produced by @o756

cover art by @necronomicmiraclepending
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written by me

im at the dead flower garden
just above the depths
you gotta watch your step
or you will fall about a mile
when you start to decend
down deep within
youll start to feel a ton of weight
the kinda weight that make you bend
so stay up here in the garden
it still might not be the best
i know the flowers are dead
but remember what i said
its better than the depths
i'd know, ive been there before
and eventually ill prolly end up back there again

i lay a while, tried to rest in my pile of bones ive grown just a tad bit accustomed to
it seems its my fate just to lay for the rest of my days in this cylinder shaped, cold and lengthy grave
at the bottom of the well where you cant even tell when it was that you fell and you can only smell
the stench of bodys that been down here rotting for days and couldnt make their way back up to the surface

i want to be everybodys friend all the way to the end
but i have trouble talking to new people
i hate how nobody ever responds to whatever i say
its almost like i am not a person
but a ghost that everybody knows is there but no one cares about
my presense its just a slight annoyance
ive been lying in bed starin at my ceiling listening to my ceiling fan

i lay a while, tried to rest in my pile of bones ive grown just a tad bit accustomed to
it seems its my fate just to lay for the rest of my days in this cylinder shaped. cold and lengthy grave
at the bottom of the well where you cant even tell when it was that you fell and you can only smell
the stench of bodys that been down here rotting for days and couldnt make their way back up to the surface
 I LAY A WHILE, TRIED TO REST IN MY PILE OF BONES IVE GROWN JUST A TAD BIT ACCUSTOMED TO
IT SEEMS ITS MY FATE JUST TO LAY FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS IN THIS CYLINDER SHAPED COLD AND LENGTHY GRAVE
AT THE BOTTOM OF THE WELL WHERE YOU CANT EVEN TELL WHEN IT WAS THAT YOU FELL AND YOU CAN ONLY SMELL
THE STENCH OF BODYS THAT BEEN DOWN HERE ROTTING FOR DAYS AND COULDNT MAKE THEIR WAY BACK UP TO THE SURFACE

the surface (prod 756)

@Xxffcyuvcui - doing my thing prod cranes lsd2k16

https://soundcloud.com/crispyporkbelly
https://soundcloud.com/feralcatshelter
https://soundcloud.com/dj-poser

i dont know how to tell you
i dont know how to
the clouds will fly away on the day i leave
the flowers will wilt the petals will fall
i dont know if i can make it through fall
will i see the snow fall?
will i see a blanket of snow on a brad new winter day?
will i hold your hands
as i try to warm them up?

i made my mistake , my big fall from grace
nothing worse than a big mistake
coulda saved but i didnt wait 
couldnt get it to work 
couldnt be that bad
i guess i just lost all purpose 
im a firendly- 
im a friendly- 
almost everything i say i dont mean 
gotta work it out, dont confuse me with that place
and you pushed me to the side
and you treated me badly 
i dont wanna be bad faith 
and im running out of denial 
i dont think it will take a while 
to take your time 
its taken by a friend of mine

flowers will wilt, petals will fall with porkbelly (feral cat & djposer)

IRL prod bbyazul tripod

my new song "Not that bad"

From: (UPCOMING) Crystalmirror331 - "Harvest the mixtape"
With: @galloper1234
Prod: @speaking149_role @tekea

[Cm331:]
I'm scared of being here so please do not leave me alone
I might not be brave and I might really not be bold
I got all the skills and I can do it on my own just
Don't ask me anything I can't do what I'm told

Outside waiting for the bus and I'm fucking cold
I'll do something I'll do anything but fold
I just made a beat - I got the money - shit is sold
And I'm so fucking up

Yet I'm still fucking up
This shit ain't a game but Imma still run it up
Feel like I'm in the world cup
Hopping on a beat right after I just woke up
Please get the fuck out
I hopped in my car and I'm just driving around     
Gotta get the fuck out of town
I gotta bad feeling some shit is going down

I could tell the way you were
I could know what you were thinking and how it could all fuck up
I could tell the way it was
I could know what you were feeling and how it could fuck you up

[Galloper:]
start deleting my photos, it’s not like u would notice 
i got your address but the ring is out of focus 
put mask up on my face and i start beating on your door hinge 
every days the same i’m sure you know this 
he flexing up on instagram in real life he look bogus 
what would you do for me if i was barely floating 
i can barely read between the lines over my groaning 
try to keep my feet on the ground 
hit my heels and i’m spinning around 
spread my wings but my scales start to fall out 
i wanna sing you a song but you’re too far now, you’re too far now
why don’t you come along 
i hope i can see where i went wrong 
do you know what i mean when i sing this song 
i’m finally free but i feel so alone, i feel so alone

[Cm331:]
I'm scared of being here so please do not leave me alone
I might not be brave and I might really not be bold
I got all the skills and I can do it on my own just
Don't ask me anything I can't do what I'm told

Crystalmirror331 & Galloper - Harvest (Going platinum on Google Drive) [Prod. Fleafriends & Tekea]

Options [Prod. Dollface]

Full title:
"Goodbye, Summer ---- I still hear trains when I go to bed. Lots of cars going by my house, or over a river bridge" [Prod. Crystalmirror331]
Video available on YouTube @ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JvfNmrrpSAg

"Goodbye, Summer ---- I still hear trains when I go to bed..." [Prod. Crystalmirror331]

weet niet meer wat ik wil nee
voel me vermist elke keer
waarom kijkt ze me zo aan 
vragen die ik niet kan stellen

doe mijn ogen dicht, handen zitten vol
op de bank tot ik me wakker voel
de wind blijft te luid, rook uit me mond
tranen op me wangen, veeg ze gewoon

het blijft altijd zo
wachten op de spoor
ben weer laat oke hoor
ik heb geen excusjes
toch blijf je hier
het is al kwart voor vier
moest allang vertrekken
maar ben toch al laat

tijd bom

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat)

when i get angry i get stuck
like a tiny little bug
i cant teach you how to read
only how to write a book

im a little red bicycle
that never learned to roll
all this time doing nothing
really took its toll on me

big bad wolf and imma blow your house down
always been a laughing stock i never gave up being class clown
you cant water an empty pot and expect something to grow
i pray i have a heart attack before i do this show

chickens in the coop
please kill if i lose
im a robot without parts
and i got some screws loose

and in the off chance
that i get the gears spinning
im so used to losing
that im uncomfortable winning

bitch im fly just like a flightless bird
i turned my speech into a crossword
im reading texts backwards
that makes it feel less worse

if i paid you extra
could you make it hurt
i know all the girls love it
when i wanna be put in the dirt

tiny little bug

Alien9 [Prod. Songslifestyle]

my favorite album right now is getting killed by geese and my favorite movie is the gleaners and i

IRL prod bbyazul tripod

tewi