JAN21

(LYRICS)   ft @hammy     prod. @droozzzy
ask why im down guess im used to it
walk around the mall wearing raf simons
i wont stay here forever thats sad
scared to show my face yeah
i should wear a mask
live in isolation that shit is gonna kill me
looking like a ghost when im walking through the building
i can see myself yea im hanging from the ceiling
laying on the floor and the walls r moving closer

writing these songs just to get it out
i can see my own life and its fading now

      
I can see my own life and it's fading
I can see my own life and it's

life keeps fading 
mind is always racing
out in public 
hide my face 
like im Jason 
got the razor on me
if you hating
got my team around me
we just hanging

we just posted 
smoking potent
my hands are shaking 
I hope she doesn't notice 
I hate my mindset
it's hard to focus
when everything fucking seems so hopeless 

I don't want friends
I just want the end
I just wanna rest 
spend the day in bed 
I'll lay here till I'm dead
can't get out my head 
It's cause I'm trapped inside
It's such a lonely night

I live a lonely life
half the fucking time 
I don't feel alive
I know it's not alright
but I don't have the drive
to do anything
motivation inside 
keeps withering


ask why im down guess im used to it
walk around the mall wearing raf simons
i wont stay here forever thats sad
scared to show my face yeah
i should wear a mask
live in isolation that shit is gonna kill me
looking like a ghost when im walking through the building
i can see myself yea im hanging from the ceiling

SPOTIFY

used to it +hamilton (prod. droozy)

(LYRICS) prod @anteven
let me take u somewhere were we wont grow old
i feel a lil bit depressed when im at home
trynna find myself and its hard to forget
i told my mom i gon make it i said its a bet

we can freeze eachother down to ice
we can wake up to a different life

i put my hands up
i spent all my time in the dark
so i changed up
dont have time to mend all my scars

i had to face it
nothings gonna last forever
i had to break it
i put both my hands on the lever
i didnt save it
kno i just had to be clever
i wish i made it
gotta take my hand from the dark



let me take u somewhere were we wont grow old
i feel a lil bit depressed when im at home
trynna find myself and its hard to forget
i told my mom i gon make it i said its a bet

we can freeze eachother down to ice
we can wake up to a different life

i put my hands up
i spent all my time in the dark
so i changed up
dont have time to mend all my scars

imma get it tmrrw i got no time to think no more
and all the leads that i have followed
do u know what im searching for?
yea i know when i quit school that my life would just be depressing
see me walking through the mall in some rafs this aint no sketchers

and im losing my mind
thinking bout u like all the time
doing drugs to just kill time
and i know that u dont mind
and i know u dont mind it x3


i had to face it
nothings gonna last forever
i had to break it
i put both my hands on the lever
i didnt save it
kno i just had to be clever
i wish i made it
gotta take my hand from the dark



let me take u somewhere were we wont grow old
i feel a lil bit depressed when im at home
trynna find myself and its hard to forget
i told my mom i gon make it i said its a bet

we can freeze eachother down to ice
we can wake up to a different life

i put my hands up
i spent all my time in the dark
so i changed up
dont have time to mend all my scars



let me take u somewhere were we wont grow old
i feel a lil bit depressed when im at home
trynna find myself and its hard to forget
i told my mom i gon make it i said its a bet

we can freeze eachother down to ice
we can wake up to a different life

i put my hands up
i spent all my time in the dark
so i changed up
dont have time to mend all my scars

at home (prod. anteven)

@lil4c

Your heartbeat’s so loud in this room, in this town
And you’re bringing me down with your love
But it’s keeping my head on my shoulders, you’re keeping me up
Forget anybody who cares about us

I’m not getting over 
My head it’s so lonely 
You say that you need me
But don’t even know me
Your secrets are safe 
Anything you could say
And I swear I won’t break, I won’t fold, won’t complain about everything

My heart, unlock it
Know how I’m rocking
You keep me honest
Keep up, no stopping
These scripts, I’m off it
I can’t stop coughing 
My phone she’s calling...

Nobody knows, I keep it controlled
I wouldn’t tell what’s in my head
Nobody shows when I need them the most
I had to keep myself away, away...

head on my shoulders (@77709I)

https://open.spotify.com/track/30qOE3LSUCmV2ImcHJzjFF?si=m8xQlUZvRem3OTc2BMHoew

@kuraiiii
@176s

[lyrics]
im stressed u help me calm down
still i cant let my guard down
my heart always gets knocked down
so i keep it in lockdown

u make me calm down (you make me believe in me)
im still in lockdown tho
cant let my guard down (you make me believe in myself)
cause u might knock me down

free me
take me away
love, u
cant say the same
im trapped
inside my brain
hate almost
every day

u make me feel a lil bit better
when im down and under the weather
i can come to u for attention
hope u know u hold me together

protect prod sense & kurai

Produced by @1vessel
Cover-art from 
instagram.com/toohot.jp

The willow grows
Fall asleep but not alone
Guide my feet when I'm low
Watch my steps and where I go
Pain unbearable
Fuck up in stereo
Sweet like caramel
I do terrible

Baby imma make a rack in my basement
Move around too much no patience
Keep my head down don't say shit
I don't get sober I stay lit
Too much trauma can't face it
I wont ever catch what I'm chasing
Said it once I'm not rephrasing
That reminds me of you I hate it
Wake up new day its tainted
Fuck my face I'll break it
Stomp me into pavement
So I can stop complaining
Wish I was complacent
Instead I'm just so basic
Put me in the background
That's how they would make it

Spotify

Willow (prod. 4am)

@prodscary

drop the top on the whip, let in the sun
eyes mickey mouse
ₛwₒₒₚy ˢʷᵒᵒᵖʸ ʎdooʍs

drop the top on the whip, let in the sun
eyes mickey mouse
𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘶'𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘴𝘬
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it's just bussines baby, nothing u should worry bout
always in ur fkn feelings, u should try & work that out
me & bno, we turning anything to gold
.... philip plein on me, far from plain tho

@buffalobang:
𝘪'𝘮 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘪𝘱 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵
𝘪 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘹 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 & 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨
𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘵 𝘯𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘪 𝘵𝘳𝘺
𝘪 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘹 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨

things get complicated when it's night, when the moon is up outside
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it's a diffrent me when the sun is up outside

𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮 𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘯𝘥
𝘪𝘯 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥
𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨
𝘪𝘮 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘥

drop the top ft. Buffalobang (scary)

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drop the top ft. Buffalobang (scary)

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