this was from a long time ago i cooked some fye up back then lez go yaya
prod @aerelin
is that so? 

<33 :

u leave me vacant u leave me feelin low
there was this hole in my heart it made me feel cold
i been gone bby n i been feelin low
u were the one for me bby u were my home
u left this hole baby u left this hole in my life
u told me baby u loved me that u were my wife?
now im so hollow bby think i wanna die
put a bullet thru my head think ill end this life

i didnt wanna feel alone 
ur the one leaving msgs on my phone
i been feeling so alone 
ur the one leaving msgs on my phone

i be rollin over i be fallin sad
i spend all the time in my head tryna get u back
but u betrayed me ur laughing with him
ur with a better guy arent u happy babe
i know that u will be fine ya without me
but ill be living in the past cant u help me

tatatatatata 
tatatatatata
ik ur happier with him
but its killing me inside
tatatatatata
ya i jus wanna die again
ya ur arms they were my home
u left my heart feelin betrayed baby....

letmecutoffmylife (aerelin)

Gooo
oh, oh baby nooo
i don't wanna go
i don't wanna show

what im feeling inside
it feels better to just hide
cause all my life ive been put to the side
will u do the same?? r u down 4 the ride?

i i i i cant do this on my own
room full of people, still feel all alone      (real)
when u do it, it hurts me the most            (also very real)
and u prove it, cause u feel no remorse

its so stupid
how ur kicking at my door
and i cant do it
i cant do it anymoreee
u play these games i just keep score
we cutting up on the floor

i take a pill, u take 2 more
i hate to see u cry like R.I.P.
u play with my head, leave me dead on the scene
u say u love me, u got me crying on my jeans
ur so toxic, threatening to D I E

i i i i ill give u one more chance
cuz i would die 4 u
get high with u
start a life w u

(do u think ur mentally stable?)                ,              (no , :p) 

girl its nothing new
i would fight for our love if it tore me apart
lets wipe the slate clean, get a whole new start
(get a whole new startttttt:)

clean slate (p. spaceboyry + ssj5)

currently working on an ep but it's definitely getting delayed due to college and stuff. can't promise you guys that it's good but it's gotta be something really new to me hope you guys enjoy this first track that are going to be on the ep!!


and I am breaking apart
I'm losing my mind outside
it's my fault from the start
cause I trusted your lies
now theres tears on my eyes
got me crying all night
tell myself im alright
I needed you by my side
and I am breaking apart
I'm losing my mind outside
it's my fault from the start
cause I trusted your lies
now theres tears on my eyes
got me crying all night
tell myself im alright
don't you know that Im tired?
is this what you desired?

you got me feeling so damn hopeless
I wish I could change it
but youre the problem it's between us
but I'm so dumb that I didnt notice 
wish that I fucking change it
but it keep getting worst

tell me what the fuck did I do wrong?
and im hiding all my feeling just from writing all these songs
feeling bad about myself and I don't feel like I belong
slit the blade inside my heart and girl I promise Ill be gone

breaking apart (runawway, yashio)

@t23l
i cant get around
to going to sleep
the things u say, they really hurt me
there's nothing left, that u can show me
the other guys, they already told me

all the things u do
behind my back
girl i trusted u
we were in a suicide pact :(

(was i not good enough)
girl ur fucking w my head
(is it this or that)
im just gonna stack my bread

take sum adderall
count up till im dead x_x
countin up the dead
ion like it regular, make this shit sped
you's a fuckin regular, takin all my meds

using me for meds
using me for pills
baby whats the deal
nun of ts was real
idk how 2 feel

@s0lemn
can i get away, i was there beside you
double up the xan, i was getting high too
i know I promised you, that i won’t feel bad
i’m hating what i am, i regret that

taking over every time, i just wanna feel alive
idk what I can do, if ur not by my side
i can't i can't even speak, i've been fucked up all week
i love i love getting high, get geeked get teeked

fuck it ill get sober, i don't wanna know her
took a xan with my drank still sober
losing all composure, wrist's cut deep
bloody lookin like October

suicide pact w/ s0lemn (p. xtasane)

#straycats @hartfxlt

I dont wanna love cos ill never have that
fall into that hole i will never get back
do not reply its ok ur on the snapchat
feel like spira me all i ever use is cashapp

and it makes me cry when u dont wanna talk 
and i wonder why i always talk alot
am i going insane i think i lost the plot
i always do things without thinking a thought

feeling bad for myself i know its pathetic
and im always in my head yea im always stressin
i just wanna be at the top where im winning
always find myself standing in the wrong position

@hartfxlt 

I'll take my leave girl its best I get going
u fade with the leaves see ur face when its snowing
inside I bleed there's no way to slow it 
can't stitch it or sow it, end is close yeah I know it 
falling apart inside and that won't change 
thought u were on my side its just so strange 
how u lie and lie and lie 
it really tears me up inside 
whole clique in the club yeah I'm with straycats 
she told me she in love baby don't u say that 
couple nights ay that's all we really have 
if i had it my way u never would've really left

Thinking a Thought Ft Hartfxlt (savestate)

@crimsonkey777

IM BACK WITH EMOPLUGG!!! <3

picknic +Key777 (irisv)

https://soundcloud.com/angeljovan2real
https://soundcloud.com/jeskivaca

Angel Jovan ft. Jeski Vaca - Soda (Pawl4k x Zel) *2023*

https://soundcloud.com/counterxo
I’ve woken up.
(again)
When’s enough, enough?
(enough)

If it starts with no intention, what’s the reason for the end?
There’s no brakes, no intervention, there’s no point to try again.
Can’t defend all my actions.
Can’t pretend that these distractions came and went because they’re still here.
Now the goals near and my head’s clear, now there’s no need for all these tears.
Pain outweighs fear, rust decays gears so the silence is all I hear.
woken up.
Self-destruct.
When’s enough, enough?
It’s an obstacle no, this isn’t love.
Feel so defeated and crushed.
Is this our future we turned to dust?

(You and I have woken up again)
Woken up.
(Open your eyes)
When’s enough?
(Feel the change in your heart)
Call it love.

counter - falling out (Pawl4k x 99k)

@s0lemn @corpse-disposal @rewind214
#tragedyClub
u Say dat U care , ,, But u wont Evn talk2Me ,. ;'
i Js took A Xann ,,  Still cant fall Asleep ,==
im thinkin Bout u .. . Where do I go ?? .
Run4Uu . 

Its Sadd ,.  shit Would Never work 0ut . .
im Deadd .; but Ur tha 1 I care abt { } "
do U evr think Of coming back ,<<<? ?? >>>
i Saw ur face <<_ [ got A heart Attack ]

Im blacked 0ut from Sippin , ,
its cuz U Nevr Listen . ; ;
Itz my Bad . Im trippn .
i Think I <3 Prescription .///
sry Imma mess & I made u sadd . ,
I ruin Everything tht I Ever had .  . . .

T00k a benz0 ,, I w0nt Even Think2letGo . . ,
Ima Die slow ,, Ion even Need A hal0
fucked Up again & Its On me .+{ :
I Cant even Say dat Im sry . / . 

breakin Down ,, Fill my Head w/ Any doubtt . {
ur Not around ,, But ur all I think abt .. }}
should I Leave it All behind me >?<?><?<
if U Luv Me Uu would Type me .. ..

s0lemn - all i think about (rewind & cd) [hosted by cxris]

prod @anxviluxx01 & @heavenly-court
with @w009d

lyrics
me
Bitch, these pussies always talking?
talkin shit n blow open his noggin
new boots yea, im rly gonna stomp him
woah, woah woah
bitch these pussies always wanna be like me, like how u do that?
talking shit n i callup all my shootas
cartilage, yea my bullets going through that
talking shit, yea lil bitch i fkn knew that
talking shit so u rly wanna try it?
white shirt, yea ukno im gona dye it
new coupe yea i rly die in it
insecurities yea im rly fkn hiding it
 
@w009d
( -_•)▄︻デ══━一
yuh yuh yuh blacking out for a weak
yuh yuh yuh taking too many beans
mexicano be my xans
i be skatin from the police
and my brain is so unique
but they think that im a freak
or a tweak or a creep

yuh yuh yuh 
gonna cry out loud cuz she want some space
if your gonna leave me now say it to my face face
if you leave me now then your life is a waste waste
spend time with me yeah ur life would never change
black hair, black fit, imma young, ghostemane

me
bitch
 these pussies always wanna be like me, like how u do that?
talking shit n i callup all my shootas
cartilage, yea my bullets going through that
talking shit, yea lil bitch i fkn knew that
talking shit so u rly wanna try it?
white shirt, yea ukno im gona dye it
new coup yea i rly die in it
insecurities yea im rly fkn hiding it

talking shit w/w009d (anaviluxx courrt)

@s0lemn @okmax @yuk0o

xene:
i dnt even do em drugs, but ill do it4u
ya i keep dat blicky tuck, nd im shootin4u
crash my whip off the lot, yea i skidded 4u
when im lookin at the stars i b wishin 4u

i been takin these drugs
doin 2 much
fuckin it up
it aint worse den losin u
spark up a blunt
smoke in my lungs
it'd be a loss
if i werent choosin u

shawty know i got it bad 4her
bad 4 herr
im in luv w everythin she do
yh she know i got it bad 4her
bad 4her
im in luv w everythin she do

she got me fallin
yh i fell in luv
bbg im pourin
yh im pourin up
yh im thinkin truly
bby ur the one
bae i knw ur the one

s0lemn:
take back if its all bad 4u
cuz i dont even feel sad 4u
its bettr its over
im still never sober
dope on my tongue
im not thinkin it over
im tryin my best
2many pills
u cn put me to rest
my life is a mess
live every moment
im filled w regret

i dnt even stay around
u dnt even see me
i wont evn play around
u dnt wna be me
took hella drugs n i did it 4u
hope wen i die, youll b missin me2

note: shoutout s0lemn thats my brother fr <3

clean slate (p. spaceboyry + ssj5)

T23