𝕲𝖊𝖙𝕮𝖆𝐤𝖊𝕯𝖎𝖊𝖄𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖌

Femboy Music 3

9TAILS

@emorave

i don't want
you to go away from me right now
and i try hard
but i can never make my word come out
i put all my time in just for you
girl tell me, what you want to do
don't get mad when i get sad
girl help me, is there anything to lose?

you can trust me i won't hurt you
my mind ugly there's no virtue 
scratch my skin bcus i'm stressed
i lay here with face of regret
i'll tell you that i'm just a mess
i'll save you without second guess
you where the one but now i'm dead
restart my journey find another end 

i just tell myself
...usually tell myself
leave the keys up on the shelf
find another meaning maybe i belong in hell
..or maybe just a cell
wherever that i go i should just be by myself

i'm sorry crushed like smarties
i'll be here justt like im mari
picnic basket full of parsley
why do u hurt me so harshly?

regret (emorave)

ty for the bday wishes :)
@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
wake up~~ cant look at myself in the mirror
so done my reflection is never clear
there's noway! i can tell u why i'm shedding tears
there's noway! i can tell u that ur what i fear

[mental]
ohhh i dont wanna see whats next
whole life ive been a walking L
i dont think ur my friend
i was down i had to save myself
and u make me choose
cause u hate me too
not dead but im close to the option
no life easily forgotten

[blxty]
let the vines come consume you
you can't run from your fears
you can try to close your eyes
but that wont save you here

mirror ft. mental (elias x mental)

St Johns Bay

StJohnsBay

sewerperson death valley

lyrics:

Huh Im pouring out this bottle till I feeling myself
Bruises on my chest from the last night out
Cuts on my thighs from my own damn self
The hardest part of it all is admitting that u need help
They see me on live
They feel me on live
But I was so drunk
But I was so high
This 55 inch emulate the coast line
While I record pain yea I expose mine

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

Hear my words and find peace in our anger
Its funny how after all of this time im now a stranger
The second I lost u I feel life grew so much bleaker
Now the way ur so appalled by my smile I feel like a creature to u 
If I do not awaken
Lay me down gently
Please do not protect me
The ghouls that dissect me
And I know I hide my emotions
But its in the benefit of enjoying the moment ya
I dont get along with no one this easy
So Tell me ur motive before I fall in love

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

BERSERKER (ERIC GODLOW)

svnam - hey, darling (feat. sendflowrs)

lyrics:

These cold kawaartha lakes can rip ur soul apart
A breach of contract in her heart of hearts
May have pushed my head into the deepest part
And This time I dont think I get a breathing part

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet
Something woke me last night
And in its words
Taught me I just need myself to get by
I dont wanna pretend it didn’t hurt
But In her words
The sting should fade in due time

 Brush ur eyes
U could see it right
I see fallen angels
In this bleeding sky
At our time to go
I dont wanna die
But I dont decide
Damn I hate goodbyes
These cold kawaartha lakes can rip ur soul apart
A breach of contract in her heart of hearts
May have pushed my head into the deepest part
And This time I dont think I get a breathing part

Cracks in my armor invite in her poisons
It was never 50/50 I was just appointed
Im Sorry I can do it all I bet ur disappointed
But what’s the point in love if u can not enjoy it

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet

Isn’t it funny how u aint gon message unless I am messaging first ok
She try to burn me a hole in my pocket but somehow I still kept em heavy weight ok
She pull up on me at night time
Then pull away like its rip tide
She say she cant stay a long time
But sumn bout that doesn’t sit right with me
Honestly I know u know that it wouldn’t be the first lie u told
She said im sorry I hope u can trust me I say damn I dont know
Ask me in the morning
Cause Tonight is way too cold
And u just turned it colder

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet
Something woke me last night
And in its words
Taught me I just need myself to get by
I dont wanna pretend it didn’t hurt
But In her words
The sting should fade in due time

The treehouse (splashgvng x 5head)

there's something in my head, get it out (lilleffort remix) - Single

neoprada - there's something in my head, get it out (lilleffort remix) (deleted)

thankyou to everyone i know it doesnt look like much but the support i get on my tracks means a ton to me. thanks for all the love <3

anymore anyway (prod. Muck)

one of the tracks off the GREENWOOD EP dropping April 28th <3 <3 <3 Thankyou everyone for sooo much support :)))

after the crash (prod. Skela)

summmmer (prod. LIL HEARTBREAK)

produced by @scottysplash

lyrics:

i got pussy coming in
like the riptide
i got money coming in
like the riptide
i got all these dollar signs
in my eyesight
try to ride the wave
get hit with the riptide

ya its riptide
make u feel right
stacking blue bills
playing the sound bytes

crocidile logo shirt ud
think im in the everglades
ya i got the juice 
i drink henny like its minute maid

girl when i tell u come thru
i would never fuck around
if u not about it
craving love then u could tell me now
neighbours hate noise
keep it quiet when we blowin loud
long as it come off i do not care if its a gucci belt

think im rich as hell
like baby buy me fendi belts
ion got spare change 
buy it for yourself
go and find some loose change
buried in the couch 
baby i wont make it rain
if u dont wanna help

im only grinding for myself
if u wanna free ride 
go fuck on someone else

i give her love and i switch
i get to fuck and i dip 
feelings are not in the mix
she just love me for my kicks

she wants chocolates
i break her heart like its a twix
hit my phone again
and i might have to block ur shit

i got pussy coming in
like the riptide
i got money coming in
like the riptide
i got all these dollar signs
in my eyesight
try to ride the wave
get hit with the riptide

wow i love this
all these bitches cause shit
but i love beef
i dont need to squash it
i just wait and watch it grow like an abcess
the coming month i just ghost and i reset 
i wont fucking leave yet
watch em fall to pieces
baby i should have a warning label like a reeses
love or hate i never mean it
call her honey when i smash it like a bees nest

i got pussy coming in
like the riptide
i got money coming in
like the riptide
i got all these dollar signs
in my eyesight
try to ride the wave
get hit with the riptide

ya its riptide
make u feel right
stacking blue bills
playing the sound bytes

crocidile logo shirt ud
think im in the everglades
ya i got the juice 
i drink henny like its minute maid

riptide (prod. scottysplash)

artwork by @scottysplash

produced by Xtravulous and Kata

mixed & mastered by 9TAILS

thankyou for listening

out my bag (prod. Xtravulous X Kata)

hope u enjoy.

rella 💘
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lyrics

hook

pour another drink cause i'm scared in the night, I’m
faded here alone girl I know that your eyes lie
i don’t need a friend, i need someone to die with
laying here alone think i’m finally flying
i’m scared of dying alone, these problems never get solved
i know you're lying awake and waiting on me to phone
but girl i’m tryna move on and you won’t leave me alone
tryna stop me from crying , shorty i’m really dying 	

verse
everything growing colder, all this shit on my shoulder
here and dying alone, there’s nothing left and i'm sober
i just wanna move on, but I don’t know if we’re over 
i just wanna move on but you ain’t giving me closure
nobody here to help me I been tripping
bad bitch on me am i dead or am I living
noone around me i come through but they aint listen
im seeing demons in the night they want me slipping 
there’s nothing here for me, i’m flying overseas
they got no love for me, just broken memories
your love is all I need, but now you’re over me
all that we could of been, a hopeless ode to me

hook

produced by bleach 
www.twitter.com/YungBleach0?lang=en

memories 💔⛓ (prod. bleach) AVAIL ON SPOTIFY

Lyrics:

Can you see your reflection in the mirror 
It’s something i have never seen 
It's like something from my dreams
It brings me closer to you

When I wake up I realize something’s missing 
It’s something I cant really find
It doesn't even cross my mind
I guess i'm wasting my time

Why does this always to me
I've walked your path 
And fallen under your feet
But I don't want to take it that far
No I don't want to take it that far

Cause once is enough 
And I've had enough
Cause every time that I love
It fucks me up 

And i cant take another one of your lies
Another one of your lies 

Wake up tell me this is a dream
Wake up tell me this is a dream 
Cause you're all that I see
When I close my eyes and try to get some sleep

Wake up tell me this is a dream
Wake up tell me this is a dream 
Cause you're all that I see
When I close my eyes and try to get some sleep

Spotify

Dream (grungejoe)

prod me inspired by @enaturalist

i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i swear im done with this shi i swear
yea ive always been judged 4 tha shit that i wear 
i bet u wont b laughin when i roll up into ur house
hold that stick 2 ur head and make u beg for ur spouse >:(
and i and i im not even lying  
ill take all ur shit idc that ur dying
ill wake up ur parent theyll beg me theyre crying
im sorry that was kind mean i wasnt trying:(

glittr
Im not with her
but i realized 
Im already paralyzed
i like being alone, idk whyyy
but now ur here and its 
(x2)
too late already got too much on my plate
Need attention nothin that i do is worth a mention 
and i kno i got my way but im still bitter :/
and i woke up and my face covered in glittr 

i i i dont care abt nothing anymore 
i hate this song 
i hate this phone 
if i drop off the earth well then what could go wrong
no one checks up on me they dont care
im better off on my own now that they dont care
i dont rlly talk 2 no one 2 be fair
but dont mean i dont like the fresh air

glittr

srry#

ya im free now 
frm demons tht i keep out
u need help baby reach out
and ill b there to meet u

n do u mean it
when u describe the feeling
i feel like i am dreaming
im trying to believe it

im playin on my xbox
they play me on their ipod
u play me grl like nonstop
ill let u win again

time stops
when u looked up our eyes locked
the sun has set but i watch
the stars beneath ur skin

had a look outside the window at the sky n it was red
maybe its a sign i wonder wat is coming next
i dnt come around but i might come down again
learning how to say whats in my head

planted in the dark where the seeds dont grow
i know tht its hard baby please dont go
always wna tlk to me abt where my problems at 
please dont ask

sewerperson death valley

NotSoul