when we were together i put you over everything
if you came back i'd put you over everything, again
i quit the drugs once i can't do that shit again
relapsed last week can't believe i did
2 pills in my stomach recording this
if i died right now would anybody give a shit
if i died right now would anybody even care
i'm making sad songs that nobody will hear
i don't think that you will even hear this
wish i could hold you close like the nearest
and girl to me youre just like a cigarette
cause when you're on my lips i can feel it in my chest
and i put all my pain in my lyrics
i made this song and i hoped you'd hear it
and girl to me youre just like a pill
cause without you i can't feel anything
girl i would put you over everything
girl i would put you over everything again
2 years with me meant nothing in the end
thought you needed love all you needed was a friend
i was lying when i said we meant nothing
honestly you helped me learn alot
if i could turn back the clock i would
even if it meant it'd turn out the same way
even if it meant youd end up hating me
i bought you flowers and you left on the same day
i don't hate you, i don't blame you
if i was in your shoes i would leave too
and if i was in your shoes i would hate me too
so i'll just take a pill so i don't think about you
so i don't think about you
so i'll just take a pill so i don't think about you

letter

prod me mix me
//
i was in tha trap wit connor
in high school we was sellin dime bags
remember when we used to steal from walmart?
remember when we used to go n scam cards?
we would roll _____ inna blunt n smoke that shi all night
we was fuckn wit tha same chick
jus so we could steal her narcotics
remember when i sold u adderal?
remember when we did those laced percs?
remember when rein puked all over himself?
that was funny as hell fr
i love all ma brothas like family fr
money tall as hell like shaquille o'neal
took so many drugs that i cant evn feel
she said she in love but love isnt real

ion fw vlone that shi gay as hell
pockets look like _____ cuz they fat as hell
ya ma pockets cracked out like they named michelle
slangin so much dope they thought i was cartel
ion fw anybody in this small town
fuck a ounce babygirl we smoke a whole pound
that is not a wife cuz she been around
that is not a wife that bitch fanned out
she ain wana fuck till i pulled tha bands out
gold diggin hoes in tha traphouse
ion fw that told bro to kick em out
evrybody in ma town is coked out
evrybody that was flexin probably broke now
s/o all ma bros
u know imma put em on

olddayzzz (bow)

ch2rms - nicotine sick (prod. sana)

травма (sunrisess)

ch2rms - S.O.S (prod. sana)

ft @sativa2swag prod @kggn

[emo]
molly got me stuck
said id quit the drugs but im testing my luck
testing your trust
roll up gas then i spark up
always in love, 
ur my favorite one
always obsessed
pink molly water got me spinning
dont care bout the point of existing
i just make music bitch im chilling
its all real things, were all living

grinding my teeth 
bitch im geeked
its all on me
i do what i please
theres no saving
ask me bout my fit dawg i got this bitch for free
shawty want me

rolling im rolling im rolling
imma feel like shit in the morning
fuck that shit its all fuckin worth it
nothing feels like this shit its perfect

used to tell myself i was worthless
used to think everything was hopeless
i forgot my subs now im dopesick
i dont have a home but im homesick

imma fly her out for a show bitch
3rd year cs bitch i know shit
u aint hear the meaning when i spoke it
all those pills got my brain broken

[sativa]
i been geeked up all day off the fuckin molly
known to smoke an eighth hell yeah if i got it on me
jaw stickin out sideways like a fuckin zombie
catch me in that glow in the dark bape dont rock no abercrombie
im wet and i hit way fuckin hard like a tsunami 
im the cut and im bumping that nett yeah that tommy
i got way too many bitches tryna touch my fuckin body
i got way to many issues on my mental yeah i got em
yeah my opps they aint gonna do shit they music bombing
if u try and push up on me pussy boy im gonna rob u
i used to pour a couple lines out of the fucking baby bottle
im with this bitch and yeah she bad i think shes should become a model
im with this bitch and yeah she bad i think she wanna go all the way
i might cop a pack and blow that bitch down all today
pink molly rock got me geekin i cant feel my face
pink molly rock god it melt away all my pain

pink molly water ft. sativa prod. kuru

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎꧁‎vocals by 8tsukii & qlein꧂
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎coverart by 8tsukii
{lyrics}
꧁8𝓽𝓼𝓾𝓴𝓲𝓲 ꧂

दुःख ꧁გამხადე მთელი꧂ दुःख (feat. qlein)

0:00 - 0:43 + @agelis3
0:44 - 1:28 + @idks3lfish
1:29 - 2:40 + @roll1232 @heavenlate
2:41 - 3:53 + @note2myself
3:54 - 4:50 + @1sla
4:51 - 6:16 + @escapefromyourself
6:17 - 7:16 + @roll1232
7:16 - 8:10 + @evoside

▄︻デ══━一 @agelis3 @idks3lfish @roll1232 @heavenlate @note2myself @1sla @escapefromyourself @evoside

trust

compilation from the last bbbb...

inspired by @winter @lilac

1. epilogue 00:00 - 3:01
2. migraine + @convulsiven 3:01 - 6:22
3. trapocalypsis is back + @convulsiven 6:23 - 8:30
4. stab wound @convulsiven 8:31 - 11:29
5. picture me broken + @convulsiven 11:29 - 14:17
6. let me know 14:17 - 17:03
7. endless moment + @convulsiven 17:04 - 


talking to the dead

my brother OD' last month and i always made a vow to keep him safe since we were kids. I guess i feel like a failure. idc ab music much anymore but felt sad so here

cant let go

Sylph0001