Talking To Myself

I keep pushing, I keep pushing and ill tuck it away,

I still can't believe i was happier when you weren't away,

And everytime i wake up its the same shit everyday,

Can't get you out my mind, I walk to you, you push me away,

Don't try to tuck me out bed im dead anyway,

I just wanted somebody to talk to me, nobody came,

You make me feel like shit I think that you're just a fucking bitch,

I hope you're happy when im riding six feet inside a ditch,

It's just the thick of it, it's just it's just the thick of it yeah,

My love is heaven-sent, the way you love is fucking me up,

I might just day today, I tried to love you, sober me up,

Bitch i can't love again, I'd rather die, I'm rotting in bed,

I said I'd rather be dead, I might just pop pills instead,

Fill my brains out with your lie, no i can't love you again,

It's just the thick of it, it's just it's just the thick of it yeah,

It's just the thick of it yeah,it's just the thick of it yeah,

I'm a ? inside my room I'm drinking like a boozer,

I'm a plague i cut my wrists 'cause I'm a fucking loser,

And everybody hates "no lights" 'cause im a fucking user,

I hate my life and everyone so I'ma end it sooner,

So I'ma end it sooner,so I'ma end it sooner,

So I'ma end it sooner, you are a creepy loser,

So I'ma end it sooner,

(So I'ma end it sooner)

i hate being human

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William Blake Proverbs of Hell. The declamation was found on Internet & mix after the composition was set-up. 

Les proverbes du mariage du ciel et de l'enfer

Hello

Produced by leonxr, SANIKWAVE, MARLOW, HEYARNOLD

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© Simon St John Chamberlain 2025
Remix of the "The Secrets you Hide" first published in 2020

Lyrics:
Who will catch you when you fall?
When all those you love have betrayed you.

Who will be there by your side?
And who can you count on this time?

When there’s nothing left to fear
But the rage in your heart uncontrolled

When you know the end is near
The fire in your heart will run cold

Who knows why you cannot see?
And who knows what weighs on your mind?

Who knows why love can’t break free?
And who knows the secrets you hide?

The Secrets You Hide (Ghost Edit)

At Some Point

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my place prod LMG

Notice

Everywhere I go
All the places that I know
Love is everywhere I go

The thing about love is
You can find it everywhere
And the thing about love is
You can find it everywhere

Everywhere I go
I see the beauty in it all
Love is everywhere I go

The thing about love is
You can find it everywhere
And the thing about love is
You can find it everywhere

 thing  about  love  is
You  can  find  it  everywhere
And  the  thing  about  love  is
You  can  find  it  everywhere

Everywhere  I  go
I  see  the  beauty  in  it  all
Love  is  everywhere  I  go

The  thing  about  love  is
You  can  find  it  everywhere
And  the  thing  about  love  is
You  can  find  it  everywhere

the thing about love is

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