I am very delusional :p

cr. @zom.doll 4 the cover art <3

Delusional Loser

@t23l
u waste all my time, can't stand it
u make up these lies, can't manage
and u don't even do it right
u wake up n wanna fight
maybe I just don't get it
baby i'm glad u said it
cause I wasn't feelin right
you sayin u wanna die
baby i'm glad u said it
the things I said, I meant it
cause I wanna die w u

I wanna get high w u
till we touch the moon
tell me, do u feel it 2?
don't be going ghost
disappearing out the blue
(just tell me girl)
tell me, do u want me 2?

(u waste all my time, can't stand it
u make up these lies, can't manage
and u don't even do it right
u wake up n wanna fight)

@dev-patel-107290802
Yeah you wanna leave
Yeah it should be me
Yeah I wanna breathe
Who the fuck is he
Does he feel what I feel
Was it not even real
What are we even on
Was this what we want
Two hearts broken apart
Memories now haunt
Not what I had thought
Dreaming big but turned out small
I hope this is all
Yeah I had hope to make it
But you chose to break it
Lying through your way to take it
Lying to me to fake it, a agent
You played me for my patience
Make sure to read this letter
If you rip it apart it don't matter
You got me as your sweater
Remember how I was better
This is my way to ask
Did you ever think we were gonna last
How did you move on this fast
Never would have thought of that

i dont get it ft. Dev (p. ijack x wintfye)

mv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxbUKuS-jW4

No more, I can’t do this no more
Do this, you dont have to do this
I don’t wanna say more, cause I don’t wanna lose her
Everything you said it helped me get through this
Cause its like I said girl, I don’t wanna lose this
(Lose this, Lose this, I don’t wanna lose her)
I don’t wanna turn into the biggest loser
Like im a joker
I can’t even joke her
I can’t even play around
Cause I don’t really know her

Met her on the blox, I can’t hold her
Know her, I hope I can show her
that im not slow
Baby this is torture
im on scorched earth, baby this is not ark
you looked so cute when you were at the park
you were making art
girl you rip my soul apart
when you say “bruh” and you put that peace sign

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Cause I don’t really know her
but I wanna get to know you
can we play some game and maybe call too?

lose this *roblox edit* (p. xtasane)

donated top 2 a hottie
pullin 2 the top w a audi now
idk how she got that body
girl u gotta go, ur uber's, at the door

at the door, kick her out, pour sum more
im running low, send lil weet 2 the store
im going ghost, i can't do this anymore
im dying slow, these demons eating at my core

please don't text, please don't bother 
tell her dad, shoutout 2 ur daughter :p
fuck this guy, fuck my sponsor 
this boy so ass, he got no autotune!

driving this shit like its stolen 2
running 2 the bag, can u hold me down?
i don't got time, u can't slow me down
don't know how 2 love, can u show me how!?

my bro put the kill 2 the tone right now
married 2 the bag, can u show me out?
can u hold me now?
bitch hold me!

pick a beat (p. sakurasavage x prod.ydl)

go! 

i don't wanna talk
i don't wanna speak
girl u clocked my tea
in this plain white tee
i can't even breathe
if ur not here, not next to me!

do u even know what u mean 2 me!?
i won't leave, even if ur mean 2 me
girl i love ur voice, can u sing 2 me
u cut deep, i think u like when i bleed

u don't gotta ghost, u can talk 2 me
u treat me like a stranger, u mean nothing 2 me
that's what u said
now i feel dead, deaddddd

all alone in my head
all alone once again
wishing that i could go back
n not say the things that i said

go! (p. nvmbr06 x mamoru)

(yea yea yeaaaaa)

when u walk away :(
my heart...
my heart breaks </3
let's go on a date, this could go 100 ways
if i wanted to go slow, would u stay n wait?

cause it's a give n take girl, i know
it's a game u like to play girl, n it shows
i don't wanna get my heart torn, oh no!
it's a risk i gotta take, so bae let's runaway

n go 4 it <3

i dont get it ft. Dev (p. ijack x wintfye)

T23