this is fucking unreal, so glad i found you

trauma bonds (ryo)

production @v_letical
mixing mastering @v_letical

lyrics:

its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh
i promise i wont ever change

(blit)
its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
(go)
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh

its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh
i promise i wont ever change
dont try 2 talk to me if u dont like me
yea u do all this stupid stuff 2 spite me
its killing me, the pain its stuck inside me
i dont like u, im just tryna say it nicely

did u mean it when u said u didnt care about me
would u be happier if u didnt have 2 live without me
i know u hiding, y u and ur friends talking about me
well if u really fucking hate me, cmon say it 2 me
(blit)
did u mean it when u said u didnt care about me
would u be happier if u didnt have 2 live without me
(go)
i know u hiding, y u and ur friends talking about me
well if u really fucking hate me, cmon say it t-

(blit)
(go)
(blit)
(im restless, no sleep)
(ik i hurt u, go burn me)
(go)
(whats wrong with me)

(165)

i'll never change

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4UX8Ba8smmBAQ1jPj6YW2o?si=XWSXpFGhQF-NtCQLmf0K7A

prod @saiwai & @poondauwu

lyrics 

Do u want me by ur side?
Our love u cant deny 
Cuz when the stars align 
I think that its a sign
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 
So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 

@reefuh

wanna fuck all night
i could tell your getting sick of me
ooh baby its not right
what you did to me
why punish me 
i like girls who like girls
my bad that was an epiphany... LMAO
drake sing like this bitch was a symphony
dont let me go, dont get rid of me
fucking on yo mama ya she got kids to feed
she said reef ya thats who i wanna be
bitch honestly, he just a wannabe
7.62 give him a lobotomy
i want a bitch w a bitch get on top of me
dont let go, hold onto me
play w me for the money like monopoly

Do u want me by ur side?
Our love u cant deny 
Cuz when the stars align
I think that its a sign
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go 
So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go

So love me how i am
And boy just take my hand 
And why cant u understand 
Im urs til the end 
Cuz i need to know
Oh boy i need to know
Is that ur never gonna let me go
Never gonna let me go

never gonna let me go + reef (sai x poonda)

prod @caprilol
shoutout valetical and funnycore
trying funnycore in the custom genre we will see how it goes
this song is inspired by a lot of stuff

lyrics

intro: CAPRI WTF!!!

[mosh]
a-a
why the fuck u fall offff
B-B-B I-I BITCH I CANT FALL OFF!
why dont you just log off!
p-p-p-p-p-put that shit together, spinning the cog

needler
needler
in the future imma sell out fucking theaters
im like funn-y-y-y cus im gonna make u feel the hurt
i dont think i ever really fucking needed her

a-a-a-a
bitch you wanna go its me and u!
you a bitch you can never fucking see it thru
ctrl+alt+del'd YOU!
yeah
WHO ARE YOU?
i just something new
never new.

(i can never front
STFU
bitch ur never touched
but u know i feel love)

[c4pri]

why the fuck you talk
yeah they hate but i cant stop
feel like funny im so dumb (its a joke bro stop)
feel like mosh because i suck
sike imma reach the top!

needler
needler
thinking bout it now i guess i never needed her
needler
needler
top off the charts lil bro like i can never be the worst

[funny]

wooooahhh

pack, pack
needler
wait on my back
wait i'll attack
sonic sonic rings going fast
going faster now
if you talking shit you get plastered wow

oh wow oh wow oh wow
think you better oh wow
think you funny oh wow
and if your thinking that ur making it im sorry but ur not
and if ur thinking that you'll pass me up im sounding the alarms
oh wow

[mosh]

needler
needler
in the future imma sell out fucking theaters
im like funn-y-y-y cus im gonna make u feel the hurt
i dont think i ever really fucking needed her

CHOPS x1000 + really fucking needed her

fall off 🍃 w/ c4pri + funny

everything by me

ima come back better than before
i try my best to restore
you wanted less but i wanted more
i sided with the bitch who hurt my core
fuck it i don't want her anymore
got me feeling things i cant describe 
in my head; i keep inside
now i just want you to die
got me feeling like im insane
plant evil thoughts inside my brain
you dragged me through the rain
i'll put the pain inside your head
i don't want your love anymore
throw out my heart onto the floor
dagger blade cutting out my sores
i don't love you anymore

i bleed blue but my blood red i'll stay that way 
faith fades along with the passing days
they try to stop me they always hate
i walk the path inside a broken brain

far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
i need your trust
i need your trust
i need your trust
i need your trust

stream

restore

Preesave <3 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tigerstar/been-that-boy 

Prod. tigerstar
co-written with @yazida-essia 
SHOUTS OUT TO CABBY @silentcxbin FOR DOING THE INTRO AND MASTER <3 Check him out NOWWWW...!!!

CREDS TO THE CLIQUE GIRLZ .... My ultimate idols that inspire everything i create
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yYJ284Hndzk

if there was a single day where we could just talk
i'd fade and i'd block anything thats not you
I’d cave when u walk in the room
I wonder if u listen, heart transparent
can u hear it?
u said u couldn’t 
so i'll turn it up just enough
like I wanted for us

you know i
kinda shoulda wish you woulda coulda maybe been that boy
you need to know i...
know you never yea you did you never been to be that boy...
but every little word was true 
i dont wanna waste a minute waiting for ur call back
here i am 5 hours later  and i'll respond so fast
after all thought i was certain thinking u were all that
and theres still a part of me that thinks that y could be that boy

so can i at least plead my case or do 
u just want me to be thrown away and you'll choose 
from all the girls lined up and i'll be another one
its such a  force of a wave to try to get through

im in a daze for u n
spending all day in a trance
when im just looking at u
no one can say that i cant
i gotta look for u
i gotta tell u too many things i said that i won’t get into

already came in like a wreck, like could it get any worse?
i always talk it down i hope that i dont get hurt 
found out all of the words that you had said and i…
kinda shoulda wish u woulda coulda maybe been that boy

NO U NEVER
YES U DID
U NEVER MEANT TO MEAN THAT
AND U SHOULDA 
WISH U WOULDA
COULDA MAYBE BEEN THAT

got my hopes up for it to mean nothin
if ur just gonna pretend all along 
that u could be that boy
wouldnt have let it
if ur never gonna get it
through ur head
i should forget it, for what?
( u'll never be that boy)

u couldn’t have been him at all
figured it out on my own
i should’ve known that he was never gonna be that boy
i cant help but say that it’s dumb
and so i’ll stay on my own
i should’ve known that he was never gonna be that boy

Been That Boy!

Prod me😜🔥🔥 holy mother of Moses🔥🔥🔥

yoku verse:
Maybe you should figure it out
I think I’m done giving fucks now
And maybe I just wanna give up
And maybe I just don’t wanna show it
Say I want nothing with you
But I know for a fact I was lying
Should’ve left you in the past 
(No idea what I’m saying here at all tbh)
Maybe I should figure it out 
Maybe I should stop trying but idk how
Tell me what am I supposed to say
Idk cause these words just never come out 
And then I think about it maybe I’m just better alone
And maybe it’s because the fact that no one hitting my phone

It’s so conflicting, these thoughts in my head now
I just really wanna be in your bed now
It’s been so long
Haven’t thought bout you in months
Idk why I’m doing it now
Fuck it, maybe we should work it out
Idk why I changed my mind you don’t deserve me now
Idk why I said that I know I’m not perfect now

Yonker chorus:
I don’t know why 
Bae no please don’t lie
Say what’s on your mind 
(Yonk auto tune moaning)




@riensu
my thoughts, wont let em out
cus if i did, u wouldnt like me anymore
but thats alright because i think that ill fine
without you
i think that ill fine
without you



@josiahsvlone
I thought I’d be fine without it
But I don’t know what to do anymore
I don’t wanna lose anymore
Please don’t make me choose anymore
And I can’t stand the silence
Now I can’t get off the floor
You’re the only one I adore
And to lose you I can’t afford 
I said to lose you I can’t afford
And I try my best but it just isn’t enough for you
But I really gotta know, do you hate me?
The way you roll your eyes when you’re angry uh
And I just can’t get enough
Are you over me or what?
I didn’t wanna fall
I swear it’s not my fault

blossom w/ riensu & kise

this took a while
huge shoutout to dirkle aka @deadman

prod. me
live instruments recorded by me also

available on all platforms!

lyrics:

(chriad)
you know your words cut deep
everything you said to me
you make it hard just to come back home
you know i'm struggling
'cause i'm never sure what you mean
when you change your mind and i never know

but i know the
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason
i don't understand your feelings
and you never step out to calm down a bit
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason [for the rest of my life]
put all the blame onto me
you give me no choice but to leave

(deadman)
i‘ll take the blame for it all
despite the fact i tried
you just put up a wall
and filled my head with lies
and i know you won't change, love
you fucked up the way i think, love
and i don't know what i'm doing here
with someone who'd take my life
(deadman + chriad)
if they could now

(chriad)
if they could now
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
truth hurts you don't want to hear it

truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
truth hurts you don't want to hear it truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

Spotify

truth hurts (ft. deadman 死人)

hai :3 sorry for tha wait
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last-week ☆

@traxee

*You know i wanna be ur MAIN

Rawr

valentines day W/ TRAXEE !!!!!!!

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truth hurts (ft. deadman 死人)

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