hustler's-ballad (p. ddamn2x)

Innvocation (Freestyle)

Realizations Pt 5 Ft - Lil Zayzo (Prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

All Roses Die

Losing Interest

Losing Interest (feat. Shiloh Dynasty)

Forgive and Forget

Abyss

i love, i hate

JARAD HIGGINGS [prod.by paryo]

Prod Holmy 
mix & mastered by Holmy

Lyrics:

Chorus:
Leave this time, but I know that I can't leave it behind, behind, behind
what did I do to deserve this yeah it's killing me and my purpose,
it's too much of my fault,

Verse 1:

I need it everyday, I need it everyday

Looking straight into the eyes of these people like they tryna stall,
I ain't see nobody the same no more,
no more, no more,
precious times that I'm not letting go of in my mind, 
whilst these demons try to take my time,
I feel like I'm under a spell,
I make these songs to cope yeah can't you tell,
It's like a wound that I kept hurting,
If you play with fire you'll keep burning,
I'm never learning,

Chorus:
Leave this time, but I know that I can't leave it behind, behind, behind
what did I do to deserve this yeah it's killing me and my purpose,
it's too much of my fault,

Verse 2:
See that shit I can't believe it,
lately I been talking up I can't see it,
Your energy nothing to me it's negativity and thats something that's getting to me nah it's not even stressing me, you mentioning me and my name but I can't pay attention you too two faced, 
two faced and fake,
shit,
motherfuckers like you give a fuck about something that you don't need to
when they talking a lot about you and your name and I don't give a fuck well I see through you,
motherfucker you can't keep up with the patience when I talk up they ain't waiting they insane then motherfucker you been thinking about a way of hating,
we alive so we gon die, is this shit mentally affecting me mentally meant for me medicine to me but not medically shit I don't need

JARAD HIGGINGS [prod.by paryo]

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