2023 Main Mix

produced by me and @janeremover
art by 8485
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

https://lyricallemonade.com/p/get-refreshed-going-past-the-spine-and-the-importance-of-having-fun

PUNCHING BAG (wells+jane remover)

khan aitmatov: I know this tunnel, and it knows me.

when did everything get overcomplicated 
I just want somebody to tell me that i’m not ugly
I I I I got a tab on my tongue I’m going 
25 over the speed limit i’m bugging
I would like to know what I did 
that made you think that I was someone 
you couldn’t put all your trust in
when I opened up my heart 
was it too much for you to stomach 
baby I’m so exhausted
fuck!
every time I dream about somebody 
then somebody ends up afraid of being accosted
every time I have a dream about you 
all of my inward feelings turn from happy to dogshit
i-i-i’m surviving in the metro 
cut my teeth on wedding rings 
bayonetta ready and sharpened
if I live to see the sun again 
i’m rolling to the bank 
goth bitch finna make the deposit

i i i i don’t wanna live my whole life 
i don’t wanna live my whole life 
in the dark and afraid
I don’t wanna live my whole life 
I don’t wanna live my whole life 
all alone and unsafe

please say something 
please say something
I’m so nauseous
all of this awkward silence disgusting
open up my texts I’m begging for a discussion

metro 2033 (p. trabint + dakota)

Would You Be My Fucking Boyfriend

out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/flexii/but-growing-up-its-so-slow-feat-catflp 

produced by https://soundcloud.com/catdotflp  /ᐠ｡ꞈ｡ᐟ\

lyr:

"you know the stars, theyre really bright tonight, and u know im glad we got to meet up,  i dont get to do this very often nowadays u know"

[Chorus: flexii.]

Think I'm in love
Where did time go?
But growing up, feels so slow
Either too high or too low
Fuck growing up, its so slow
Think I'm in love
Where did time go?
But growing up, feels so slow
Either too high or too low
Fuck growing up, its so slow

[Verse: cat.flp]

So slow, you can take your time with me
Growing up, always felt like time lost me
Don't know how to say my thoughts clearly
I just want you near me
Real or fake, sometimes I just play pretend
It's okay, I just don't have many friends
Grew up and they didn't get the mem
But then I realized that
Time moves differently when
You turn 17
But some people just keep to the past
And to be honest I
Don't know if I want to
Grow or I just want to
Stay a kid and not worry 'bout that
Guess I'll find my path

[Chorus: flexii.]

Think I'm in love
Where did time go?
But growing up, feels so slow
Either too high or too low
Fuck growing up, its so slow
Think I'm in love
Where did time go?
But growing up, feels so slow
Either too high or too low
Fuck growing up, its so slow

but growing up, its so slow (ft cat.flp)

5189316

ily all ty 4 1k on don’t cry :))

produced by @johnkwondll

lyrics:

lost girl from a small town
headed southbound 
never goes out
unless she’s fighting for her life
ashtray on the dashboard 
gotta have more
never that sure
so she’s gotta hang tight

i know i saw her i just tried to forget it 
lights out she can’t tell the way she’s headed
i tore it all off the wall
i put my pride in your hands and i watched it fall 

lashed out, that’s my fault
i let you drown, i never heard you call
i tip the scales until they fall down 
i don’t have more time to be scared i let it all out

get what i want now
ill let it ruin my life
it’s too dark now 
i can’t walk you through in the night
too many nights outside
my lips were turning blue as the sky 
i never liked the way i lived
without a clue as to why

stay in till the sundown 
let myself doubt till i fall down
i don’t need u to call now
hold my breath i’m turning blue until i black out
i’m looking at you but you’ll never turn back now

and every time we tried it’s never really worked
i swear i try to hold it in it’s only getting worse
no, now i can’t turn back time 
you never thought twice, leave me on the curbside 

i know i saw her i just tried to forget it 
lights out she can’t tell the way she’s headed
i tore it all off the wall
i put my pride in your hands and i watched it fall 

lashed out, that’s my fault
i let you drown, i never heard you call
i tip the scales until they fall down 
i don’t have more time to be scared i let it all out

get what i want now
ill let it ruin my life
it’s too dark now 
i can’t walk you through in the night
too many nights outside
my lips were turning blue as the sky 
i never liked the way i lived
without a clue as to why

curbside (p. typhoon)

exploitation exploration

strikers (fang rmx)

Hey! It's been a hell of a year

Original song - karnaboy - my best friend @karnaboy

My Best Friend Cover

this took a while
huge shoutout to dirkle aka @deadman

prod. me
live instruments recorded by me also

available on all platforms!

lyrics:

(chriad)
you know your words cut deep
everything you said to me
you make it hard just to come back home
you know i'm struggling
'cause i'm never sure what you mean
when you change your mind and i never know

but i know the
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason
i don't understand your feelings
and you never step out to calm down a bit
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason [for the rest of my life]
put all the blame onto me
you give me no choice but to leave

(deadman)
i‘ll take the blame for it all
despite the fact i tried
you just put up a wall
and filled my head with lies
and i know you won't change, love
you fucked up the way i think, love
and i don't know what i'm doing here
with someone who'd take my life
(deadman + chriad)
if they could now

(chriad)
if they could now
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
truth hurts you don't want to hear it

truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
truth hurts you don't want to hear it truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

Spotify

truth hurts (ft. deadman 死人)

All Platforms: https://lnkfi.re/onlock

Vocals:
@rans0m
@altvevo

Additional vocal contribution:
www.instagram.com/thisissully_/ as Manager

Produced/Mixed/Composed by Simon M*****

From the album "Portfolio", soundcloud.com/poisonedcheeto/sets/portfolio

onlock [with rans0m, alt!]

https://open.spotify.com/track/0wxKhs3sA21j63oROyzm3N?si=e830a7527f7040a4
@prodbyjoshwa

yeah, i don’t really wanna to talk to you
i thought you gave up when you said you found somebody new
you did the opposite of putting me in better moods
went behind my back and act like i don’t got a clue

but does it feel right baby?
didn’t think i had to ask you what the deals like baby
feel like i fucked up when i spent a couple bills on you baby
know somethings wrong i can see a couple chills on you baby
so what’s the deal like baby?

so what more you need from me?
you got me down on my knees
love when you fall next to me
but we still struggle with the same old things 

so just don’t, do it again
lost all my trust, overthink till the end
cause recently i been so tired of the waiting 
cause recently i been so sick of conversating
cause recently i be to too tired and impatient
cause recently i be so tired of the fake shit
and i don’t think i can take it

yeah, i been trying to get a moment with you
so you can tell bout the things that you always wanna do
it’s like we only play to lose
so can you tell me what’s wrong you been acting different you don’t act like you belong
been expressing all my feelings you can hear it in my songs
damn, all of it just went to waste 
hope you see better days
so you don’t gotta complain

so just don’t, do it again
lost all my trust, overthink till the end
cause recently i been so tired of the waiting 
cause recently i been so sick of conversating
cause recently i be to too tired and impatient
cause recently i be so tired of the fake shit
and i don’t think i can take it x2

recently (joshwa)

streaming: https://open.spotify.com/track/5SboKCiZaCUGLEyn98l0HM?si=YYvrSQMOTQC_mlSSSEq3jg

prod me

lyrics:
(again)
stuck in the future tense and you're not looking back
i try to look up but my eyes are made of glass
cant even try you fossilized me in the past
wish i could crack
wish i could crack

i dont compare you're holding everything i lack
with one hand open hold it tight behind your back
said it was late so youd prefer it if i crash
again

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

(again)
so ill just waste away stay here looking through glass
i know youll hate it so ill stay here on my back
my company of wilted flowers that you grabbed
you left me here surrounded

came from the ground got my tears all around me
weird coming out it was weird when you found me
fears that i found i dont know im still counting
while froze in the state that you found me

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

fossil

tape drops 10/10/25 

visualizer on my ig @bbsocozy + wakeupviolet youtube channel

love u <3

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