eyes
youll wash them with soap but it wont turn time
dont try

they heard all her screaming
alerted the news
they'll turn all her sequens
convert it to views
dont care if shes real they
just care shes appealing
theyll swear it's convenient
she wont get to choose

linoleum floors kiss cold on your thighs
youll sit there and hold her close
wondering why oh why
is it so hard closing your eyes
youll wash them with soap but it wont turn time
dont try

linoleum floors

prod me

reach for a glass
the first of november (it hurts me to say)
caught in a gap
it hurts to remember (that nothing has changed)

what can i ask
that you won’t assume is in artifice
what can i have
what can i have

there she goes swaying low and caving on me
meanwhile i’m taken over
craving something

pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
ground teeth
found an outlet but the cord won’t reach
i’m burdened with proof

shattered my hand
while dialing the number
it cost you your land
from sunrise to sunder (i’ll break it off)

so take it all, your skates, your cards
we’re way too far, the pavement’s gone
my frames that broke, your laces choke
my ankles roll, i’m out of control

pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
ground teeth
found an outlet but the cord won’t reach
i’m burdened with proof

pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
ground teeth
found an outlet but the cord won’t reach
i’m burdened with proof

xrxrxr (sxth sns)

swazy*