cause i
need u 2 hold me close
we're at the end of the road
i can't let u go
and it gives me hopeeee

cause i
hear u loud n clear
made up my bed my dear
leaving me for dead i fear

cause i
still see u in my room
all of the things that u do
(lead me back 2 u)

cause i
hear u loud n clear
made up my bed my dear
leaving me for dead i fear

loud n clear (p. inuyasha)

artwork by @kyomonemui

i just wanna go to sleep
late nights always thinkin bout you
in my head singing to me
like a whistle
i miss your voice
miss your hair
miss your lips oh

sweet like calpyso
sweet like ice cream
sweet like solero

she wanted mixue
so i told her lets go
that was years ago
im looking at her photo

pick it up
to the right
could u hold it softly
hold my hand and promise that you won't leave
at last my soul is setting free

i just want you to let me go

take it slow
i don't really just wanna be honest
the feelings im holding back

feel her heart beat like looking in the winter
i can't answer the phone
i can't do this alone

its my fault i didn't listen
now its you im missin
and it will end in a mystery

you can't say that i don't love u
(but you don't show it to me)
its hard to understand what you want from me
(you don't think i don't know what it feels like)

just a little
just a little
just a little bit 
just a little bit of you beside me
(its goodbye)
 


a song u should see (me)

@hollons @cld @rewind214 @afterstoryx

i have so much im so excited to share

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@hollons

been like this my whole life
ask me how im doin im gon say im alright
im like what u wna do? she wna hit the mall right
got me brand new prada shoes
prada cups in all white
alright
she wna go like all night
racks all on me she wna live the good life
30 w a beam U wna talk its on sight
ya im wit the team gettin high we take flight
blood up on the seats bitch im inna beamerrrr
racks all on me u can see the jeans stuffed
ya we poppin beans put it inna lean cup
ur bitch all on me ion wna link up

@lifegiverr

scratch on my body girl tatt me XO
we dont have to fight cuz i know how things goo

blood on my arms dont know how we stand yuhhh
dont know who i am hope u understand yuhh
we can take a trip kickin white sand uppp
take a take a pic hope you show your fans uppp

dont know who to trust but
i know that youve got me
when i start to freak out
will u come and stop me

dont know how to act when 
i see that you call me
you bring me to pieces
i speak like a zombie

and when i go up wanna bring you
you know its all love hope you see through
your skin is so rough wanna heal you
cant cant nobody tell us what we been through

stand tall (me)

prod @1nvaydn

xx

wonder what is left .. 
.. is it all inside my head?
when ur playing with my heart..
ya my memory's a mess

why do u like to pull my strings?
i feel u grasping at my chest

but after all, im just ur doll
ur dancing 'round my death
im lost for words, ur from another world, and im from earth
ur like a flower too, if i were dead, id wanna be the dirt
and sure u left my life, but thats okay, cause i dont want u to hurt
so tell me now, is this feeling all thats left between us?

and u know that im so crushed
i guess this feeling's not enough
is it rly just too much?
and did u ever want my love?
and i just had to fuck it up
im bruised n cut, concussed

concussed Prod tsul

@anotherdaypassesmeby
its hard to be me
life putting me through hell
you hurt me so good
yeah, you really do it well
cuts and bruises
they begin to swell
i been lying through my teeth
i know it’s not good for myself
i been grinding my teeth
got these pills inside my mouth
i been doing way too much
and its not good for my health
when i fell down
yeah, nobody helped
hop out in that gown yeah
generational wealth
you don’t know what i’ve been through
cry so much need a tissue
yeah, what’s your issue?
hey, what you into?
yeah i really miss you
I’m not perfect
yeah, i sin too
can’t get through these issues
cry so much need a tissue
don’t know what i’m into 
but i just really miss you oh no
hey
i just really miss you oh no
@hvrting
dropping pain into this styrofoam
no friends ima die alone
day to day spending time alone
u dont kno what i been thru
struggling to cope with my issues
falling off the edge
ima slip thru
even in the rain
i would sprint to u
i was a loner
i felt like a reject
u pussies r posers
swear u all playing pretend
lying thru my teeth
kno its not good for myself
u were nowhere to be found
when i was down nn needed help
its another day
i dont kno where im waking up
racks in i b raking up
pray my bruddas make it out
not copping zips
we smoke by the pound
no i dont wan let u down
in the deep would u let me drown ??
suicidal thoughts running all around
falling i hit the ground
miss who i was around you
kno everything about you
u aint like that
i said it 
u aint show up
drop 2 pills inside this cup
i take a sip
might throw up
wish we cld never grow up
wait until i blow up
remember how they treated me
when i was still a no one

rehab ft. hvrts (diegointhedark)

prod madejinx, yaffo
ft @yandages

@me
i need u bad
im smoking gas
i go outside
i smell the air
i smell the roses
i smell like death
n cigarettes

like where you going?
im in my bed
dreaming bout my death
and why u left

baby im upset
you left me 4 dead
u love 2 fuck with my head
n baby thats so dead.. baby thats so dead

@yandages
nn u j leave me alone
give me reasons 2 go
i cnt breath its so cold
4u i bleed in the snow
its like im drowning i cnt float
i hve no place to call my home
i cnt see past all th smoke

dnt kno wht im living4
all i kno is tht i dnt wna, live anymore
now im crying on th floor
wishing u were in my arms
nn urr tearing me apart
i j wnt to b urs..

dead + mason (madejinx + yaffo)

mix&master: @1drms


lyrics: 

@1drms
make me go fast
u cant cop that
i cant change yea id rather make it home last
put my name up on those billboards yea yk that
yea im not the one whos crying but i should yea

make me go back
make me regret
broke my trust 
now id rather even know less
why are u like that
please explain it
i cant change you 
yea id rather change that
2x

@krion-playzey
Nein die Zeit läuft niemals backwards,
Ja ich smoke jetzt ein Backwoods
und pray für dich

Ja die Zeit läuft niemals backwards,
Ja ich smoke jetzt ein Backwoods
und pray für dich 

Ja die Zeit heilt alle Wunden
Du hast mich gefunden
In 'nem Loch es war verwunschen
Ohne dich ertrunken

Und ich habe dich getroffen
42 deine Nummer
Und du warst wie so ein Engel
Engel aus dem Boden yeah

Und ich smoke diesen Backwoods
Nein die Zeit läuft niemals backwards
Ja ich smoke diesen Backwoods
Nein die Zeit läuft niemals backwards

42 deine Nummer ja

changes +lix (1cxlie)

prod @hartfxlt
sorry 4 the long break 
ily all 

Lyrics:
sun shynes in ur eyes so bright 
girl i swear 2 god that i wan this 4 life 
but i got this feelin u wont make up ur mind 
sayin that u love me girl im sick of ur lies 
could u love me @ my lowest when im like this ?
always walkin away i swear u treat me like shit 
closin the door n ur not gettin back in 
girl u burned the bridge n ud be bold 2 cross it 

(feel like im breakin without u baby 
girl i feel like u drive me crazy )

feel like im breakin without u baby 
girl i feel like u drive me crazy
ill put it all on the line tonight 
can u tell me that u love me n that u want it 4 life? 
girl when u walk away ur leavin tears in my eyes 
heart breaks in my chest
 clear it all tonight 

feelings change 
told u that i love u ur not feelin the same 
now ur playin w my heart 
i swear u think this a game 
girl u made me fall apart 
i cant forget ur name 

sittin in the dark tryna numb this pain 
up all night havent slept in days 
every single memory still see ur face 
tryna figure out how 2 leave this place 
scars on my heart from the words u say 
swear i think ab them like everyday 
put my heart in a box n girl u hid it away 
the lockbox of love n girl u let me decay

lockbox (hartfxlt)

2 lifetimes ⋆₊  {jasey}

prod @hartfxlt ft. @7akkiro

lyrics (soon)

loud n clear (p. inuyasha)

T23