Vocaloid Headache

music / kian
vocals / GUMI

[lyrics]
Letting everybody take what’s mine
Giving everything, so divine
Keep our universes on a line
Mixing everything, we intertwine
Unequivocally horrified at this feeling that we can’t subside
Everywhere we go we cannot hide
Hide from such a lie
In your hands you hold a broken heart
Dark remains that you had torn apart
“Show with words” where do I even start?
A shitty, mediocre piece of art
A faded memory of how we were
When said out loud, is sounding quite absurd
“Don’t tell anyone” you made me swear
Nodding passively, can’t help but stare

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
So leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal

Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Rid the evil, rid the evil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the thing that once consumed me
Set me free
Waiting here forever on repeat
Walking in, the watchers take their seats
Long gone now, the feeling of defeat
Replaced by the slowly rising heat

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
Leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal
So
Please appeal

BEDEVIL

DEAD - END RAIL

ok hi so. this was another one of those songs I made last year that I never got to release, so its not the best quality. I don't really remember when I made this but it was sometime in summer of 2022, though I couldve started on it back in may.

i actually was ready to release this?? i made art for it and started progress on the pv but i never got the time to upload it for some reason. I really wish I did though, even though its not that great...

Now I mentioned I didn't have the files for the other one of these songs I uploaded but guess what. I actually DO have the files for this one. Meaning I have the inst and can just remake it easily. I did actually switch out the vocals, the original song had ANRI and I didn't have SOLARIA at the time. I did get a render from someone but it didn't sound good, though now that I have her I slightly edited the tuning for this one.

I remember wanting this one to be as noisy as possible, and wow did I sure succeed in that.

I'll post lyrics later, and expect a remake sometime soon. Idk if Solaria will remain the final singer though lol

also a note im p sure i messed up the lyrics in the svp?? in the bridge. so if u see a few phrases different thats why (for when i post the lyrics)

lyrics:

As I remember what was lost
We defied the odds
We can make this again

As we take a look at what’s there
There was nothing there
We can go through this again

As I request that you were gone
No, you weren’t gone
Instead you called it home

And as we sat there on that chair
We were quite scared
Can we go through this again?

Hey, have you heard?
I know it sounds quite absurd
But hey, is it strange?
I thought you hated this game

Now hey, have you heard?
I know that I’m quite disturbed
But hey, is it strange?
I thought you hated my face

And so I said that today was far too long
And everytime I try to live I end up dead
And you know it’s wrong; this drug was far too strong
Eighty degrees centigrade and we end up dead

And so I said that today was far too much
And everytime I try to breathe I choke instead
And I know it’s wrong; but it is far too late
Two twelve degrees fahrenheit and we end up dead

As I remember who had died
I started to cry
This can’t happen again

As I remembered what was there
There was something there
I can’t go through this again

As you request that I was gone
No, I wasn’t gone
Instead I built my home

And as I lay there all alone
I saw the unknown
Can we go through this again?

Hey, have you heard?
I know it sounds quite absurd
But hey, is it strange?
I thought you hated this game

Now hey, have you heard?
I know that I’m quite disturbed
But hey, is it strange?
You say you hated my face

And so I said that today was far too long
And everytime I try to live I end up dead
And you know it’s wrong; this drug was far too strong
Eighty degrees centigrade and we end up dead

And so I said that today was far too much
And everytime I try to breathe I choke instead
And I know it’s wrong; but it is far too late
Two twelve degrees fahrenheit and we end up dead

And we agreed that today was far too long
And everytime we try to live I’m always dead
Now stop; this joke went on for far too long
Eighty degrees centigrade and I die instead

And we agreed that today was far too long
And everytime we try to breathe I choke instead
Now stop; this joke went on for far too long
Eighty degrees centigrade and I die instead

[CHORUS]
And so I said that today was far too long
And everytime I try to live I end up dead
And you know it’s wrong; this drug was far too strong
Eighty degrees centigrade and we end up dead

And so I said that today was far too much
And everytime I try to breathe I choke instead
And I know it’s wrong; but it is far too late
Two twelve degrees fahrenheit and we end up dead

Solaria / In Despair (SynthV Original Song)

conceptually the rotary dial/hotline bling mashup was better but this lowkey goes off too no??
inb4 this gets taken down for copyright lolololol ;u;

vocals -- HOUSEWIFE RADIO by @cool-as-heck-ghost feat. GUMI English
instrumental -- S&M by rihrih
special thanks -- YomiCooper3419 on YouTube bc their piano arrangement helped me realize HWR and S&M were the same key for the majority of the time hehehehe

s&m comes in different colors i believe

midi from @atakaia, by @half-a-head
mix and art and vsqx/tuning by me
original song by @cool-as-heck-ghost

rip i accidentally flipped the drawing (you can tell bc of fukase's bangs)im too lazy to fix it

cries this was hell to get done idk why i had trouble with the midi/words and then the mix just was not coming how i wanted. i have a hard time mixing Ghost's songs because of all the harsh noises

【V4Flower/Fukase】 The Abnormality 【VOCALOID】

full title: Thanks to You Song That I Don't Understand How People Like It I'm Forced to Listen to This S​*​*​t Everyday Cause My F​*​*​*​ing Sister Plays This Every Time Without Getting Bored of Listening to It Thanks Ghost for This Piece of S​*​*​t You Introduced Into My Life

this is just a compilation of most of the songs i've made during 2016-2017

if you wanna help support me you can purchase all these songs, along with the instrumentals here:

Bandcamp: https://ghostandpals.bandcamp.com/album/thanks-to-you-song-that-i-dont-understand-how-people-like-it-im-forced-to-listen-to-this-s-t-everyday-cause-my-f-ing-sister-plays-this-every-time-without-getting-bored-of-listening-to-it-thanks-g

iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/thanks-to-you-song/1369713499

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7jR9LLmvyGevD3hgWa8geY

Google Play: https://play.google.com/store/music/album/Ghost_and_Pals_Thanks_to_You_Song?id=Bvwi5ipzeapibsli5adpaehg6vy

also available on other stores under the title "thanks to you song" so, if the store you use isn't listed here, you can search it to see if it's available there!

Appetite Of A People-Pleaser / v4flower Original Song

i'm evil

i usually block accounts who i think are bots so if i block you its because i thought u were a bot lol

Solaria / In Despair (SynthV Original Song)

syori