
These were my Last Words
But, no-one is likely to really care
And I'm probably doing this in vain 
I reached out for help 
It didn't work 
So I have made, other plans.


These are 
my last words
Before my
Time draws near
I've got
No reason to
Continue this
Extremely tragic life

I've been
Through to much
I don't even 
wanna be alive
No one 
Sees, 
and no-one
Cares..

I'm always Alone 
And have been too
Abandoned really early
Just like, Joe dirt.


I've lost my
Will.. 
to remain alive 
Once a spark
Turned into my..
Wish for death
I'M ready to 
Go, got my 45
Right here..


I ain't wanted
Discarded like garbage..
I think everyone
Is hold a knife
Ready to lung
When my back is
Turned..

40, 2 times
My life was willingly
Put in danger
By family and friends
No one really 
Cares, until they 
need something..


I've lost my
Will.. 
to remain alive 
Once a spark
Turned into my..
Wish for death
I'M ready to 
Go, got my 45
Right here..


I tried but,
It's far too late.
By the time,
You hear this song
I will finally,
be able to say
So long to all of the pain.

Good bye!




The Oracle's Rehearsal

Dan Freedman, also known as Kook Ellington, is a composer and producer based in Los Angeles. Dan studied music in Virginia, beginning with drums, piano and guitar under Darrell Rose, Beth McDowell, Sam Wilson and Rick LaRue. At Cornell, Dan began composing and producing digital music with  with Keven Ernste. 

In 2009, Dan formed the production duo Masterbeaterz with college friend Drew Melmed. Masterbeaterz’s singles were featured on Good Music All Day and Dirty Mexican Lemonade.  

Today, Dan focuses on developing melodic Hip Hop tracks and working with artists who bring a unique voice to the studio. His mission is to create songs that evoke a strong emotional response from listeners, describe the human condition, and rattle the windows of your ’08 Honda Civic.

Welcome to SoundCloud, I'm Spyder!
I am a studio musician who has been making music for 32 years. Here on my channel I make many different genres of music. 

This is because I absolutely love music.
I do not make money from my work. 
I do not sell my work. 
It is a labor of passion. 
I am not looking for representation or to sign to a label. 

This it's because my music is authentically me and I am not being told what to say and I am not trying to psychologically manipulate people to like what I do. 

I own all the rights to my works and copyrights are current.

I want to be found, I am against purchased viewers or manipulation being used to get you to come and view/listen to my music.

I'd also love to hear your opinions on my work.
So please if you like something consider sharing the track, leave a comment, repost, ect. 

I have tried the assistance of some AI in my music, as an experiment to see if people can tell the difference from the authentic me, from the AI me.

Once I have all my band members, the live band will create a new album and perform it live. 

But, please be aware!

Everything created in the studio will not transfer over into the live band. We have agreed to take some songs and remake them into the live version of the band but, not all of them.

I do "Not" do business over SoundCloud!


YouTube/VeilofVeritas

SoundCloud/VeilofVeritas

After I finish the YouTube channel, I will move on to other social media platforms.

Also I would like to thank everyone for the support and the kind words.

Thank you, your support means everything!





a passionate music lover,Friendly web fanatic. Twitter aficionado. Problem solver. Writer. Analyst. Lifelong explorer, weirdo

The Oracle's Rehearsal

Veil of Veritas