@jichuuu

yeah u made me feel so faulty
and now theres so much pressure on me
i just have one question 4 u
do u even feel sry?
and i know
i havent really done so much b4
its time 2
leave evrything behind its time 2 go

n i cant even say a single thing
n i guess its better that ur now gone
u dont even know the pain that it brings
u dont care abt what uve done
n im just wasting time
with evry single day i cry
i could tell u a thousand things
but u wont stay

yeah u made me feel so faulty
and now theres so much pressure on me
i just have one question 4 u
do u even feel sry?
and i know
i havent really done so much b4
its time 2
leave evrything behind its time 2 go

☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆

time 2 go (jichu)

prod me and @bazington
instagram.com/onelaststardust/

lyrics:
"tell me the truth" but i cant now
tell u the truth but im lying to keep u out
gotta keep on lying to save myself
u just want the truth but idk how to tell u why i keep it down
why i dont ask for help
why i keep my walls built

[hook] -->
i cant get these thoughts out
i just want it all to stop
the things i did
the things i said
the friends ive lost
(x2) <--

push n pull until u break me
i cant stay in this city
felt this way since 16
u want the truth?
im breaking...

take me back to the place i lived
take me back to a place of sin
back when i could get away from this
back when i knew nothin

[hook]

Inner Monologue (Breaking)

spotify

Inner Monologue (Breaking)「stardust、baz」

lil world + cozin & mitsu

right out my sight

right out my sight prod. Buhguul

sometimes at 3am I think about how I suck and should quit everything

bxtch -.- w/ xD

DAT BOI FRENSH
Lyrics:

[bleaky]
You said you fucked up, ye there's something wrong
More than enough oh yeah, that's true I thought
I've found my way but I be blinded by the light
Oh yeah I'm not so good I've thought

Reach me back
I know you want me back
I try to forget it girl

And I died 100 times
That's how I roll
I be hunting by the sea
Like I'm a sparrow
I be cool with my disease
Like it's nothing at all
(Like it's nothing at all, like it's nothing at all)

[Kid Pesto]
I try to focus on myself and I hate everything I find
wish that i could press rewind
fucking up everything i try
i been doing my best and its just a waste of time
always in my mind, but i still dont know why

why you cant help me i cant help myself im fucked up
i don’t know if i want love
what’s the point if all I feel is pain?
I don’t wanna feel this way
It always goes the same
from the cradle to the grave

someone watch my back i been really feeling bad
i might think myself to death, come 
put me in a bodybag
i don’t know if i’m worth it, don’t know why i feel this way
i just wanna run away, tell me why i'm so afraid

(i just really wanna get you out my mind)
but if i cant, yeah what’s the point of trying
told you that i’m over her but did you really buy it
now i don’t want your love, i just want some peace and quiet

[bleaky]
You said you fucked up, ye there's something wrong
More than enough oh yeah, that's true I thought
I've found my way but I be blinded by the light
Oh yeah I'm not so good I've thought

Reach me back
I know you want me back
I try to forget it girl

And I died 100 times
That's how I roll
I be hunting by the sea
Like I'm a sparrow
I be cool with my disease
Like it's nothing at all
(Like it's nothing at all, like it's nothing at all)

100 times + bleaky (star607)

makasih buat bang crykou udah mau mixingin vocal ku

insomnia sama kamu (prod crykou)

@akayaiog
@v4nity
@neohnq
[akayai]
why do i always feel like a outsider
my life was starting to get brighter
i heard my heart crack i think it shattered
bloods pouring out its all splattered
please don’t scream i’ll be okay
fighting my heart and my mind i got a headache
i struggle to know whats wrong and whats right thats a mistake
plastics getting to real I couldn’t tell that you was fake
[v4nity]
losin my mind and im feelin like im always so alone,
wonder why i never fit in,
aye,
yea i know that im an,
an outsider maybe just a loser,
no one talkin to me everything turn to a snoozer,
beatin like a bruiser i get flashbacks now,
like what did i do,
to feel like such an outsider,
heartbroken i cant feel a thing,
watch it shatter,
tears in my eyes but i still sing,
im still a loner,
hopin i can find someone to care,
ima goner,
i reach out but theres nobody there,
[akayai]
why do i always feel like a outsider
my life was starting to get brighter
i heard my heart crack i think it shattered
bloods pouring out its all splattered
please don’t scream i’ll be okay
fighting my heart and my mind i got a headache
i struggle to know whats wrong and whats right thats a mistake
plastics getting to real I couldn’t tell that you was fake

akayai, v4nity - outsider (neohn)

digital daydream (ft. fridvy)

1hourfreestyle i wanna die (shikai)

They/Them

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right out my sight prod. Buhguul

Syycade