pathetic [basement archives]

welcome to OJA the last stop before death 
another way to destroy from within 
please leave all belongings as we take the final descent

and i’m better than i was 
I done rise above my head 
I done rise above the dead 
take it to the next step 
but my past it fucked me up 
I was open 
fucking cut
think about when i was young 
think about my fucking guts
wait 
I can event fucking see
heart is broke I start to bleed 
burn my throat I start to scream 
when i fucking fall asleep 
these the horrors of my dreams 
these the horrors 
make me 
make me scre- make me 
AH- HA 

I gotta leave this house 
push my head into the wall
I don’t want save myself 
fuck this world i’ll kill ‘em all 
see your family on news 
take my life and take theirs too 
i’ll fucking end it all 
tie myself up with a noose 
AH AH AHH AHH

someone take me (AHHH)
my mind fucking racing and rape me 
I wanna feel alive 
but i’m just fading 
i’m breaking
come on 
break me x2(AHHHHH)

i-i’m tired of the lows that never seem to stop
I wanna burn my face 
and my body starts to rot 
in my mind i feel raped 
this will be my great escape 
I guess i’ll never be the same 
it’s my mind you fucking take-take

p-please leave all belongings as we take the final descent(AHHHH) 

someone take me 
my mind fucking racing and rape me 
I wanna feel alive 
but i’m just fading 
i’m breaking
come on 
break me

N0 Longer Human

otherside w / ikryb4by (grayskies)

Lyrics:

[oxxy]
And all the CBD will wash away my sin
And you ain't needin' me, and I swear that we'll begin
I still want to grab hold of your arm, there's not much left to hang on
But there still is like thousands of things I would say
I have so many regrets, there's not much left to stand on
And I'm falling apart cause I'm such a disgrace..

And if you want to go, fuck it I'm coming too
I will say that I'm sorry, but you've been so abhorrently rude
I will look in the past tense, nothing will get between us
And I feel all the anguish, I just wish I was happy now

[arid]
You're the one that let my heart darken
I know I let it wash away
I try to keep us both apart then
You went ahead and walked away from me
I can't see
I find it hard to say how far away now
You stray from me

[oxxy]
And if you want to go, fuck it I'm coming too
I will say that I'm sorry, but you've been so abhorrеntly rude
I will look in the past tensе, nothing will get between us
And I feel all the anguish, I just wish I was happy now
I just wish I was happy now, I just wish that I had my heart
I just wish that I could let go, and you know that I'm sorry bout that
And I've been folding these bitches into their submission
And I've been down in the dirt I said "no superstitions"
And I've been looking for hope but I don't see the vision
Sick of the crying and bitch in'
Thinkin I'll fight all the missions

oxxy - 1000 regrets w/ arid (negative.creeper x shiteru)

Ultimate Lifeform

IDon’tThinkyouUnderstand

extrañando todo los besos de ti 
porque no tú regresas a mi 
mi amor ya no piensa en mi 
pero no quiero que vaya ser el fin 
and don’t say that i never really liked you 
cause i’d do anytning to die right by you 
and never tell no one i never really had you 
cause you know damn well i been all about you 

y yo le sigo con toda mi loquera 
esperando que te encuentre afuera 
y no quería ser el que te hace daño 
ahorita estoy solito pedo y te extraño 
im coming up but i feel like i’m falling 
and if you ain’t it’s my vices that’s callin 
so ima go ahead and party like there’s no tomorrow 
cause i don’t wanna stay alone in a bed full of sorrow 
oh oh x2
con otra chica mas y nunca cambia nada 
porque en la noche solo sueño de tu cara
por eso estoy 
por eso estoy 

extrañando todo los besos de ti 
porque no tú regresas a mi 
mi amor ya no piensa en mi 
pero no quiero que vaya ser el fin 
and don’t say that i never really liked you 
cause i’d do anytning to die right by you 
and never tell no one i never really had you 
cause you know damn well i been all about you 

dime algo que yo ya no se 
i’ll be out till i look like a mess
en la calle no llego asta las tres 
thats when i kick it and i cry w my friends 
no i don’t wanna be the one that’s in love
cause everytime it seems like i fuck it up 
so i’ll keep on blaming myself 
checked in to heart break hotel 

extrañando todo los besos de ti 
porque no tú regresas a mi 
mi amor ya no piensa en mi 
pero no quiero que vaya ser el fin 
and don’t say that i never really liked you 
cause i’d do anytning to die right by you 
and never tell no one i never really had you 
cause you know damn well i been all about you

NO REGRESA

NO REGRESA [1ohmygon x @faaswyd]

DIVIDED w/ nferior

#AMG

The vocals convey this sentiment with raw, emotional honesty.

p. neverforever

Beat Amino(mix2wVox)(demo)

File Updated @ 09:45 AM GMT - Day time vox in

Timing 5/4 & 4/4

Short Circuit. Loved that movie and character so much. More input. When Short Circuit the 80's robot read a book he just scanned the pages super fast and said more input... It was so epic at the time... Hard to appreciate now with how data is gobbled..


So #5 is Alive is in part a hat tip song to the best robot ever

#5 ~ I'm trying to use the innocence of that robot being alive as a reminder to the most important thing we forget when we fight with each other. We're fucking alive man. That's enough. So lets stop fucking fighting please 



Lyrics

Hey Hive,
#5 is Alive.
Like circuits short
Let's memorize
Flare in new books
Find new looks
Just one pile of page
Beats all YouTube shorts
Focused
Robotic
A positive psychotic
Be clevered up
Leave that quick fix dumbing down
Wake up
#5 is just ALIVE

Hey Hive, #5 is alive
A time slide
Nostalgic input
Speed learned this guy

#5 is alive
Metal love survives
Input to mind
Digi love drive

We made it
It's fixed
This love that we miss
A robot just told us
Be there for eachother
just strive and drive and stay one hive
Like us
 #5 is just Alive

#5 is Alive

@ahbudahbi

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6Ja0Tj9Q5jRnyG6iRMqpAN

otherside w / ikryb4by (grayskies)

sober