lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by shushuboi

i lost the lyrics for this one sorry lol

shteppi - feeluinmysoul.

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by jvd

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lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by cian

shteppi - rot.

SEE THE LIGHT! (PROD. KILLINGFRANCIS) [#EX]

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by kidhoodiee, anh, & vnoahh


(chorus:)
you the reason 
i dont talk to homies and i work late
we both been adults 
but u still actin like its first grade
i dont even know how 
we got like this in the first place
is you my friend or not, oh oh
is you my friend or have i
wasted every second 
talkin to you on my worst days?
i wish i could go back, 
figure out bout when this turn came
i dont even want you texting me no “happy birthdays”
cuz we ain’t friends no more no no
cuz we aint friends no more i-

(verse:)
got some self respect,
i dont let people walk over me no more
like i did then,
i’m so tired tryna do shit for y’all,
stickin out my neck
its gon’ end up in a brace again 
i keep dealin wit stress 
always do shit i regret
cuz the people that i do it for eventually forget
that i live for all the people live for me
i’m such a wreck
but you taught me lessons even if the teachin indirect
i been living for myself ever since you aint been my friend

(chorus:)
you the reason 
i dont talk to homies and i work late
we both been adults 
but u still actin like its first grade
i dont even know how 
we got like this in the first place
is you my friend or not, oh oh
is you my friend or have i
wasted every second 
talkin to you on my worst days?
i wish i could go back, 
figure out bout when this turn came
i dont even want you texting me no “happy birthdays”
cuz we ain’t friends no more no no
cuz we aint friends no more i-

shteppi - we aint frens no mo lol.

shteppi - in time. (voice memo interlude)

(prod. dercept)

(chorus:)
please stop talkin, the more I hear ur voice can't help remind us both of why we upset. 
n Idek where I stand with you no more So lIst cry ni then I try n forget.
please stop talkin, the more I hear ur voice can't help remind us both of why we upset. 
n Idek where I stand with you no more so i just cry n then I try n forget.

(verse:)
that I can’t change the way we ended up.
idek fr what ended us.
matter of time, waitin on the pengellum.. 
what a silly place we went n ended up. 
really aint no point detending us.
we both got some problems, need Some Steppin up. but you, yourself, alone, the one that messed us up.
how u offended but i didnt say a peep to u

barely like to speak to u 
unless there was a reason to
we only tak when we in groups 
i tried to Keep my peace with u
feelin' like your feeding tube. 
you need me, i aint needin' you. 
i’m pissed even treated you like somebody 
when meeting you

(bridge:)
n I'm sick off all these lies u put on my name 
n' I'm done with actin like we at all the same. 
you got Issues even Im thinkin u insane 
sure ur sad n shit but i’m not the one to blame.
You should get urself some Ice just to numb the
Pain
you aint comin in my life i’ll Just run away 
hunni dont got the time, playin all these games 
livin rent free in ur mind but im movin (mental) states 
I don't wanna be by u no more

(chorus:)
please stop talkin, the more I hear ur voice can't help remind us both of why we upset. 
n Idek where I stand with you no more so i just cry n then I try n forget.
please stop talkin, the more I hear ur voice can't help remind us both of why we upset. 
n Idek where I stand with you no more so i just cry n then I try n forget.

shteppi - pls stop talking.

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by maysmusic

(chorus:)
i looked up my symptoms they said i was dying
i should prolly ask my doctor just to be sure
i stayed up all night cuz i’m still lost on why i’m trying anymore
its like i’m fighting not to turn into a corpse

(verse:)
i’m always in the past tense
thinking bout every overreaction 
and every moment that i gave up on me
just to peruse my artistic passion
these people listen to me say i’m not okay
i didn’t know that shit would ever happen
so now i’m facing my fear of myself head on
and also these parasocial attachments
that people like to get
n now i’m starting to rot
and i’m so scared of my health 
gotta keep making songs
instead of killing myself
got my family in shock
because my ribs showin
too afraid to ask stephanie how her shits goin
no i cant blame em anyway
cuz i always look a lil pissed off

(chorus:)
i looked up my symptoms they said i was dying
i should prolly ask my doctor just to be sure
i stayed up all night cuz i’m still lost on why i’m trying anymore
its like i’m fighting not to turn into a corpse
i looked up my symptoms they said i was dying
i should prolly ask my doctor just to be sure
i stayed up all night-

(bridge:)
get tf off my line and let me rot
get tf off my line and let me
let me
let me
let me 
let me
let me
let me
let me rot
i’ll
die slow
just forget about me
focus on yourself
focus on yourself
focus on yourself

(chorus:)
i looked up my symptoms they said i was dying
i should prolly ask my doctor just to be sure
i stayed up all night cuz i’m still lost on why i’m trying anymore
its like i’m fighting not to turn into a corpse

shteppi - google says i'm dying.

Afterthought

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by 8een

(verse 1:)

(ash:)
truth seeker
‘you’ preacher
go head n tell me
sweat pants
crop tops
i’m showin belly
gotchu you actin weird
actin different 
unhealthy 
yo daddy rich
mama richer
was born wealthy
so why you trippin?
why you red in the face?
let me know, is it me?
you could hit me to feel better
you was off the liquor?
sayin shit i don’t think i caught
you in the closet
but nobody know but me so i’m lost
you’re homies don’t know
family don’t know
is there a why?
you been pushing me away
since you told me the other night
n you was gonna tell me something 
but realized it wasn’t tight
but curiosity a bitch so i needa know if i’m right 
you’re homies tell me they think you a lil gay
and its aight
but when i try to tell you that,
it always turns to a fight
you say “you’d never understand”
i ask you “how can i help?
cuz i can’t sit here and explain why you should go be yourself 
a thousand times bro
that shit is fine bro
we both in cali, no one i know
would have a thought bout u liking guys bro”
he said “i like girls”
told em “why the fuck is u cryin tho?
its clear that bitches aint the only thing on yo mind bro”

(interlude:)

(steph:) “i just like you”
(ash:) “…what?”
(steph:) “alright?”
(ash:) “i- … um…”
(steph:) “lets talk later.”
(ash:) “okay uhh…”
(steph:) “just… another day.”
(ash:) “fuck. alright. ahem.”

(verse 2:)

(ash:)
why the fuck did he say it
how could he like me?
every since we met i know he tried to be like me
cuz i’m older by like a year
is it “B.Y.E.” or “C.Y.A.”
fuck i wanna “D.I.E.”
i’m so afraid our friendship’s over 
after realizing 
he caught feelings for a boy
already told him its fine
i just didn’t think the boy he liked
would be my kind
i gotta text him, gotta tell him i’m uncomfortable
type shit

he text back 
(steph:) “oh that’s fine”
i said 
(ash:) “are you sure”
he replied 
(steph:) “bro that’s fine. i’d never wanna put you in a weird spot. thats right, i’m sorry if the shit i told you crossed a couple of lines”
i told him 
(ash:) “okay thats cool bro! just a bit of advice,
don’t trust a thing like that to leave your lips if its past 9”
he said
(steph:) “LOL, okay bro i’m glad thats aight”
i told him 
(ash:) “love you, bro!” 
n he ain even gave a reply… fuck…

(verse 3:)

(steph:)
hey,
i just wanted to say that i don’t think that we should talk anymore
i told you things about myself that i can’t block anymore
i found a girl who i’m in love with
and i wouldn’t wanna jeopardize none of that
just to be on yo “****” anymore
i just wanna tell you that i’m sorry
hope that you can forgive me
i’m sorry that i acted like it didn’t hurt
that was the only way i could cope
and to live and learn
i won’t tell a single soul

its been nice, ash…
i’ll see u

Afterthought

Sweezo1

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