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Blaming Me For Us

deeper than before - powfu, rxseboy & julia alexa (prod. the bootleg boy)

written and performed by: @futoh
produced by: 4lexf
mix and mastered by: @futoh
———
don’t know what you’re holding on to.
———
lyrics:

girl you holding on to me, im yet to find out why,
i dont got redeeming qualities,
i barely go outside,
cant remember when you weren't here,
now i wish you weren't,
wish i could go back to simpler times without the torrent,
cause i seem to lose my grip again,
i cant take it,
when you go and disappear again,
dont think ill make it,
cause im feeling sick again,
caught up in whats not pretend,
wish youd go away,
but i hate when you with him again,
come back to my place,
we can talk about the little things,
at the right pace,
but i accelerate my heartbeat,
but you slowing down,
looking back i lost ground,
looking back i lost count,
of the times you said you over me,
yet you come back,
and im honestly so sick of it,
bout time that i consider it,
maybe we not meant to be,
we different like the land and sea,
living side by side,
but we always tend to disagree,
i never thought wed make,
both of us are jaded,
thats the only thing we hated,
we didnt wanna face it,
that we couldnt fix our faces,
cause we look into each other's eyes,
but the colors faded,
no soul left to heal,
just a wall made of steel,
protecting what is real,
from the fantasies of romance,
you were breaking down i could see it at a glance,
now i wish id left instead of giving you a chance,

tried to move on, but the time just stops,
im forced to look at pictures that ive kept in old socks,
i always wanna walk away,
but i never do it though,
yea looks like i lost my flow,
and i got no where to go
i dont got destination
yea just holding on to dreams i keep on chasing,
got no ambitions so no wonder i cant make em,
a reality where i can go obtain them
yea im losing myself,
by the day,
by the minute,
dig a deeper and then get caught in all the divots,
i got no game plan,
im just my own man,
praying every day, but i dont think i can,

holding on to nothing (prod. 4lexf)

I think its love x Lisa Ft Keysho

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we need a break (feat. powfu)

Lyrics:

I dont know how to do this anymore
but baby i can do the best I can
so tell me why you want to be alone
cause baby i just dont understand
 
we took it slow, one hell of a ride
I guess that im just better off on the side.
try to tell you that im doing alright
but you dont know just what im feeling inside
you see in my eyes its just a facade
i wish that I could be someone im not
pain in my heart I wish it could stop
so take a minute and just give it a thought
see
i gave my soul
you took my breath
you come and go
i lay in bed
give me hope that ill be holding you
and this crazy dream will be over soon
just give me something
yeah give me something

I dont know how to do this anymore
but baby i can do the best I can
so tell me why you want to be alone
cause baby i just dont understand

Baby I don't understand where to go now
I ain't think this how we'd go out
Heart so broke, froze, from your fake love your words
So cold
I don't know
What even would have been the difference if I was to stay, right here with you
Feel like its power you want over me, my love and my time have been misused
You used to let out your anger on me, and now that i’m pressing the issue
It seems that you don’t wanna listen, look from my position I don’t wanna argue
Girl, 

I dont know how to do this anymore
but baby i can do the best I can
so tell me why you want to be alone
cause baby i just dont understand

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Understand [feat. Rey-Infinite] (prod. river beats)

lyrics: 
(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if I’m fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 1)
i've been sitting in my room
just chilling my dude
i don’t care about much
that’s a lie, i just try to act tough
deep inside i’m really big wuss
i’ve going through a lot but it don’t show
smile big, so my parents really don’t know
like a fridge cuz my heart stay so cold
they say to be a man
you gotta be strong
walk around with ya fist closed  
I’m a big boy now be aware of it
to be honest man 
i think need a therapist
to be honest man
i think i’m really scared of this
they say i gotta be tough 
i ain’t sharing it  
playing 21 savage really ain’t me
i just wanna be a man 
so they feel me
stack my pride so high to the ceiling 
sadly, this bottled up pain
just might kill me 
(pain just might kill me)

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 2)
i think i’m growing up way too fast
age 10 and i wear a fake mask
i’m afraid that my life might crash
cuz if you ain’t first 
then your just last
when I’m grown
imma be like them
even walk, try to talk, be a jock like them
maybe then 
i will actually finally fit in  
bottle up everything, and when i’m all out of my luck  
kill myself like them 

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 

(bridge)
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all

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big boys don't cry (prod. con)

you said you needed space </3

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Burned

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Rose Petals

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Hate me pt 2

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the other side (feat. iriasona) (prod. yusei)

My New Mixtape “LOST IN LIFE: A Mental Health Tape” is out now on all platforms! I cannot even begin to express how thankful I am for everyone who has stuck with me over the past years...truly mean it when I say I wouldn’t be here without you guys. I wrote the majority of this project at one of the lowest points of my life while I was stuck in quarantine going through a lot. As hard as it was to put my emotions on paper, I knew that my tough times would be able to help some of you get through your own struggles.

Make sure to share the project with everyone you know! Every extra stream, play and view helps me reach new people who my music may be able to positively impact.

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