i had a bad night, went out with my friends
never know when i'll see them again
i'll stay in bed till' 4
you're lying on the floor, probably passed out, drunk again
you can close the door in my face (bet you wish you could erase that)
or you could lie and call me names (oh i wish you could've faced that)
everything always feels the same (but you)
you always make me feel ashamed (and i fucking hate that)

don't ask if i'm alright
you know i'm doing just fine
i've been up for like 2 nights
i think i'm losing my mind
i don't need you anymore
come i'll show you to the door
thought you could talk with me tonight
but baby i'm doing just fine

cancelled all of our plans again
funny, last year i used to call you a friend
sitting at the park and i ran out of wine
cos you never really seem to be on time

and i hate it, but you made it
i dropped the ball with no payments
you don't care at all so i'll fake it
you start to fall so i'll take it
and it's been a mess for years
i'm waiting for it to disappear before i go
but that won't happen
you're wasting all my time
there's paint between the lines
i really fucking tried
to get through you
so maybe we're through

don't ask if i'm alright
you know i'm doing just fine
i've been up for like 2 nights
i think i'm losing my mind
i don't need you anymore
come i'll show you to the door
you're such an eyesore and you're
such a bore, let's keep it going

so don't ask if i'm alright
you know i'm doing just fine
i've been up for like 2 nights
i think i'm losing my mind
i don't need you anymore
come i'll show you to the door
thought you could talk with me tonight
but baby i'm doing just fine

just fine

Your not my type but you wanna be, 

don’t need fake love full of honesty

 gotta late text saying your the worst me  , 

blood oath to my past and this foul relief(release) 

Is it that hard , is it that hard stay , is it that hard to stay X2 

 I don’t think you understand, I don’t need no other man 

I did everything I can , to try and understand 

am I working too hard , 
am I not that smart am I way too late 
am I not Enough am I not that strong 

am I way too late

buyt

its also on spotify and ap[ple music and youtube, also other streaming services idk which ones though, i just selected a bunch of them on distrokid
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aple music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/syntaxsine/1672838632

spotify music :https://open.spotify.com/album/2x9R76Ar24qyCX9Bycd2EQ

youchube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ZP88Px1AG0

sequence

hooked

Said you wanted time but you didn’t say the motive

tried to blur line tryna say lost you focus

told another lie but you thought I wouldn’t notice ,oh I notice Lately

  You been on my mind , playing games but I’m hoping, praying for a day that know I’ll open . 

Guess I’ll take the time , gotta say that I’m open , I’ve been open lately

Open interlude

Needin2breathe

SVREN - 2018 (drama trial remix)

prod. + written by thms.
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//Whats with the hourglass
//There's so much time that’s passed
//watching each grain fall fast

//I cant say why we wont last
//You wont tell me so face the fact
//Its over and that’s just that 

It’s the things you say to me
In the back of our car going 80, chasing dreams
It's all I can believe  
Why can't you see it?
 
Yeah I swear that we share the same please,
whats a life without your soul in me
Yeah baby won't you see
That im all you need

//what else can I say

I fought our wars
Bloodshed for you
These scars i've torn
Standing at your doors

And you wont accept these
Yeah why would you test me

things have run their course
yet i just want more
they march on my shores 
but yet i implore

Bring back the mars and envy
My blood was worth your every

And I know these 
don’t just go away
But I'm right here 
frozen in place

Swear to god say 
what you wanna say
That’s what I thought
you can't say it to my face

That's why you filter through my dreams
Gives me something to believe
Something no one else can need
That's why im right here

For you my dear
Not telling a soul who can speak
About all the things in me
that's why i write in stones

Too breathe it in once more
Didn't think this is what it would take
duplicates stay raised on my brain
Why would you leave me?

It’s the things you say to me
In the back of our car going 80, chasing dreams
It's all I can believe  
Why can't you see it?
 
Yeah I swear that we share the same please,
whats a life without your soul in me
Yeah baby won't you see
That im all you need

//what else can I say

I fought our wars
Bloodshed for you
These scars i've torn
Standing at your doors

And you wont accept these
Yeah why would you test me

things have run their course
yet i just want more
they march on my shores 
but yet i implore

Bring back the mars and envy
My blood was worth your every

And I'll never understand the maybe
Is it why im so damn hazy
The decision seems clear 
so baby

Please save me 
im drowning in this

Lake
your raising 

Won't understand why you hate me
Just reminders of our new daily
Won't ever waste my time

yeah lately
things seem

Just as there 
meant to be

im drowning 
please save me
please save me
please save me


//Whats with the hourglass
//There's so much time that’s passed
//watching each grain fall fast

//I cant say why we wont last
//You wont tell me so face the fact
//Its over and that’s just that

expectations

color and sound means everything to me. 
ily <3