(Walking under the moonlight)
We lost ourselves, tonight
In the shadows of the city
You pulled me close, then out of sight
I used to love, the way
You whispered secrets quietly
(But now you) stay so far away

Why you leaving me alone?
We once danced under stars
Now you vanish with the dawn
I'm left here with these scars

(Hearts twisted in the silence)
Your touch is just a dream
What once was sweet, now broken
A mirage in soft moonbeam
Memories fade, like smoke
In the night, lost and distant
(Why'd you) go without a word?

Why you leaving me alone?
We once danced under stars
Now you vanish with the dawn
I'm left here with these scars

Faded echoes call to me
Underneath these empty skies
(Wish I could) turn back time, see
All the truth in your eyes

Why you leaving me alone?
We once danced under stars
Now you vanish with the dawn
I'm left here with these scars
 
(In the night, whispers linger)
Your name haunts the air
In dreams, I chase your shadow
Yet find solace nowhere
Stars they fall, like tears
On my wounded, tender soul
(Oh why) did you let go?

Why you leaving me alone?
We once danced under stars
Now you vanish with the dawn
I'm left here with these scars

The moonlight fades, replaced by gray
As silence wraps around me tight
In dreams, your presence stays
Yet you're out of sight, night after night

Why you leaving me alone?
We once danced under stars
Now you vanish with the dawn

Now I'm left here with these scars

(Wandering through the silent mist)
Echoes call my name
In shadows, our memories twist
Yet nothing feels the same
I wait for dawn in vain
Underneath the silent stars
(Hoping you'll) come back again
To heal these lonely scars

As I walk through empty streets, shadows of you fade away
In the silence of night, your laughter haunts, softly stays
Each corner holds a memory, where we once used to be
Yet the city's echoes only whisper, 'let it be'

Why you leaving me alone?
Our whispers floated in the breeze
Now they vanish with the stars
I yearn for those gentle harmonies

Pulsar

Pulsar, Memories fade

After many years of creating music behind the scenes — ghostwriting and producing for others — I was encouraged to finally share my own voice. What you'll hear reflects my eclectic inspirations: from pop, dark ambient, classical, Chinese folk, shoegaze, Mandopop, R&B, EDM, hybrid trap, hip-hop, to ambient, new age, phonk, chillout and lounge. I’ve released several albums across these styles, each one shaped by an evolving emotional and cultural journey.

I collaborate with two extraordinary Chinese tenors, Tian Zhang and Liang Lin, whose voices bring a celestial depth to many of my tracks.

I was previously on SoundCloud but accidentally deleted my account — so here I am again, hoping my former listeners find their way back... and welcoming new ones into my sonic world.

Pulsar, Memories fade

Sylvia Polaris Beijixing