featuring @h3artch3rades
circa — October 2021

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

Two steps ahead, that's how I'm feeling
Thinking about me all night got you dreaming
And I believe everything happens for a reason
I want to feel like your air is what I'm breathing
I know it's hard for you
Just believe in yourself, we can make it through
You know I will always try for you
If you believe in me, let's make an attempt to push through

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

It's so weird when you're innocent, but your heart hurts
You're trying to say what you're not worth
Not meant to spite you
But instead to inspire you
To step outside of your comfort zone
We've been on the phone
Going back and forth it seems
Arguing the same things
But it's never getting anywhere
And I don't wanna see you disappear
Even if I wasn't your first choice
I'm happy being at least one of your considerations
But I can't help but feeling the way that I feel
It's okay, it's just rain, I'll dry up
One day you'll make your mind up
I hate to say I told you so
I hate to say I told you so

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

You're the only one that makes me feel alright
I said you're the only one that makes me feel alright
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

Attempt (feat. h3artch3rades)

decided that im famous
get this out ur playlist
why u so abrasive

stopp making that big face !!

quit makin assumptions
thought that it was something
it was rlly nothing

i waste my gas bc i miss the feeling
knew it wouldnt last but i dismissed the reason
im lookin back at the christmas season
was i rlly feelin bad or was it...?

CL-1, my love! save me cloudlifterrrr

so happy about this one
crazy what having a goated ass beat does for a song
@imyzuli
@1dxn
@aisle-4

pressure + dan (p.imyzuli)

prod me

theres some snakes up in that grass
go and test ur luck promise u wont last
yea they always tryna bite me - stalk my past
tryna fight me like id let u walk that path
talk behind my back but i hear it back
came a long way from crying in my drafts
came a long way i had to detach
yea u prob think u know me its a fucking mask

im where its at but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone

i dont believe shit
my idols arent real they only tweet shit
dont talk to me sweet it dont mean shit
get up off yo ass Stop subtweeting 🖕
whine about somebody then delete it by the evening
would u rather live or die for ur demons ?
u want a reaction ok. heres a reason
i dont owe a damn thing to u boy u leechin
i said my piece i go on ghost mode 

but they dont know
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone
wish i could tell them but i stay low
bitch u never knew me u knew my fucking clones
i went offline i got in my zone
they all say they fw me but i still feel alone

Test.Ur.Luck

#Earth2 // @terratwo
THIS SONG IS FINALLY OUT OMG!!! 
(on spotify too)

Prod by @ilyperil
Mixed, mastered by urs truely 

lyrics:
Can't get these words out of my mouth, cause what im trying say
It's gonna hurt you, and I dont wanna pray
To God's virtue, that you could come and stay
On this earth too, its earth 2

Please pray to god, that you'll see another day, I wont hurt you or curse you
Stay, come inside, I dont got no time to wait, nor go pursue for earth 2
Earth 2, it's Earth 2
Earth 2, it's Earth 2
Earth you, it's Earth 2
Earth 2, it's Earth 2

I know that it could get hard, and you can't reach out (and I got something to say)
But I'll stay right by your side, no need to cast doubt (I love you)

Please we can't, just fucking break apart
I was just saving you, from the very start
And I know everything, was always just my fault
And I guess I'll be fine, when I cut off my scar

Please pray to god, that you'll see another day, i wont hurt you, or curse you
Stay, come inside, I dont got no time to wait, nor go pursue for earth 2
Please pray to god, that you'll see another day, i wont hurt you, or curse you
Stay, come inside, I dont got no time to wait, nor go pursue for earth 2
Earth 2, it's Earth 2
Earth 2, it's Earth 2
Earth you, it's Earth 2
Earth 2, it's Earth 2

(Mad about what, What do I gotta be made about)
(Everybody spoke what they needed to say, My whole thing about it is, okay) 
(I let motherfuckas say what they needed to say)
(And when I'm tryna say what I'm tryna say, Motherfuckas wanna say I'm doing too much)
(How I'm doing too much when I'm speaking my feelings on some shit)
(You can't dismiss someone's feelings and expect them to be cool with that type of shit)

Earth2 (p. peril)

all by me
april 2025

i fell asleep into the next week
you couldn’t stitch me together, i lost my teeth
it makes my throat hurt when i say nothing
i miss when the silence didn’t sound like me

leave the porch light on, i’m not coming home
this key doesn’t fit anymore and the door looks wrong
leave the porch light on, i’m not coming home
your voice sounds so much worse when it’s in my phone

i wanna fall in love again even if it kills me like the last time did
i wanna fall in love again even if it drains me ‘til there’s nothing left

just call me again if it ever gets that bad
but i forget how to talk when you tell me not to laugh
i lose so much sleep when i try to trace those cracks
like maybe it’ll spell out everything i wish i had

Like the last time

@omgisai
freestyle 👀

walk slow through the city lights
im tryna move but im stuck in time
im w my bros creepin in the night
keep my head down keep my circle tight

tears up on my jeans tears been rolling down my sleeves
aint nobody wanna talk to me i never feel seen
used to pray up on my knees now im quiet when i grieve
aint nobody wanna talk to me u dont know what i mean
tears up on my jeans walls are falling down on me yea
i done fleed the scene came back like a different me yea
fuck all of my dreams i just wanna live in peace yea
slam my fucking head in to feel something underneath yea

grew up on a screen yea
keep my eyes peeled there was too much shit i seen yea
hate to see ur name when im scrolling on my feed yea
its not what it seems woke up crying on my dream yea

its a bloody scene
give a fuck about ur art u just do it for the streams yea

yea i been fallin through routines
u still mad about some old shit theres not fucking beef yea
my true self buried deep
i be acting like i know shit i dont know a thing yea
friends they come n leave
i dont know where their going thats a common theme yea

bandAid✚ prod isai /𝚎𝚡𝚌𝚕𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎\

real crzy

feat @1crusafix

prod @cruseyyyy & @1crisis

lyrics : 

@deepinparis :
had to get off of my ass before i do it to em
its all a lot for me to handle but im doing it
i think youre better off without the way im moving in
i need a puff of all this gas i think im losing it
if the time runs low would you call me
ive been smoking on this gas its my hobby
if i wanna get it imma get it probably
you can stay cloning my flow but you not me

@1crusafix :

think its funny that they copy me
everything i do is easy that shi take no energy
yeah im with the team we going up i had so many dreams
had to cut that boy cause he stealing my identity, embarrassing
yuh
knew it from the jump
they like trin you up 
think i give a fuck 
2 blades on that shi tucked 
came up from the mud 
diamonds in my blunt
that boy talking tuff
he gon test his luck

@deepinparis :

we're in the studio and we're making some beat clips
i had no one by my side now they leeching
i can feel myself getting close i can see it
had to look for a second find a reason
i just went and walked up like im creeping
they said that im awful i said that i mean it
you say what you want to im the one who needs it
yeah i brought that mop stick for some cleaning

i wouldnt have it any other way ft crusafix

fun song for fun times
original https://soundcloud.com/lyn_u/deathwish
produced by me

lyrics:
im longing for the end, i dont wanna breathe ur air
and if i have to make a sacrifice dont sit & stare

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u
i know what u want, i know what u
i know what u want, i know what u
i know what u want, i know what u
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

CL-1, my love! save me cloudlifterrrr

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