sweater⁺⁺⁺ 
track 4/8
prod. me + aldn

lyrics~
do you still have the sweater that i used wear
bet you still have the shards from my own despair
i remember being lost in the forest of ur brown hair 
just oblivious to why u left me there
x2

but im just a low life
finding ways to get high
i watch the time die
and shes drinking red wine
we watch the moonlight
summertime and lost ties
sugar-coated white lies
but i know that i tried

(ryugu?)
(hm?)

do you still have the sweater that i used wear
bet you still have the shards from my own despair
i remember being lost in the forest of ur brown hair 
just oblivious to why u left me there
x2

sweater

sweater [aldn + ryugu]

prod and masterer -> @assperrr

see you lie, but you take it back
give me one more try and I'll take you back
and you ain't seen my side but you say it's wack
and you've been living two lives seen it in the past
you can cry, but I wont stay for that
you gon tell me that you care but you faking that
you were never really there why you saying that
say you're clearing up the air whatchu playing at
say its one more time
that was one more lie
she said one more try
and it's the last goodbye

1morelie (akira3k, asperr)

prod. by fxckyeahako

lol this song kinda okay ig :point_right: :point_left: , thanks @vvvalll for pimping out on the song swagbucks style :sunglasses:, i will make more music i promise, im very slow and like tired but allg

ilyall

lyrics:
tubt 
ive been all alone cryin in my bedroom
i dont even wanna see you
i dont even wanna be here rn
i dont even think i belong in this town

and wait a sec
ik that im a mess
ive been trying to get this shit off of my chest
maybe i should just go just for the best
maybe im really just like the rest

why you never try to call my phone
you were never there im always on my own
you dont even know me so watch that tone
its clear to me that you havent even grown

and its clear to me and its clear to see
you dont even treat this like a centrepiece
and its clear to me and its clear to see
you treat me so bad im in misery
and i feel like im drowin
my anxieties surrounding
these thoughts in my head
and idk where u went

yeah

tubt
i just want you back
im addicted to the past
not the you who was an ass
but the you that made us last

i want you back so badly (prod. by fxckyeahako)

li.sten.to/stillalive
@ripavah on instagram
@1avah on tiktok

this one has a hidden meaning behind it, enjoy

lyrics:
You don't get how I really feel
It's been about a year since it all felt real
Stuck inside my head with no second chance
I wanna go back where I know who I am

Staring up at the sky so bright
But I just hate when the sun goes down
There's so many stars, I can't bear to see them all
I can't wait for the day when they fall

And I need a doctor
And now I know it I am so sure
Cause now I've fallen in love with her
And now I see why I'll stay on earth

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Patterns, in the grass in the sky
Good karma or bad karma, I'll just drop psychs till I die
Do you really feel what I'm saying, feel like there's a ghost in your eyes
How could it come this way, to a point where I lost my mind

Back then, I wouldn't have to feel this way
Alone inside my head, and I'm asking why, and I'm asking why

And I need a doctor
And now I know it I am so sure
Cause now I've fallen in love with her
And now I see why I'll stay on earth

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

Still alive, I don't know what cured me I was hypnotized
I don't need to dream cause I can fantasize
Losing track of time
It's been about a year since I had lost my mind

still alive

other platforms

still alive (cian x 80root x heyrick)

so scared (fxckyeahako)

Lyrics

Why am I so bad at expression 
The way I talk to people 
Puts me in positions 
that makes me seem 
Like some fucking demon 
I just get so anxious I’m saying shit
I’m not fucking meaning 
All I wanna know is what’s on your mind 
Yeah girl what your thinking

yeah
and i know
you been taking all your chances on a tight rope
and i hope that you dont fall that shit is high love
baby i can save you come and spend the night love

all these problems with uncertainty 
they always end up hurting me
i cant keep a good thing in my life 
the world is burning me
man i think its third degree
baby please dont turn on me
lord i need some guidance all this pain it feels like surgery

one day i feel like the king of the castle
the next day im losing the battle
you wanna know what its like to be me
i could never wish that upon my worst enemy

im tryna get this right 
but yeah my time is going down to nothing
i cant be the man i used to be 
no im not fuckin running 
im tryna take over the world and ima give you some of it
i dont ask for nothing in return girl i just want your loving

Why am I so bad at expression 
The way I talk to people 
Puts me in positions 
that makes me seem 
Like some fucking demon 
I just get so anxious I’m saying shit
I’m not fucking meaning 
All I wanna know is what’s on your mind 
Yeah girl what your thinking

yeah
and i know
you been taking all your chances on a tight rope
and i hope that you dont fall that shit is high love
baby i can save you come and spend the night love

all these problems with uncertainty 
they always end up hurting me
i cant keep a good thing in my life 
the world is burning me
man i think its third degree
baby please dont turn on me
lord i need some guidance all this pain it feels like surgery

expression (guda x fuckyeahako)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@x1fern

b-side of "si tu veux"
from the EP:
"si tu dois"

i hope you had a good time.

lyrics:

(dth)
(and i'll try my best)
yeah
thought we had it
tell me about it
and now you're shouting
i'm staying grounded
or at least i'm trying to
i'm not the same
when i'm near you
fuck off
what made you say it like that?
don't want the attitude
i'll throw it right back
the back and forth is really
getting to my head
you make me feel
like i'm better off dead

and i'll try my best
this aching chest
no longer beats for you
at all
so let's lay to rest
to see what's next
remember falling back then?

(fernn)
omg like what's the fucking point now
i try to lay to rest, I try to try my best
you keep on pulling me back
wanna hate you but I confess
everything is so fucked up lately
i been thinking you that you hate me
honestly it's fine
im tired of thinkin bout you all the damn time
you treat me like shit
then you're fucking me again & you're looking so fit
I don't understand this at all
so just lay me to rest cuz I'm praying on your downfall
(praying on your downfall)

(dth)
and i'll try my best
this aching chest
no longer beats for you
at all
so let's lay to rest
to see what's next
remember falling back then?

hope it was fun! w/ 1fern

killnord - https://soundcloud.com/killnord?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

thxomuch - https://soundcloud.com/thxomuch?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing\

lyrics:

(killnord)
you say it's my fault
but i know that it's not
you tell me that i'm wrong
you tell me that i should stop
i tell you that i'm not ok
but you don't give a fuck
i tell that i feel lonely
how i'm feeling stuck

now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes

(thxomuch)
shorty dont mind
swallow my pride
i took a left
she took a right

shawty did me wrong
shawty im lost
pick up the phone
pick up the calls

im on the drugs
it was my fault
im on my own
what do you want

swallow my pride
she on my mind
she make cry
i wanna die

(killnord)
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes

(harmony)
you say it's my fault
but i know that it's not
you tell me that i'm wrong
you tell me that i should stop
i tell you that i'm not ok
but you don't give a fuck
i tell that i feel lonely
now i'm feeling stuck

killnord / thxomuch - what went wrong

@55depths
@leftunconscious-xo

background vocals by leftunconscious-xo

i'll be there soon.

lyrics:
"hi, it's me.
um, i'm just calling to see
what time you're picking me up
this morning.
um, so just give me a call"

i wrote you a letter
attached to my sweater
and babe it gets better
i thought you should know
i'm trying my best
if love were a test
i'd study for you
with notes on my chest

and give me a reason
to wait through the season
i'm tired of waiting
i'm falling apart
and give me a reason
to stop all the bleeding
i've slowly been fading
no love in my heart

it's never the same
cause things always change
the seasons will know
just how i feel

and give me a reason
to wait through the season
i'm tired of waiting
i'm falling apart
and give me a reason
to stop all the bleeding
i've slowly been fading
no love in my heart

killnord / thxomuch - what went wrong

THXOMUCH

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