conflict

additional arrangement by @reddeadruby

unique voice ft rubyred

album throwaway nr 2/2
(im working on the album but in the meantime heres this thingy)

lyrics:
i hate how every time we talk
i lay down all my guns for ya
i let myself get way too close
no im not any good for you

dont know what i expected when i texted her
i guess i got what i deserved
though shes better now, just tell my why
i made that girl cry just for you

i hate how every time we talk
i lay down all my guns for ya
i let myself get way too close
no im not any good for you

sometimes i look at you and i see her
she follows me almost everywhere
though shes better now, just tell my why
i made that girl cry just for you

just for you

roses

u+me+we

something simple to gap the bridge
album throwaway nr 1/2

i want

[lyrics]:

Everyone talking for me
You got everything you wanted
Speaking your sentence poorly
Getting nervous around the topic 
We know you’re losing sorely
Talking like you’ve lost your goddamn mind
And looking for it bored me

Three months living in the city
We can play it real cool if u fw me
Don’t wanna mix love with a silly feeling
Got a ton of missed calls, I been getting dizzy 

You been in my head
I don’t run too far
I don’t leave my bed
I don’t talk my shit
Leave it left unsaid 
Let the vines creep up wrap around my neck

I’m sleeping in silence
Your presence is violent
I’m hearing your voice
Darling I know I’ve been hiding 
I’m breathing your words
I know I’ll leave in a hearse
I know you wish me the worst 

Can we go back to last December?
Hope to erase all we remember
heartstrings intertwined like the grapevine 
Know I’m selfish cause I want you at the same time 

When you’re talking
I can’t move, no I can’t darling 
All my sins catch up, they’re calling
I can picture myself falling

I don’t wanna know your friends 
Turn me red I could cut loose ends
Bled me out cause my rules can’t bend 
I’ll die tryna fix what I felt back then
My status to green 
Everybody can see
My name in the tree 
I’m burning it down
Cause every time that I cry
And every time that I bleed 
You’re coming around 
Cause everyone is 

Everyone talking for me
You got everything you wanted
Speaking your sentence poorly
Getting nervous around the topic 
We know you’re losing sorely
Talking like you’ve lost your goddamn mind
And looking for it bored me

talking4me

i had a dream about you and wanted to remember it forever

out now via @teateamdesu flavors vol. 2

[lyrics:]

I can’t remember the features of your face
Or those plans we made, the ones that you called off
And we’ll laugh about the choices that I make
And we’ll talk things out, I’ll kiss you and then I’ll wake up

And I hope you’re doing fine
And I hope you’re sleeping well
Ask my friends just one more time
Cause I know that you can’t tell
What I’m thinking 
What I’m feeling 
If I’m eating 
If I’m sleeping 
If I’m leaving you behind

Cut me open
Bleed me out
Keep me secret
Shut your mouth
Choke on gravel
Learn my place
Dig me up and
Hide my face 
Decomposed
Start to fray
Call for help
catch a stray
severed contact 
To your distaste 
Always somehow
in your way

I’m just someone you could break
Cut me up, throw me away
Smoke and mirrors, I’m to blame 
Pay the price, convinced to stay 

Flowers bloom out of my face
Buried under bales of hay 
prized possession, earth reclaimed
Keep me secret, it’s okay

I’m just someone you could break
Cut me up, throw me away
Smoke and mirrors, I’m to blame 
Pay the price, convinced to stay 

Flowers bloom out of my face
Buried under bales of hay 
prized possession, earth reclaimed
Keep me secret, it’s okay

dream log

[download] birthday music

i don't speak german

unbound, i’m off rocky roads (wouldn’t you know)
Its sound, half of you’s pull me right back in
It's sour, I shouldn't even be here right now…..
Nobody gon’ take it
Nobody goes taking the blame like a bih, leave yourself vacant
Nobody gon’ take it, Nobody gon’- 
Nobody gon’ take it, Nobody gon’- 
Your blurry tongue, makes it feel like there's nothing to you

free

auf wiedersehen

BOOM BOOM BOOM

part of some project. idk i think i was doing 2 much with this 1
will delete this if i end up releasing

misinfo v.1

TYSM for 500 followers!!!! It means so much to me to know that many people enjoy my music. This is a showcase of stuff I've been working on this year that I probably won't be able to release soon. I'm super busy right now with college applications and other life stuff. Lots of insane releases gonna come in 2026 ;)

2:37 lead solo by my goat, soundcloud.com/its_orbitfr

real cuts 2025

This machine will have eyes, ears and a voice

A machine built for exploring. A cat who can do whatever she wants.

1/6 @fluidvisions

https://soundcloud.com/scryble is dead

email: itakmamusic@gmail.com

she/they

unique voice ft rubyred

T.K.A