Self-Portrait

EBBS & FLOWS

On several occasions, throughout various compositions of mine, I’ve emphasized how a melody or theme was based on something I wrote long ago, during my teenage years.
In this instance, the main theme is probably one of the very first things I ever composed—likely my first 'Eureka' moment, when I first gained some clarity about my musical gifts. Needless to say, this melody holds immense personal significance.
After all this time, I’ve finally decided to properly honor it by writing a set of variations.

Ode For Piano, A Minor, No. 2

my first collab with the amazing Magi©ian hes music always gets me and some amazing pieces,so hope you like my vocals and story telling of my chilhood in england and my magical place,every child has a place where there world is fantastic and a DREAMLAND,the reality is when you return,thats why such great kids fantasies ,harry potter,munsters,adams family,bewitched,i dream of jeanie the imagination of so many people bring us the stories close to our hearts,and fun a great place to be

Dreamland © Copyright (collab) music by Magi©ian ,lyrics and vocals Gary Hayward

Whispered Lies

Whispered Lies feat. Shawn Clover [Audio Snippet][OUT NOW]

Alt pop / rock song about flying on a magic carpet.

I was kicking up the sand in a crowded town, I never knew anyone
I took a plane from Iraq and I ended up right here, in I don't know where
A man with no shoes stepped in front of me
He wouldn't let me go
He pulled a rolled-up rug from under his arm
Said it's a gift for you my Western friend

"It's a special kind of rug that'll take you to the sky"

All we need is magic for a magic carpet
We can fly together on our magic carpet
It's a sky-high party flying on a carpet
We just wanna party riding on a carpet

See the carpet float across the desert sand, a hundred people were cheering
Excitement quickly developed to a carnival air, soon everyone was there
I felt a little lonely being here by myself, I couldn't fly this alone
'Sir we wanna fly too, can we climb on with you?"
Yeah yeah yeah we can fly anywhere!

We're getting down on a carpet in the sky 

All we need is magic for a magic carpet
We can fly together on our magic carpet
It's a sky-high party flying on a carpet
We just wanna party riding on a carpet

Fly fly fly it's a magical ride
Fly fly fly with the birds in the sky
Fly fly fly see the stars up high
We wanna fly fly fly fly fly fly high

The warm breeze of the Summer
The bright blue sky
This carpet's got a rhythm
Feel the groove inside
See the people down below watch our magic carpet fly

We're getting down on a carpet in the sky

Riding a magic carpet through the desert sky
What a mystical feeling
I was a stranger on the ground but I've got new friends with me
Just dancing and living our best life
Our western eyes could never see that eastern minds can set you free
This feeling is cleansing my soul
If you feel a little blue this will make you feel cool
Do you wanna fly with the Sultans in the sky?

We're getting down on a carpet in the sky

All we need is magic for a magic carpet
We can fly together on our magic carpet
It's a sky-high party flying on a carpet
We just wanna party riding on a carpet

All we need is magic for a magic carpet
We can fly together on our magic carpet
It's a sky-high party flying on a carpet
We just wanna party riding on a carpet 

Oi! What you kids doing with my flaming rug?


VARISONIK - Magic Carpet

sbagliata (Ft. Jake Vera)

Best Revenge

A song about anxiety and depression that people around you don't notice

I DON'T FEEL RIGHT  (LYRICS BADTRIPP INC, MUSIC BY BADTRIPP INC/SUNO AI)
My mind is reaching out to people that I meet
Sounds disturb the night so tight and so sweet
My heart is searching for someone to know
But when the game is over I have to go

Take away all my pain
make me dry in the rain
Let me try all in vain
drive me holy insane

My thoughts go back to times that I've seen
Images fill me with things I could have been
My soul is running for safety and for cover
And the years go by as I look for a lover

Touch me deep inside
fill my mind so wide
Take me on a ride
I need a place to hide

I am all alone in this empty town
I'm always here, always on my own
Memories from the past flash through my mind
Pictures of you touch my aching heart

Here comes another night
filling me with fright
I don't feel alright
when I turn out the light

I don't feel right

“The Win Was in My Fight” is an anthem about redefining success—not as the trophies or the spotlight, but as the grit it takes to keep going when no one’s watching. It’s for anyone who’s ever felt the pressure to rush their dreams, but chose resilience, patience, and self-belief over shortcuts. With a hook that flips the focus from the destination to the journey, it celebrates finding arrival in authenticity, and victory in the fight itself.

Lyrics:

Verse 1
They keep asking where I’m headed
But I’m done arrived
The day I stood up and questioned
The doubts that ran my mind

Verse 2
I kept waiting for the sign
Till I saw the game for what it is
I had to grow into what was mine
‘Cause they only bet on what already wins

Pre-Chorus 1
Sometimes I get a little frustrated
'Cause they say I should've made it by now
But I know it takes a little bit of patience
And thick skin — like callus on strings

Chorus
Now see the fame, champagne, light up the main stage
But I won when I decided
The win was in my fight, yeah

Billboards and gold, sold-out all shows
But I won when I decided
The win was in my fight, yeah

(Win was in my fight, yeah)

Verse 3
Everybody wanna claim they cared
When all the work is said and done
But when it hurt, who’s really there?
The real ones — I count one by one

Pre-Chorus 2
The feeling of being at home
Even when I’m on the road
Ain’t searching for no place — I’m the place
‘Cause arrival is when I’m myself

Chorus
Now see the fame, champagne, light up the main stage
But I won when I decided
The win was in my fight, yeah

Billboards and gold, sold-out all shows
But I won when I decided
The win was in my fight, yeah

Bridge (x2)
So breathe, hold on
When the night’s twice long

Chorus
See the fame, champagne, light up the main stage
But I won when I decided
The win was in my fight, yeah

Billboards and gold, sold-out all shows
But you win when you decide that
The win is in your fight, yeah

The Win was in my Fight (demo)

Syante is a Los Angeles-based award-winning and charting singer-songwriter known for her evocative pop-rock anthems. Originally from India, she transitioned from a career in computer science as a software engineer to being an artist. Her sound spans across pop, rock, acoustic, and alternative genres, blending feel-good energy with reflective nostalgia.

The Win was in my Fight (demo)

Syante

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