produced by @bhertuy
LISTEN EVERYWHERE - https://ffm.to/lumina

dissolve my existence 
fade me away with the wind
so sick of your bullshit I will not let you win
I don't give a shit what you want
and I'm done with your games 
I don't have a hand to lend
and the weathers been so fucking shit lately
but it's only in my head
it's only in my head
but it's only in my head
FUCK..

its the way I always think 
I get stuck all up in these trends
as I pace back and forth and I wonder when it will fix it self
I wonder when I will feel in good health
my perspective feels so fucked up
wonder is it something I've done
the pressure sure just weighs a fuck ton
and if I give up now its all wrong
don't fucking cross me now
it'll all come back to bite you
treat me so wrong all I did was try to help you
but you keep on telling me that its only in my head

how do you know where I'll go from here
how do you know that it's not severe
you don't know me like that
so I'll keep on telling myself it's okay
but it's not, and I know it's not only in my head

dissolve my existence 
fade me away with the wind
so sick of your bullshit I will not let you win
I don't give a shit what you want
and I'm done with your games 
I don't have a hand to lend
and the weathers been so fucking shit lately
but it's only in my head
it's only in my head
but it's only in my head
FUCK..

lumina

dissolve

Stream

dissolve (bhertuy)

beginning of the end (prod. by yungspoiler)

sweater⁺⁺⁺ 
track 4/8
prod. me + aldn

lyrics~
do you still have the sweater that i used wear
bet you still have the shards from my own despair
i remember being lost in the forest of ur brown hair 
just oblivious to why u left me there
x2

but im just a low life
finding ways to get high
i watch the time die
and shes drinking red wine
we watch the moonlight
summertime and lost ties
sugar-coated white lies
but i know that i tried

(ryugu?)
(hm?)

do you still have the sweater that i used wear
bet you still have the shards from my own despair
i remember being lost in the forest of ur brown hair 
just oblivious to why u left me there
x2

sweater

sweater [aldn + ryugu]

prod. by fxckyeahako

lol this song kinda okay ig :point_right: :point_left: , thanks @vvvalll for pimping out on the song swagbucks style :sunglasses:, i will make more music i promise, im very slow and like tired but allg

ilyall

lyrics:
tubt 
ive been all alone cryin in my bedroom
i dont even wanna see you
i dont even wanna be here rn
i dont even think i belong in this town

and wait a sec
ik that im a mess
ive been trying to get this shit off of my chest
maybe i should just go just for the best
maybe im really just like the rest

why you never try to call my phone
you were never there im always on my own
you dont even know me so watch that tone
its clear to me that you havent even grown

and its clear to me and its clear to see
you dont even treat this like a centrepiece
and its clear to me and its clear to see
you treat me so bad im in misery
and i feel like im drowin
my anxieties surrounding
these thoughts in my head
and idk where u went

yeah

tubt
i just want you back
im addicted to the past
not the you who was an ass
but the you that made us last

i want you back so badly (prod. by fxckyeahako)

so scared (fxckyeahako)

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hope you enjoy this <3 lmk if y'all want more of this kind of stuff
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Oh, just give me a kiss before you go
Uh oh, I just need me a second to hold
You tighter till the days are brighter
Mental illness eats me alive, while I'm trapped and I'm stuck inside

My brain
Depression end this pain
But lil shawty makes me happy, so happy
I don't know why i was sad at the start
Take a trip and we'll fly up to mars
I hate when we're apart
I hate that you're so far
Love letters in the mail from my heart

Red moonlight, staring at the stars
Now I'll fall apart in your arms
Cause I knew that something was so wrong
Who would think the
Doctors wrong, or everyone's wrong
Who would think that you were all alone
But you aren't alone
Every time that I think I feel fake

My brain
Depression end this pain
But lil shawty makes me happy, so happy
I don't know why i was sad at the start
Take a trip and we'll fly up to mars
I hate when we're apart
I hate that you're so far
Love letters in the mail from my heart

love letters

other platforms

love letters (prod. rafiki)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@x1fern

b-side of "si tu veux"
from the EP:
"si tu dois"

i hope you had a good time.

lyrics:

(dth)
(and i'll try my best)
yeah
thought we had it
tell me about it
and now you're shouting
i'm staying grounded
or at least i'm trying to
i'm not the same
when i'm near you
fuck off
what made you say it like that?
don't want the attitude
i'll throw it right back
the back and forth is really
getting to my head
you make me feel
like i'm better off dead

and i'll try my best
this aching chest
no longer beats for you
at all
so let's lay to rest
to see what's next
remember falling back then?

(fernn)
omg like what's the fucking point now
i try to lay to rest, I try to try my best
you keep on pulling me back
wanna hate you but I confess
everything is so fucked up lately
i been thinking you that you hate me
honestly it's fine
im tired of thinkin bout you all the damn time
you treat me like shit
then you're fucking me again & you're looking so fit
I don't understand this at all
so just lay me to rest cuz I'm praying on your downfall
(praying on your downfall)

(dth)
and i'll try my best
this aching chest
no longer beats for you
at all
so let's lay to rest
to see what's next
remember falling back then?

hope it was fun! w/ 1fern

Song On Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4FHdstFpzA5erwS9kYwfjY?si=fe30c785bb5c4609
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Lyrics:
I like Daisy with the big brown eyes
I can hear you calling, I'm watching
All I want is to be alright
I know that it'll never happen
I'm stuck in this place
I'm falling away to your side
I'm drifting away
I know you won't stay
I know it'll be alright
Why you talking to me
You've been messing with me in multiple ways
I'm growing tall like the trees
I know you'll never be in my way

Is this my sanctuary?
I'm feeling very weary
I'm feeling brokenhearted
It's not stopping me
I'm not getting it back, you'll see
Always fall in a trap
I'll be okay
You won't betray
I'm feeling grey
Is this my sanctuary?
I'm feeling very weary
I'm feeling brokenhearted
It's not stopping me
I'm not getting it back, you'll see
Always fall in a trap
I'll be okay
You won't betray
I'm feeling grey

No I'm not coming back, you'll see
Feel the pain in my head
I'll be okay
Be okay

Sanctuary

spotify

Sanctuary (prod. gareau)

killnord - https://soundcloud.com/killnord?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

thxomuch - https://soundcloud.com/thxomuch?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing\

lyrics:

(killnord)
you say it's my fault
but i know that it's not
you tell me that i'm wrong
you tell me that i should stop
i tell you that i'm not ok
but you don't give a fuck
i tell that i feel lonely
how i'm feeling stuck

now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes

(thxomuch)
shorty dont mind
swallow my pride
i took a left
she took a right

shawty did me wrong
shawty im lost
pick up the phone
pick up the calls

im on the drugs
it was my fault
im on my own
what do you want

swallow my pride
she on my mind
she make cry
i wanna die

(killnord)
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes

(harmony)
you say it's my fault
but i know that it's not
you tell me that i'm wrong
you tell me that i should stop
i tell you that i'm not ok
but you don't give a fuck
i tell that i feel lonely
now i'm feeling stuck

killnord / thxomuch - what went wrong

THXOMUCH