I'm losing confidence, I'm getting over it
Eyes like a camera you're stuck in my lens
Rethinking half my thoughts cause I'm shit out of luck
I been up all night cause I don't give a fuck
I'm losing confidence, I'm getting over it
Eyes like a camera you're stuck in my lens
Rethinking half my thoughts cause I'm shit out of luck
I been up all night cause I don't give a fuck
Stuck with a headache again-

Stuck in a fucking trance
Thanks to the pill bottles on my floor
Know my mind is dead but I want more
I got some nerve it’s not important
On the inside I’m boring
In my head I’m getting tortured

Prescription pills and drug deals
Don’t know what it takes to change me
Let me let go I
Wish that you could know why
I been getting so high
I been gone for a while but it’s alright

Yeah I walked out
Tell me how you picture me now
Am I still your favorite even though the drugs are changing me
I been sleeping on the couch
Of this dude that I met for 'bout 2 hours
Wanna come home my head space is too clouded
Know it’s wrong I feel the same it ain’t something I’m proud of
Take it day by day I been counting the hours
I been digging my grave think it’s deep enough for now

But
Am I wrong
Dragging this shit
On and on
Bite my wrist a razor blade tongue
But I’ll still say it ain’t enough
But it’s alright
It’s what I wanted
I sold my soul for some confidence

I'm losing confidence, I'm getting over it
Eyes like a camera you're stuck in my lens
Rethinking half my thoughts cause I'm shit out of luck
I been up all night cause I don't give a fuck
I'm losing confidence, I'm getting over it
Eyes like a camera you're stuck in my lens
Rethinking half my thoughts cause I'm shit out of luck
I been up all night cause I don't give a fuck
Stuck with a headache again-

I know I'm not alright
Thought I had the whole shits down
Just not the same when you're not around
Fuck my life
I know I'm not alright
Thought I had the whole shits down
Just not the same when you're not around

Losing Confidence w/ ovrwrld [Prod. halftime]

sweater⁺⁺⁺ 
track 4/8
prod. me + aldn

lyrics~
do you still have the sweater that i used wear
bet you still have the shards from my own despair
i remember being lost in the forest of ur brown hair 
just oblivious to why u left me there
x2

but im just a low life
finding ways to get high
i watch the time die
and shes drinking red wine
we watch the moonlight
summertime and lost ties
sugar-coated white lies
but i know that i tried

(ryugu?)
(hm?)

do you still have the sweater that i used wear
bet you still have the shards from my own despair
i remember being lost in the forest of ur brown hair 
just oblivious to why u left me there
x2

sweater

sweater [aldn + ryugu]

skin (johnnyfriend)

prod. by fxckyeahako

lol this song kinda okay ig :point_right: :point_left: , thanks @vvvalll for pimping out on the song swagbucks style :sunglasses:, i will make more music i promise, im very slow and like tired but allg

ilyall

lyrics:
tubt 
ive been all alone cryin in my bedroom
i dont even wanna see you
i dont even wanna be here rn
i dont even think i belong in this town

and wait a sec
ik that im a mess
ive been trying to get this shit off of my chest
maybe i should just go just for the best
maybe im really just like the rest

why you never try to call my phone
you were never there im always on my own
you dont even know me so watch that tone
its clear to me that you havent even grown

and its clear to me and its clear to see
you dont even treat this like a centrepiece
and its clear to me and its clear to see
you treat me so bad im in misery
and i feel like im drowin
my anxieties surrounding
these thoughts in my head
and idk where u went

yeah

tubt
i just want you back
im addicted to the past
not the you who was an ass
but the you that made us last

i want you back so badly (prod. by fxckyeahako)

this was the most fun i done had recordin lol xD

###LYRICS###
{@silentcxbin}
(ooooh)
bitch I sport a milli
when I walk it like I talk it
pants to heavy 
now they hanging 
cause the pockets

{@jcastralife}
who is that yo bitch
we just pop it like a socket 
you know that I'm ridin' with my boys 
yeah mobbin'

{@silentcxbin}
throw us in the cell yeah
the way we be locked in
fuck up a bag!
but I triple up my profits

{@jcastralife}
I'm gon' raid the spot
laptops, keys & wallets
throw him in a pit
fuck throwin' him in a coffin

{@jcastralife}
cause todays another day
yeah you couldn't go away
so you're waiting for the sun
but all you found was shade

{@silentcxbin}
talk shit!
ima make it whip
just like a bobble head
walk it I be in the park
I got my dogs again

{@jcastralife}
hold up

that lil baby be heaven sent
why she have to take my 
fuckin' breath again

{@silentcxbin}
daisies in my grave 
yeah ok that's my flower bed
nicotine and weed
with the night is my medicine 

{@jcastralife}
I stay up late at night 
in my head

{@silentcxbin}
I don't wanna talk bout 
where you been

{@jcastralife}
yeah I told you yesterday
that you didn't get your way 
see you walked this path I paved
now you end up in your grave
cause todays another day
yeah you couldn't go away
see you walked this path I paved
now you end up in your grave

{@silentcxbin}
bitch I sport a milli
when I walk it like I talk it
pants to heavy 
now they hanging 
cause the pockets

{@jcastralife}
who is that yo bitch
we just pop it like a socket 
you know that I'm ridin' with my boys 
yeah we mobbin'

{@silentcxbin}
throw us in the cell yeah
the way we be locked in
fuck up a bag!
but I triple up my profits

{@jcastralife}
I'm gon' raid the spot
laptops, keys & wallets
throw him in a pit
fuck throwin' him in a coffin

////////////////////////////////
!!other cool shit bout the song!!
mixed & master by: @silentcxbin
prod by: kibo
gear:  dbx 286s, shure sm7b, electro voice 410, scarlet 2i2
inspo: shinigami - vengeance ft: fats'e & 93feetofsmoke /// Savage Ga$p x Shinigami x convolk - i guess i'm over it

#5  w/ AstraLife (kibo)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@x1fern

b-side of "si tu veux"
from the EP:
"si tu dois"

i hope you had a good time.

lyrics:

(dth)
(and i'll try my best)
yeah
thought we had it
tell me about it
and now you're shouting
i'm staying grounded
or at least i'm trying to
i'm not the same
when i'm near you
fuck off
what made you say it like that?
don't want the attitude
i'll throw it right back
the back and forth is really
getting to my head
you make me feel
like i'm better off dead

and i'll try my best
this aching chest
no longer beats for you
at all
so let's lay to rest
to see what's next
remember falling back then?

(fernn)
omg like what's the fucking point now
i try to lay to rest, I try to try my best
you keep on pulling me back
wanna hate you but I confess
everything is so fucked up lately
i been thinking you that you hate me
honestly it's fine
im tired of thinkin bout you all the damn time
you treat me like shit
then you're fucking me again & you're looking so fit
I don't understand this at all
so just lay me to rest cuz I'm praying on your downfall
(praying on your downfall)

(dth)
and i'll try my best
this aching chest
no longer beats for you
at all
so let's lay to rest
to see what's next
remember falling back then?

hope it was fun! w/ 1fern

killnord - https://soundcloud.com/killnord?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

thxomuch - https://soundcloud.com/thxomuch?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing\

lyrics:

(killnord)
you say it's my fault
but i know that it's not
you tell me that i'm wrong
you tell me that i should stop
i tell you that i'm not ok
but you don't give a fuck
i tell that i feel lonely
how i'm feeling stuck

now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes

(thxomuch)
shorty dont mind
swallow my pride
i took a left
she took a right

shawty did me wrong
shawty im lost
pick up the phone
pick up the calls

im on the drugs
it was my fault
im on my own
what do you want

swallow my pride
she on my mind
she make cry
i wanna die

(killnord)
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes

(harmony)
you say it's my fault
but i know that it's not
you tell me that i'm wrong
you tell me that i should stop
i tell you that i'm not ok
but you don't give a fuck
i tell that i feel lonely
now i'm feeling stuck

killnord / thxomuch - what went wrong

@55depths
@leftunconscious-xo

background vocals by leftunconscious-xo

i'll be there soon.

lyrics:
"hi, it's me.
um, i'm just calling to see
what time you're picking me up
this morning.
um, so just give me a call"

i wrote you a letter
attached to my sweater
and babe it gets better
i thought you should know
i'm trying my best
if love were a test
i'd study for you
with notes on my chest

and give me a reason
to wait through the season
i'm tired of waiting
i'm falling apart
and give me a reason
to stop all the bleeding
i've slowly been fading
no love in my heart

it's never the same
cause things always change
the seasons will know
just how i feel

and give me a reason
to wait through the season
i'm tired of waiting
i'm falling apart
and give me a reason
to stop all the bleeding
i've slowly been fading
no love in my heart

killnord / thxomuch - what went wrong

THXOMUCH

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