Stay Close, Don't Go

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have i crossed your mind?
even once or twice
since we spent the time
since i spent the night
i feel so stupid
i think about it way too much
youve overwritten it,
but im still stuck,
a night in georgia,
that’s all i ever long for again
she looked so pretty
with her sweater and her skirt tucked in,
i picked her up,
we walked along a while,
and then i kissed her in forsyth park,
But is it something i can wish away,
alone with the stars,
can i be something that you wanna bring into your open arms
was it the way i live, across the country so far?
or was it because of my awful excuse for a body thats covered in scars,
i feel,
the time
eating away at my mind
i’m so ashamed,
of what i think,
i’m such a waste,
i’m such a waste,
i feel,
that i,
don’t know a truth from a lie,
so tell
me once
and tell
me twice
and tell me three more fucking times
just dont stop counting
just dont stop counting
just dont stop counting

and then i kissed her in forsyth park

how do i

loveisheavenly.bandcamp.com/track/muscle-memory

muscle memory

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8i_ZlGOKy8
this is a slight edit that was made before and taken down. i just remade it and reposted it

skeleton key

i dont rlly have anything to say about this. when i made it i was honestly just trying to express my ether in the purest way possible for me, which is music. I didnt add words and i didnt use a 4/4 standard timing because i didnt want any limitations in how i could express myself i wanted the song to be completely me and my soul. The singing/humming is completely improvised and first take since i wanted to make it as authentic as possible, i tend to get super perfectionist and completely change everything i make and if i know others will see it i change it for them aswell, i didnt want to end up doing that for this i wanted it to be completely my own. The birds in the beginning were recorded from my phone on my daily bike ride home, i added it because whenever im on my bike in the woods by myself i feel completely free and myself, at peace, and i wanted to put that feeling into the song. The cover is of a place i go to by myself whenever i feel sad or i want to think or i just want to be at peace and see a nice view (there r cool cows there), sometimes i go there just to scream as loud as i can because of how empty it is, its another place i feel completely free and myself without judgement so i made it the cover, I got the idea to do this from "all about lily chou chou" where they describe what ether is and i tried to replicate that in real life but i cant really explain here what ether really is so i think if anybody reads this you should watch the movie "all about lily chou chou" to understand what ether means to you.. the movie is really good and it has really really good music too. I hope somebody can enjoy this thingy ive crudely made

Myether

How have you been without me? (spotify remaster wip)

lyrics about sum1 special , i love you wid all my heart and ur rlly so beautiful to me. (⁎˃ᆺ˂)

waiting for you to call :/
i've been on my own
all day 
tryna get you on the phone
without you i feel so alone
and i hate it :(...

haven't seen you in months 
but i still love you
month after month
i wanna kiss you
''love'' after ''love''
i got to meet YOOUU o_o
wish i was enough :(
you say i please you.. 

do i really please you?
are you lying?
everybody lies ..
but i stay silent :x
every time i smile :)
i feel like crying ;-;
every time i speak :o
we end up fighting ..

ur SOO beautiful to me <3
every night i question
??? why ???
you're still in love with me
is it my personality?
i would never fall in love
with any part of me :(..

ur SOOO beautiful 2 me <333
every part of you is
so beyond pristine >w<
felt a sensation when you kissed me :*
now i can't feel your lips
so i feel empty :(

ur so beautiful <3 ..

Will It Ever End

._. ive never attempted to sing a song like this before let alone record and mix a cover to it, this was just an experiment i wanted 2 share