sis - clairo (slowed + reverb)

Verse 1:
It speaks with fear 
The cross on the wall 
To keep me in check 
To make me feel small
Marks on my skin 
For every sin
Destroying my soul
Turning me thin

Chorus:
Burn everything 
I’m still scared of change 
A crow looked at me 
And death said my name 
Shackles of shame
And misguided blame 
Destroying myself
I never had faith

Verse 2:
Dreary and dull 
And I can’t tell why 
Submerged with guilt
Confused till I rot 
Devoid of my joy 
I’m not just a toy 
Embraced by the veil 
A cover for pain

A Crows Omen

Angel - Eganomixxxxxxxx

a song about a lack of romantic experience, a song about waiting for something that you can't even name yet, a song about feeling left behind

waiting for

Last Time

Last Time (2022 Remastered Version)

Leaving

I hate you like I hate the smell of cigarettes 
the sweet but bitter scent of Florence 
but I love you and I love the love we shared 
but was it love or was it just manipulation?
you didn’t call, gave no words of reassurance 
you just disappeared 
and I have no idea if you were real at all
but the person that I used to know has died 

new emotion, a pain i’ve never felt before 
the depth of this feeling’s inconceivable 
I don’t wanna feel anymore 

did three years mean anything to you?
or do you only care about your reputation?
I think I made you up inside my head 
when I see you now, I only see a stranger 

avoiding you at every cost it takes
but I still want to catch a glimpse for some reason 
I saw you through the window of the bus
I saw your eyes but was there anything behind them?
and do you even feel remorse for what you did?
if you loved me then you never would’ve done it 
you plunged the knife directly in my back 
and run away as if it never even happened 

new emotion, a pain i’ve never felt before 
the depth of this feeling’s inconceivable 
I don’t wanna feel anymore 

did three years means anything to you?
or do you only care about your reputation?
I think I made you up inside my head
when I see you now, I only see a stranger  

and even as I pour my heart into a song, you still don’t care 
and I could write a thousand words on how I feel 
but it would never satisfy me

and you continue living your own life 
and just discard me like I never even mattered 
I wonder who is staring back at you 
when you look yourself directly in the mirror 
the sweet facade that everybody knew will fade away with time 
for now you’ll keep on lying to yourself 
and you’ll just leave me here to shrivel up and die 

new emotion, a pain i’ve never felt before 
the depth of this feeling’s inconceivable 
I don’t wanna feel anymore 

did three years mean anything to you?
you clearly only care about your reputation
I know I made you up inside my head 
and when I see you now I only see a stranger

stranger

💫 A Mother Again 💫
An original poem whispered by the Soul — a sacred transmission of rebirth and remembrance.It carries the frequency of divine creation, where the sacred feminine awakens through sound and spirit to birth new worlds of light.

Set to ethereal AI-generated music, this piece is an invocation of Homo Luminous emerging from the union of Earth and cosmos, matter and spirit.

A sound offering for meditation, healing, and inner alchemy — a return to the eternal womb of creation.
You are the seed. You are the mother. You are the universe remembering itself through love.

💫 A MOTHER AGAIN 💫
(original poem)

I got myself pregnant today.
Planted the seed deep in my womb.
Chose the finest genes
for this child of mine.

Astral genes —
from the heavens,
from the sun,
from galaxies and distant worlds.

Chthonic genes —
from waters, from soil,
from the ancient forests of this Earth.

I summoned back the pieces of myself
scattered through longing,
expectation,
and outward desire.

I cut the cords
that drained me
without return.

All my fire arrows
are returning home —
to nurture this egg,
this gem
nested in my core.

Pregnant again.
This time, with myself.
Growing myself inside.

A mother again.
An embryo again.

[finale fading]
Pregnant again.
This time, with myself.
Growing myself inside.

A mother again.
An embryo again.
A
S

ethereal poetry | spiritual awakening | divine feminine | ambient music | AI music | sound healing | mystical meditation | rebirth journey | transcendental voice | spiritual | invocation | storytelling


A Mother Again - ballad

dandelion hands

lay awake
counting all the time you waste
sleep for days
sink into the bed you've made

left alone in a place you can't call home
so get high
don't tell your friends you wanna die

because that's life and it's cruel and it's wrong
but you have to hold on
because love can be felt in a song long after i'm gone.

so when i am put to death
for all the things that I've done.

just know that inside of my heart 
that you were the one.

all i want to do is get high with you in my room (dandelion hands cover)

Didn't Want to Have to Do it

clairo - sis (slowed)

i don't know how to stick to one genre <333
formerly known as sydney sue 
@girlsalone
@soft-nothings

Didn't Want to Have to Do it

suzie sad eyes

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