lyrics:

i wanna die, can you show me how?
got all this shit in my mind right now
couple of slits and i might calm down
loading a clip tryna find shit out
smoke in my lungs makes me feel alive
poems of notable changes i've
passed thru my own misery in life
stuck in a cage i created inside

you told me you know this but hoe you don't know shit
i rode all alone down the road you were broken
the stories they told you were myths of the chosen 
cause i come around like a ghost in the open

light up the candles while you hold the ouija
i wrote out a message said "soon you will see me"
she screams alot she gets stuffed like a twinkie
and i roll her over to see if she's breathing

to see if she's breathing but no it's just smoke
and i'm holding alone cause she just wanna go
the baby is coming and we gotta know
if it's worth it to try this or just let it fall
drink till tomorrow
feelings are full
and i didn't know till i got the call
she gave it all but still falling off
and all i can do just get high in my sorrow

like a ghost in the open

$yanide McKee