[Verse 1]
I said yes a week ago
Felt brave, felt bold—don’t know why though
Now the day is creeping in
Like a cloud that blocks my oxygen

I picked an outfit, tried it on
But I’m still staring at my phone
They’ll be people, there’ll be noise
They might… expect me to use my voice

[Pre-Chorus]
I rehearsed a smile, a “Hey, how’ve you been?”
But my soul just wants to cave in

[Chorus]
Can I just not go?
Can I ghost my own plans tonight?
It's not you, it's the overstimulation
And my need for silent validation
Can I just not go?
It’s not fear, it’s strategic retreat
I love y’all—from six feet
And behind a locked door

[Verse 2]
Shower’s running, I pretend
That I’m gonna rally in the end
But my bed's a siren song
And I’ve been tired since ‘02—so long

[Pre-Chorus]
I wrote a text, deleted it
Because “Sorry, can’t” just doesn’t transmit

[Chorus]
Can I just not go?
Can I skip the small talk minefield?
It’s not rude, I swear, it’s survival
Social stamina’s not that reliable
Can I just not go?
Tell them I got... abducted by fate
Or a headache I exaggerated
I’ll RSVP to the next… decade

[Bridge]
It’s not that I don’t care
It’s just that I… care very quietly
In another room
With headphones on
And no pants

[Final Chorus]
Can I just not go?
Can I please flake without the shame?
You have my love—just not in person
Not tonight, or maybe in this version
Can I just not go?
Let me be the ghost of your party
Waving silently from my futon
With snacks and dignity

Can I Just Not Go?

Never Let This Moment End (piano solo)

CAGED

CAGED drippy

Never Let This Moment End (vocals and piano demo)

pay attention to your breathe .... control your mind ☁️🏠

BREATHE

BREATHE DRIPPY

a Rock song about wanting to stay home and do nothing else and be bothered by people who just want to take advantage of you or waste your time.

Spotify

Stayin' Home

Phases

Introverted Me

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● Free Download: https://hypeddit.com/introvertback2red/deanlexarremix

● Artist: Dean Lexar
● Track: Introvert - Back 2 Red (Dean Lexar Remix)
● Label: Lucytown Records
● Genre: Trance
● Release Catalog: [LTSR003]
● Release Date: 10th September 2025
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● Artist's Links:
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/deanlexar
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dean_lexar/

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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lucytownrecords/

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validate me

A piece of melancholy about being an introvert and needing a certain amount of time to myself. It was written to a songwriting challenge to use ascending or descending lines.

Not guilty

Als je introvert bent, voldoe je in onze maatschappij ook niet aan de norm. Er wordt namelijk van je verwacht dat je extravert bent en dat begint al op de basisschool. Kimberley heeft daarom al heel vroeg geleerd zich aan deze norm aan te passen, zij wilde ook “normaal” zijn. Wat is dat nu eigenlijk: introvert zijn? Is dit hetzelfde als verlegen zijn? Betekent dit dat je nooit een presentatie voor een groep mensen kan geven? Kimberley moet dat laatste wel regelmatig doen in haar functie als trendonderzoeker, een baan die goed bij haar conceptuele manier van denken past. Ze vertelt erover in deze podcast.

97 - Kimberley – 23-8-2025 – Introvert en Extravert zijn – Eigen energiebeheer - Trendonderzoeker

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Bxdness

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prod. nxxko
written by nxxko
cover by nxxko

lyrix:
(There is no one can understand me)

Introvert, face in the dirt
Turn around & look at the sun
Been hurt, but the way it works
Is reciprocal, run from the gun
It's a different day, I'm putting away the work
Not enough plays, so I made plays in the dirt
Where- where is it safe? I got some aches that'll burn
Where the sun stays, so I stare for days til my turn, turn (No way that I'm not lit)

Turn, turn (No way that I'm not lit)
Turn, turn (No way that I'm not lit)
Turn, turn (No way that I'm)
Turn, turn (No way that I'm not lit)
Turn, turn (No way that I'm not lit)
Turn, turn (No way that I'm not lit)
Turn, turn (No way that I'm)
Turn, turn (No way that I'm)
(Way that I'm)
(Way that I'm)
(Way that I'm)
Turn, turn (Way that I'm)
Turn (Way that I'm)
Turn (Way that I'm)
(Way that I'm)
(Way that I'm)

(There is no one can understand me)

I really don't wanna impose
Which is how I got stagnant with growth
If it's up, then you puffin' the smoke
Never knew what could be of my ghost
So I'm making the money like fold
My excuses all growing some mold
I got ways I could bask in the light
When the shine hits, you see this star glow
Magick Neeko, careen thru the fight
Got elixirs that fuck up your life
It's a truth, it's a simple delight
But how long can you live thru the night?
All these dollars, they burning so bright
All the dollars, they're hurting my lungs
Don't mean shit with unlimited funds
Way it goes, cop some clothes
Then I pop out for the night
And the smile on my face is morose
All these questions, you don't wanna know
Sometimes feel I want it out of spite
Just to prove that I got it in sights
But that makes the intention impure
So I'm wasted again for the high, I

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Introvert, face in the dirt
Turn around and look at the sun (Look at the)
Been hurt, but the way it works is reciprocal, run from the- (Run from the)
It's a different day, I'm putting away the
Where- where the sun stays, so I stare for days til my turn, turn
It's the notion that you can't make a mistake
When you're really living out your yesterdays
I got 7
I got 7
Lucky 7
Patch the method
It's the notion that you can't make a mistake
When you're really living out your yesterdays
I got 7
I got 7
Lucky 7
Patch the method
It's the notion that you can't make a mistake
When you're really living out your yesterdays, I got-

introvert

I've been a guitarist since the age of 15 and writing songs since then, albeit more prolifically since 2000. I prefer strong melodies and to borrow chords to move outside of the diatonic. Usually, the song mix contains my vocals, guitars and sometimes bass, with drums, keys and other instruments auto-generated. The tracks uploaded in my Soundcloud are attempts to 'illustrate' the idea and sound I imagined when writing the songs. At best, the quality of recordings are demo quality. You can't make a silk purse out of a sow's ear!

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Build your own table when they don't give you a seat ☁️🏠

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Songwriter. Producer. Storyteller for the emotional wrecks.
I specialize in Punk, Rock, and Emo—but I collaborate across genres. From raw originals to reimagined covers I post experimental tracks here and my mains live on my spotify etc

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