litelovemenow (outside)

[Verse 1]
I said yes a week ago
Felt brave, felt bold—don’t know why though
Now the day is creeping in
Like a cloud that blocks my oxygen

I picked an outfit, tried it on
But I’m still staring at my phone
They’ll be people, there’ll be noise
They might… expect me to use my voice

[Pre-Chorus]
I rehearsed a smile, a “Hey, how’ve you been?”
But my soul just wants to cave in

[Chorus]
Can I just not go?
Can I ghost my own plans tonight?
It's not you, it's the overstimulation
And my need for silent validation
Can I just not go?
It’s not fear, it’s strategic retreat
I love y’all—from six feet
And behind a locked door

[Verse 2]
Shower’s running, I pretend
That I’m gonna rally in the end
But my bed's a siren song
And I’ve been tired since ‘02—so long

[Pre-Chorus]
I wrote a text, deleted it
Because “Sorry, can’t” just doesn’t transmit

[Chorus]
Can I just not go?
Can I skip the small talk minefield?
It’s not rude, I swear, it’s survival
Social stamina’s not that reliable
Can I just not go?
Tell them I got... abducted by fate
Or a headache I exaggerated
I’ll RSVP to the next… decade

[Bridge]
It’s not that I don’t care
It’s just that I… care very quietly
In another room
With headphones on
And no pants

[Final Chorus]
Can I just not go?
Can I please flake without the shame?
You have my love—just not in person
Not tonight, or maybe in this version
Can I just not go?
Let me be the ghost of your party
Waving silently from my futon
With snacks and dignity

Can I Just Not Go?

Never Let This Moment End (piano solo)

CAGED

CAGED drippy

Never Let This Moment End (vocals and piano demo)

pay attention to your breathe .... control your mind ☁️🏠

BREATHE

BREATHE DRIPPY

a Rock song about wanting to stay home and do nothing else and be bothered by people who just want to take advantage of you or waste your time.

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Stayin' Home

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Instagram: @saggy_gang 

Build your own table when they don't give you a seat ☁️🏠

Instagram: @saggy_gang

Songwriter. Producer. Storyteller for the emotional wrecks.
I specialize in Punk, Rock, and Emo—but I collaborate across genres. From raw originals to reimagined covers I post experimental tracks here and my mains live on my spotify etc

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"fear ends where faith begins" --

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