lyrics:

i'm so low, i don't know
where the times went baby
we could fix this, yea i promise
but you need to stay w me

where are you again?
i cried unto the heavens
cause i haven't heard your voice
i feel it's on a whim
things aren't goin as i've planned
i'm so lost, i need u
but u don't come looking for me
you're out of my grasp when i reach u
and all these other ppl; they cannot be you

i lost u after the war
what are we fighting for?
i thought we'd make it back
but you never came home
now i'm sending letters to your place everyday
thought we'd make it out from the grenades
but i guess not again
still clinging to adrenaline

where are you again?
i cried unto the heavens
cause i haven't heard your voice
i feel it's on a whim
things aren't goin as i've planned
i'm so lost, i need u
but u don't come looking for me
you're out of my grasp when i reach u
and all these other ppl; they cannot be you

cried to the heavens

cried to the heavens (uguwap)

isolated

prod me and @bazington
instagram.com/onelaststardust/

lyrics:
"tell me the truth" but i cant now
tell u the truth but im lying to keep u out
gotta keep on lying to save myself
u just want the truth but idk how to tell u why i keep it down
why i dont ask for help
why i keep my walls built

[hook] -->
i cant get these thoughts out
i just want it all to stop
the things i did
the things i said
the friends ive lost
(x2) <--

push n pull until u break me
i cant stay in this city
felt this way since 16
u want the truth?
im breaking...

take me back to the place i lived
take me back to a place of sin
back when i could get away from this
back when i knew nothin

[hook]

Inner Monologue (Breaking)

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Inner Monologue (Breaking)「stardust、baz」

right out my sight

right out my sight prod. Buhguul

big shoutout for baz (@012207)  for hopin on <3

Full AMV here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZxKBe2YHX8

Lyrics:

[counterfeitboy]:

everytime
that im in love
i think about you
all the time
was it lust
cause i can never understand
why you gave up
hoping i dont give a fuck
who you love

as time goes on will you do it
cause i feel so fuckin clueless
heart stops beating 
will you save it
or will you run away screamin

[baz]:

I scream out loud
I keep it in you want me out
I won't back down
I won't go out

She on my case but I won't take it
but when she leave me ima hate it
my pride up on the line yea ima stake it
you left me out to dry but now its raining

[counterfeitboy]:

everytime
that im in love
i think about you
all the time
was it lust
cause i can never understand
why you gave up
hoping i dont give a fuck
who you love

give up

give up w/ baz (jichu + 10shi)

foul ball

makasih buat bang crykou udah mau mixingin vocal ku

insomnia sama kamu (prod crykou)

hey guys im alive :))
prod @prod_death
lyrics: 
u tear me up i bleed 
its been hard 4 me
n i find myself thinking that we're true 
n i always thought that we would be true 
and all the loneliness it goes by 
n I was thinking alone every night
n i didnt wanna be alive 

yeah i didnt wanna try 
trying to find a way that we were true 
where i could be with u
was it all a lie 
would i be fine? 
yeah i feel safe would u be ok
and i didnt feel alright 
i stare into ur eyes 
i felt like i could fly 
i felt just so alive

tearingatmyheart (death)

little piece of heaven too much take it all back 
had the same fear since eleven but you know that 
i don’t know why it comes back to the wrong track 
tamagotchi got your brain frazzled where’s your head at 
little piece of heaven too much take it all back 
had the same fear since eleven but you know that 
i don’t know why it comes back to the wrong track 
tamagotchi got your brain frazzled where’s your head at 

i just wish that you could know what she said to me 
i do too much on my own need a fucking break
i’m gon’ build a fucking home not just a place to stay 
don’t know how i’m gon’ bare the massive weight but ima find a way 
i can’t find the god damn door i’m fucking off my face 
i got sympathy but please girl there’s a time or place
i still can’t get down with the fucking shit you said to me
i’m not a problem solver i don’t even know your last name 


little piece of heaven too much take it all back 
had the same fear since eleven but you know that 
i don’t know why it comes back to the wrong track 
tamagotchi got your brain frazzled where’s your head at 
little piece of heaven too much take it all back 
had the same fear since eleven but you know that 
i don’t know why it comes back to the wrong track 
tamagotchi got your brain frazzled where’s your head at

don’t know where i’m going
(but this is paramount) 
but i know what i want and i’m doing it
(still on my own) 
what the fuck is my problem 
(can’t always punish myself) 
but i know just what to do when my fucking head is hurting and i don’t have the answer 
it’s good when i’m on the edge 
i struggle to understand when you’re seeing red 
you think all i do is bands take a fucking rest 
maybe i should be more worried when i’m at the end

tamagotchi

(Prod. Sennai I love you thank you you're cool)

Lyrics -

Imma slide around that corner with inertia
Hope that it don't hurt ya
I've been doing better but it hurt, yuh
I just hit the gas, it feel like nobody can stop me
I can't get no sleep, yeah I've been moving like a zombie
Leaving smoke at the red light
I been swerving through traffic with pop-up headlights
In that T-A70, I pull the handbrake
Sideswipe, not a fucking chance, no you can't chase

Stuck at the top, feel like the drift king
I hit the gas and I'm shifting
Clutch getting dumped, like bitch please
You ain't even worth it
Act like you don't deserve it
You know why I'm hurting
Yeah you know why I'm swerving
Now your whole crew getting run down
Yeah, smoke your squad by the sun-down
Sirens on, gotta run now, yeah
Red blue lights, outta luck now
I'm outta sightlines
I'm out of reasons
I'm out of my mind
Your out and spinning, I hit the gas and-

(Repeat)

I do this shit all alone
I'm in the lead like it's a tandem
I don't pick up my phone
I see no need keep on talking to these bitches, you don't care about me
Acting like you could surround me
Acting like you know shit bout me
(Acting like you care about me)
I'm steering with the throttle
You know I can't hit the brakes, I can't stop moving, can't start poppin bottles
I feel like Max Verstappen, always gotta win
Imma turn that fucking wheel, and hit the gas, I'm going in, I gotta-

(REPEAT AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN FUCK)

Tandem (Sennai)

digital daydream (ft. fridvy)

They/Them

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right out my sight prod. Buhguul

Syycade

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