decided that im famous
get this out ur playlist
why u so abrasive

quit makin assumptions
thought that it was something
it was rlly nothing

i waste my gas bc i miss the feeling
knew it wouldnt last but i dismissed the reason
im lookin back at the christmas season
was i rlly feelin bad or was it...?

CL-1, my love! save me cloudlifterrrr

yuh
prod @chewy
song inspo is bite my tongue by @sinefelt

dollar tree tweaker ask for fent n im like nah bruh
finally got off twitter yh that dramas givn me trauma
hhhhh
aisle 4 we blowing up like osama
aisle 4 yh istg u are not us

send me threats for saying fggt when i can reclaim it
i need u to stop looking at that screen 
cuz im done with all dat lame shit
talk abt a stick up the ass keep talking dog u wont make it
i dont fw ur games yh dont play them

im the one in the gc that nobody wanna respond to
some connections i cant call off even when i ought to
i cant fw situationships i leave that shit behind
when theres a prompt to
he-he left a hole in my heart n it was for nothing i rlly wanted

yhhh he left a hole in my heart
he put a hole in my heartttttnkmjlvnrfkhjigbGYH
GNJTRJIKHHBNGVJKDFBVVBNJHJBNKVBFds
bgtnjdfknbvhjdeklbhrdehfe4bhjk
it fucking hurts.

am i still beautiful to you? @heroine

sample @pitifulrock

when i held the world in my hand
i tried to satisfy your demand
i'd write it all down just to forget what you want
when i had your mind at heart
i would cry every time that you called
i would lie just to get what i want out of you
i was a

child and i knew i would die for your love if i'd only a gun
i was breaking and entering, picking the locks just to find out whats wrong x2

if id only a gun

@sxnnai @vailjuggin
art: me, @zzoos, @pitifulrock
leave me behind where i cant go
yea im stuck paralyzed its a scandal
put ur body on top of mine
like u did with him
try my best not to lie but i caved in
i feel like the worst x2
feeling my time ticking
think im gonna burst
or fly like a bird
whatever i want to 
my daddy said that i can dream of what i want to
dream of what i want
you call i dont respond
cuz ive been trying my best 
to think of a response
or a lie to makeup
who knew the devil looked so pretty in makeup
and her parents try to keep us apart
cuz im bad for ur head 
and ur bad for my thoughts 
how can i blame the wind for the mess that it caused
if it was me who opened the door to my heart
but damn it felt nice yea the breeze it felt nice
and damn it felt right
i swear it was right
and i thought i was right
but ive never been so wrong 
so im putting my thoughs in a file with songs
dont care 
and even tho it seems like i dont care 
try my best but it still feel unfair
ik that u thought that i was worthless

leave me behind where i cant go
yea im stuck paralyzed its a scandal
put ur body on top of mine
like u did with him
try my best not to lie but i caved in
i feel like the worst x2
no i cant be fixed x5

Whatusaid @sxnnai @vailjuggin

original mel by @islandislandislandisland 😄
The child I was
Counting the days 'til the summer would come
But you don't live forever
Your mother will one day bring you home
And I feel so stupid cause I wasn't scared of this before
But since I have met you, I don't wanna die no more

So take a long time
Cause, oh, the world is lucky to be your home
I know I need a next life
Cause I'm not satisfied to know you just once
So take a long time
Oh, the world is lucky to be your home
I know I need a next life
Not satisfied to know you just once

To live with dying
Oh, wouldn't you see our world as dark?
But I won't spend time
Resenting the way things are

So take a long time
Oh, the world is lucky to be your home
I know I need a next life
Not satisfied to know you just once

So take a long time
Oh, the world is lucky to be your home
I know I need a next life
Cause I'm not satisfied to know you just once
So take a long time
Oh, the world is lucky to be your home
I know I need a next life
Not satisfied to know you just once

But I won't spend time
Resenting the way
But I won't spend time
Resenting the way
But I won't spend time
Resenting the way things are

portal robinson

prod me
additional synths @qxi
covert art @zzoos

Take the edge off

@46b photo by @zzoos

and i know, that i talk too much
like how im supposed to gaf
ion-ion love nun but funds
ye-yea like ion love nun but dru-
shit not even fun
wake up dont remember nun
i think one thing bout myself and then its changin
she calls my name out for help but i feel hated
bring it up she pushes back im like the plaintiff
she gets her way no matter what why am i complaining?

she gets her way no matter what
damn, no im not okay that's a facade im keepin up
know im wide awake cause i do not sleep enough
cause i stay up everyday thinkin bout what happened 'tween us
she gets her way but i dont wanna say nothing
my lungs turnin gray but its okay i'll keep puffing
tell em im doin great, don't know how long i'll keep bluffin
like my mouth is taped don't know how long i'll keep hush

it takes a while to get used to the solace
sun up to sunset im just surrounded by the silence
hide out in my bed im disheveled wont recognize me
whyd i get upset why am i so worried about the obvious?
obviously one day i'll look back and remember how
how i felt that day when there was nothing to talk about
the day that i realized that it was all gon crumble down
i feel pain everyday cause of that day i heard you out

she gets her way no matter what
damn, no im not okay that's a facade im keepin up
know im wide awake cause i do not sleep enough
cause i stay up everyday thinkin bout what happened 'tween us
she-she gets her way but i dont wanna say nothing
my lungs turnin gray but its okay i'll keep puffing
tell em im doin great, don't know how long i'll keep bluffin
like my mouth is taped don't know how long i'll keep hush

her way prod. edyn

prod: https://www.instagram.com/lucasinewave/
ft: @luca_marin
art: @euclicide on x

shoutout luca for being the best ever and making this song more incredible that i could've ever imagined.

moses

{updated mix old one was bad}

lofi?? idrk.... i might start dropping consistently ,,, new stuff in the same style as 'u know' soon 

selfprod @3eight9 no samples

i see the real in u
i coulda said anything
but i bit my tongue for u
i coulda been anybody
but i know youd see right through
u said u wanted silence said ur good but thats not true
and i feel it 
please stop making that face (ur making that)
said u wanna talk but u dont show
please stop making that face (ur making that)

yh
said u wanna talk but u dont show (now u act like u dont know) 
yh
said u wanna talk but u dont show (now u act u dont -)


i dont care about those people
u step back and its all uneven 
u said ud stay but u dont mean it (oh-oh)
got ur get back now u tripping
i saw ur waiting, i saw u waiting

and i feel it 
please stop making that face (ur making that)
say u wanna talk but u dont show
please stop making that face 
said u wanna talk

said u wanna talk
y-yh
said u wanna talk

realinYou

guy like u (prod. zhenyue)

A slow-burning journey through dim lights and quiet desires.
Desiyre is after-hours energy — soft vocals, heavy atmosphere, and feelings that linger long after the last note fades.

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