blvnkface + 5head

hey <3 ty for listening 
lyrics
ive been living all my life in my bed
in need of reassurance 
cuz im fucked up in the head
all i think about is u
and all i smell is your scent 
you dont care ab me
itd be better if i was dead
im not in your head
not in your bed 
i saw u out with him
had on your favorite dress
and the way u look at me is confusing 
i dont wanna try again ill end up losing

im a fuckin nuisance 
im so fuckin stupid 
and everytime i try i end up losin

im a fuckin nuisance 
im so fuckin stupid 
and everytime i try i end up losin

i could throw my life away 
i wouldnt care at all
im so sick of the constant pain
and the burning withdrawals 
and i would throw it all away
to see you fall
cuz ur everytime i needed you
you didnt care at all
fuck. 

im fucked up my lifes a mess
and my wounds get deeper with every step
constant feeling of anger in my chest
i dont want you happy
i want you dead
wakeup at 2am cant feel my head 
i try my best but i cant go back to bed 
im shaking 
heart beating through my chest
even tho i need to im not getting any rest 
shes a fuckin devil
shes a fuckin liar 
look at what u did my whole worlds on fire
gimme reassurance 
baby ik ur tired 
but i think tonight ill get a little bit higher 

it never works out for me 
ill never be who they want me to be
fuck

i could throw my life away 
i wouldnt care at all
im so sick of the constant pain
and the burning withdrawals 
and i would throw it all away
to see you fall
cuz ur everytime i needed you
you didnt care at all
fuck.

nuisance

prod and masterer -> @assperrr

see you lie, but you take it back
give me one more try and I'll take you back
and you ain't seen my side but you say it's wack
and you've been living two lives seen it in the past
you can cry, but I wont stay for that
you gon tell me that you care but you faking that
you were never really there why you saying that
say you're clearing up the air whatchu playing at
say its one more time
that was one more lie
she said one more try
and it's the last goodbye

1morelie (akira3k, asperr)

prod. by fxckyeahako

lol this song kinda okay ig :point_right: :point_left: , thanks @vvvalll for pimping out on the song swagbucks style :sunglasses:, i will make more music i promise, im very slow and like tired but allg

ilyall

lyrics:
tubt 
ive been all alone cryin in my bedroom
i dont even wanna see you
i dont even wanna be here rn
i dont even think i belong in this town

and wait a sec
ik that im a mess
ive been trying to get this shit off of my chest
maybe i should just go just for the best
maybe im really just like the rest

why you never try to call my phone
you were never there im always on my own
you dont even know me so watch that tone
its clear to me that you havent even grown

and its clear to me and its clear to see
you dont even treat this like a centrepiece
and its clear to me and its clear to see
you treat me so bad im in misery
and i feel like im drowin
my anxieties surrounding
these thoughts in my head
and idk where u went

yeah

tubt
i just want you back
im addicted to the past
not the you who was an ass
but the you that made us last

i want you back so badly (prod. by fxckyeahako)

Im only human im praying i rot
Im begging for things that i dont really want
Begging for help yeah i needed a lot
They pushed me away now i see what it cost

Dont like this, im nauseous
Im hoping you lost it
The motive, to leave me 
Im selfish dont leave me


And yet i heal, again and again
It feels unreal, to miss your hand
If only i could tell what it meant
Id cut it off right there, but im a mess

Im only human im praying i rot
Im begging for things that i dont really want
Begging for help yeah i needed a lot
They pushed me away now i see what it cost

Dont like this, im nauseous
Im hoping you lost it
The motive, to leave me 
Im selfish dont leave me
//


Im not my father, im barely his son
I stepped on the flowers then hid from the sun
Pushing them further they wish i was done
Sleeping on feathers i miss having fun

Saying “giving up is easy”. Boy you dont know
Ive been trying for so long i guess i cant grow


And the only worth ive ever known
Is when you used to watch me grow

Im only human im praying i rot
Im begging for things that i dont really want
Begging for help yeah i needed a lot
They pushed me away now i see what it cost

Dont like this, im nauseous
Im hoping you lost it
The motive, to leave me 
Im selfish dont leave me
//

how to heal

nah im trippin💀

(Lyrics)
ive been losing a grip on your heart
she pulls me close in just to push me far
not the way I remember it what more can I do
I was trippin on the petty shit I couldn't forget about you

I've been stuck in my head 
forgot my friends
can't wait for this trip to end 
now I mean nothing to you how could I lie about what we had,
what we did was special I can't lie but I won't let myself trip

I'm not tired of being alone, just alone and tired 
it's like every time I sleep I forget my timer 
sometimes I just kinda wish that I wouldn't wake up
take a dip now put me six feet in the mud
now I can't even breathe 
I let her get to me
you know you aint shit to me
saw your post on instagram 
and with you your new man
ill pretend I don't care
but it's eating me alive

cause like how could you just turn so quick
you're like the lights on my wall you just went and flipped the switch 
wish that I could do it better wish that I could flip the script 
I just wanted you to care but you really don't give a shit about me
all you wanna do is doubt me
every time every time you just shout at me
it's getting cloudy see
I'm not allowed to be
who I was in the first place

I've been stuck in my head 
forgot my friends
can't wait for this trip to end 
now I mean nothing to you how could I lie about what we had,
what we did was special I can't lie but I won't let myself trip

trip

so scared (fxckyeahako)

Lyrics: ヾ(*´ ∇ `)ﾉ

i dont wanna do this no more
yeah ive been feeling foolish and slower
tell me what you wanna do then get closer
ive been running off the edge this coaster
i dont wanna do this no more
yeah ive been feeling foolish and slower
tell me what you wanna do then get closer
ive been running off the edge this coaster

i picked myself up
i couldnt get help up
i got what is left of
all i had was self-love

had to keep my head up
i dont have the best luck
it seems like its the end of
all we have is dead trust

throw me away i cant leave till the suns up
i couldn't say that everythings gon be wrapped up 
im not here to play cause all i see are the big bucks
and thats not gon change that everything is just full of blood

im not gonna feel bad like any other day

i hope you think about everything you did before today

i dont wanna do this no more
yeah ive been feeling foolish and slower
tell me what you wanna do then get closer
ive been running off the edge this coaster
i dont wanna do this no more
yeah ive been feeling foolish and slower
tell me what you wanna do then get closer
ive been running off the edge this coaster

Never Again

Never Again (@siemspark x @thislandis_)

lyrics

ill hold you tight in my arms
your not goin no where
and we stared at the stars in the sky 
and we danced all night 
and we danced all night 
and it felt so right 
so let me hold you right here in my arms
your not goin no where

and i cant find a second 
to sit down and just breathe
and everytime i stand up
the rugs pulled from beneath me
i just hope you dont leave me 

its like were playing catch up 
been a couple years but it feels like your the next one
know you shed some tears promise i wont be the next one 
its just hard to promise you everything that i know that your worth
cuz i could never show you value just with a purse
thats not what your worth im tryna give you the earth

yeah i wanna know
what is it you thought the first time we were alone
was it all about me or were you inside your phone
just be honest tell me cuz one day im gonna know

yeah i wanna know
what is it you thought the first time we were alone
was it all about me or were you inside your phone
just be honest tell me cuz one day im gonna know

ill hold you tight in my arms
your not goin no where
and we stared at the stars in the sky 
and we danced all night 
and we danced all night 
and it felt so right 
so let me hold you right here in my arms
your not goin no where
your not goin no where

ill hold you tight in my arms
your not goin no where
and we stared at the stars in the sky 
and we danced all night 
and we danced all night 
and it felt so right 
so let me hold you right here in my arms
your not goin no where

killnord / thxomuch - what went wrong

[Intro]
(Muffled Hook)
(Osamason Demon Home Sample)
Yeahh, huh yeah yeah
I just started this shit (Yeahh)
Ion need no time to Breathe
Get on my chest
Lil bitch I got a Patek Phillipe (Yeahh)
"It's not that deep"
Thats what they tell me
Imma hit 6 figure, 7 figure (6 7)
(Yeahh)
Holdin my Glock—11
Yeah she hold on the pole (Yeahh)
And yeah she stripper hoe
At night you cant take her out
I get large amounts (Yeahh)
And Im feeding mouths
Feeding yo bitch mouth
Just like she a pet

[Verse 1]
And that bih gone do it
Gimme sloppity toppity,
Gimme the face
In a Bentley Bentayga
Bitch I wont hate yah
Better be patient
Cause Im a doctor bitch
Im a pharmacist, I got lean and pills yuh
Off the dome
Off the dome and Im spinning
Im spinning Im crashing
Causing havoc causing chaos
Huh bitch Imma be off yo radar
Red stick red beam just like Darth Vadar
Im a Crete boy
Imma slam that sledgehammer
Whats it to ya?

[Verse 2]
You be listenin to hoes and shit you broke
Colombian bitch tell me she on coke
Bitch Imma go to Bulgaria
Hop out that fast shit
Hop out that Lamb Truck
Im the best at fashion
Rockin the boots
That you dont even know the name of
I cant Breathe I need water
So I— diamond my chain
With big ass boulders

[Bridge]
Got the potion, got the drank
I cant Breathe I cant Breathe Breathe
(I cant Breathe I cant Breathe Breathe)
Whip out the potion yeah I need it
Yeah I need to Breathe Breathe Breathe
Yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah I need to Breathe Breathe Breathe

Breathe, Breathe, Breathe, Breathe

[Outro/Chorus]
Yeahh, huh yeah yeah
I just started this shit (Yeahh)
Ion need no time to Breathe
Get on my chest
Lil bitch I got a Patek Phillipe (Yeahh)
"It's not that deep"
Thats what they tell me
Imma hit 6 figure, 7 figure (6 7)
(Yeahh)
Holdin my Glock—11
Yeah she hold on the pole (Yeahh)
And yeah she stripper hoe
At night you cant take her out
I get large amounts (Yeahh)
And Im feeding mouths
Feeding yo bitch mouth
Just like she a pet

And that bih gone do it
Gimme sloppity toppity,
Gimme the face
In a Bentley Bentayga
Bitch I wont hate yah
Better be patient
Cause Im a doctor bitch
Im a pharmacist, I got lean and pills yuh
Off the dome
Off the dome and Im spinning
Im spinning Im crashing
Causing havoc causing chaos
Huh bitch Imma be off yo radar
Red stick red beam just like Darth Vadar
Im a Crete boy
Imma slam that sledgehammer
Whats it to ya?

Whats it to ya? 
ohh Whats it to ya?

BREATHE

"The Devil Deceives Me", The Devil always tries to bring you down but you always got to get up! with the grace of the man above, The Devil that i deceive is a monster that runs around and tells a lot of lies and full on nothing that is true, Soso releases this album on all the so called "truths" of the devil being lies told by him, and a great despair of deceiving The Devil, We Will All Defeat Him.. Enjoy!

killnord / thxomuch - what went wrong

THXOMUCH

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