forgetting was my only option

Remains

inherent

chaos collide

Grand Finals Tiebreaker for BotB 2024 hosted by Xootynator. First time working with vocaloid (ended up having to get someone off fiverr to do it) so I also included an instrumental version haha.

FREE DL

Echoes of the Past (ft. Hatsune Miku)

Custom GFTB for 5WC (again)

https://push.fm/fl/sydosysepsilon for other streaming

Epsilon

Custom FM1 for 5WC Finals. I thought this was in another round so I did the release wrong LOL

Neptune

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qFrnuZg7fms&ab_channel=FINALSORRY

glass shards in my esophagus

Why should I climb?
when the mountain keeps growing tall
can't find the purpose
it's like feeling stuck between the life and death
guess I will never know

sometimes you can't
when your world is now going down
it's suffocating

even if you try
the shadows
coming back again
they'll never let you go

I've been chasing dreams 
and my hands are empty
i can't find my place
and it's suffocating

I feel this life's
Overwhelming
And it makes me
Want to disappear

can you find the light
when you feel like drowning?
lost in endless noise
and it's complicated

to understand
and you find
yourself thinking about
ways to disappear 

the sun is shining
yet I feel alone
and I can't find joy
with this sorrow
I feel so numb

i can't find it
I can't touch it
I can't feel it

our life is fading, yeah
and i can't enjoy
like I don't belong
is the darkness
I can't ignore

feeling lost now
all this noise is
so confusing



Ways to Disappear

eros

Electric Heartbeat

comms semi-open (preference to non-osu related)
My music is free to use, please send me what you do with it !

Epsilon

Sydosys