[Verse 1]
I said yes a week ago
Felt brave, felt bold—don’t know why though
Now the day is creeping in
Like a cloud that blocks my oxygen

I picked an outfit, tried it on
But I’m still staring at my phone
They’ll be people, there’ll be noise
They might… expect me to use my voice

[Pre-Chorus]
I rehearsed a smile, a “Hey, how’ve you been?”
But my soul just wants to cave in

[Chorus]
Can I just not go?
Can I ghost my own plans tonight?
It's not you, it's the overstimulation
And my need for silent validation
Can I just not go?
It’s not fear, it’s strategic retreat
I love y’all—from six feet
And behind a locked door

[Verse 2]
Shower’s running, I pretend
That I’m gonna rally in the end
But my bed's a siren song
And I’ve been tired since ‘02—so long

[Pre-Chorus]
I wrote a text, deleted it
Because “Sorry, can’t” just doesn’t transmit

[Chorus]
Can I just not go?
Can I skip the small talk minefield?
It’s not rude, I swear, it’s survival
Social stamina’s not that reliable
Can I just not go?
Tell them I got... abducted by fate
Or a headache I exaggerated
I’ll RSVP to the next… decade

[Bridge]
It’s not that I don’t care
It’s just that I… care very quietly
In another room
With headphones on
And no pants

[Final Chorus]
Can I just not go?
Can I please flake without the shame?
You have my love—just not in person
Not tonight, or maybe in this version
Can I just not go?
Let me be the ghost of your party
Waving silently from my futon
With snacks and dignity

Can I Just Not Go?

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[Verse 1]
I wake up heavy, like I slept in stone,
Room full of people, still feel alone.
Brain’s on fire but my soul’s on freeze,
I smile so you don’t ask what’s wrong with me.

I brush my teeth like it’s climbing a hill,
Shower feels loud, and the silence kills.
Motivation’s missing, took off and ran,
I used to care... I think I did. I think I can.

[Chorus]
It ain’t just sad, it’s static and grey,
It’s noise in my head that won’t go away.
Don’t say "just try," like I ain’t tried,
I’ve built whole castles just to hide.

It ain’t just tears, it’s numb in disguise,
It's smiling with panic behind both eyes.
Not lazy. Not weak. Not just a mood—
It’s fighting to stand while missing a shoe.

[Verse 2]
Crack in the voice, fake grin — click. Mask on.
“Feelin’ okay?” Yeah. Sure. Pass on.
World’s on fire, I’m cold in the core,
Heartbeat slow like a broken score.

I ain’t ghostin’, I just got nothin’ left—
Thoughts like thieves in a house of debt.
Focus? Gone. Joy? MIA.
And hope don’t talk to me most days.

Sleep don’t come, just mind reruns.
Say I'm “blessed,” but I feel like none.
I scroll and scroll, till my brain's detached,
Like I’m watchin' me fall through a window cracked.

[Chorus]
It ain’t just sad, it’s static and grey,
It’s noise in my head that won’t go away.
Don’t say "just try," like I ain’t tried,
I’ve built whole castles just to hide.

It ain’t just tears, it’s numb in disguise,
It's smiling with panic behind both eyes.
Not lazy. Not weak. Not just a mood,
It’s fighting to stand while missing a shoe.

[Verse 3]
“Have you tried yoga?” Yeah, I’ve tried breathin’.
Tried therapy, pills, meditation, grievin’.
Tried joggin’, bloggin’, cold showers too,
Still feel like I’m stuck in glue.

Smile in public, break in the car.
They say “You're strong!” but don’t know the war.
I ain’t lookin' for pity or a pep talk lie,
Just don’t pretend like you know why.

It’s not “just thoughts,” it’s weather inside,
Mood swing? Nah. This a landslide.
Unseen scars don’t heal with time,
They echo and ripple and distort the rhyme.

[Faith Bridge]
But in the stillness, there’s a flicker, a light,
A whisper of grace in the heart of the night.
I’m not alone when the dark surrounds,
There’s power in prayer when no one’s around.

He walked through pain, through shadows and shame,
Carried the weight, knows my name.
And when I fall, He don’t condemn—
He kneels beside me, again and again.

[Final Chorus – Faith Echo Ending]
It ain’t just sad, it’s static and grey,
It’s noise in my head that won’t go away.
Don’t say "just try," like I ain’t tried,
I’ve built whole castles just to hide.

It ain’t just tears, it’s numb in disguise,
It's smiling with panic behind both eyes.
Not lazy. Not weak. Not just a mood—
...
It’s prayer in the dark that’s pulling me through.

It Ain't Just Sad

Prod. By @Prodbychabo , Happy to Finally Let this one go. 

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Listen to an excerpt of Yume Kitasei's SALTCROP, read by Eunice Wong.

From the acclaimed author of The Stardust Grail comes the epic tale of two sisters who sail across oceans to find their missing third sister—and Earth’s environmental salvation.

In Earth's not too distant future, seas consume coastal cities, highways disintegrate underwater, and mutant fish lurk in pirate-controlled depths. Skipper, a skilled sailor and the youngest of three sisters, earns money skimming and reselling plastic from the ocean to care for her ailing grandmother.

But then her eldest sister, Nora, goes missing. Nora left home a decade ago in pursuit of a cure for failing crops all over the world. When Skipper and her other sister, Carmen, receive a cryptic plea for help, they must put aside their differences and set out across the sea to find—and save—her. As they voyage through a dying world both beautiful and strange, encountering other travelers along the way, they learn more about their sister's work and the corporations that want what she discovered.

But the farther they go, the more uncertain their mission becomes: What dangerous attention did Nora attract, and how well do they really know their sister—or each other? Thus begins an epic journey spanning oceans and continents and a wistful rumination on sisterhood, friendship, and ecological disaster.

Can I Just Not Go?

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