Lyrics written and performed by: https://soundcloud.com/t_reks

Mixed and mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/jakebartolinofficial

Lyrics:
I am back again
Whispering in your head
Dramatic thoughts flood in 
As I watch you eat what I fed 

I’ve been spiraling 
Down 
I can’t move 
Rip me apart 
And use my 
Skin to keep you warm 

Runnin the tape though my head
Became my alibi
I can’t forget what you said
It keeps me up at night 
Filling the void in my bed 
It’s hard to summarize 
My well being and state of 

Did you ever get to close
Was it your thoughts that left you feelin like a 
Ghost 
the transparency you hold 

Has left you invisible 
invisible 
I feel it too

I’ve been spiraling 
Down 
I can’t move 
Rip me apart 
And use my 
Skin to keep you warm 

Runnin the tape though my head
Became my alibi
I can’t forget what you said
It keeps me up at night 
Filling the void in my bed 
It’s hard to summarize 
My well being and state of mind 

State of mind 

STATE OF MIND

Transparency

lyrics: like i can barely even wake up in the morning because i feel like everything will
begin to fall 
i hope one day that me and my brothers won’t have to wake up, only talk 
through the motherfucking calls
i’m fucking praying that one day i can go to their room and just say “what u wanna go do today”
then they will say “to be honest i don’t even know but to be honest i just want to stay in today” 

all of this music shit is a fine way to cope 
because i know that when i’m here i’m not alone 
im taking straight from my brain and my mofucking heart 
would have fallen apart 
if it wasn’t for y’all 
you guys mean the whole world to me 
just like the blood on my jeans 
and my mofucking team 
they have been there since the past 
now i’m ready to run 
and let’s do it real fast 

when i wake up 
i know that i will go and sing for y’all 
cannot keep my mind too straight 
my eyes began to bawl 
i just wish the fucking best for you 
and maybe for the truth 
i just wanna wish the best for you all 
and a great life for you 

life isn’t always that simple 
you can wish but you will never get what you wish for 
but you better love yourself 
no one is gonna love you as much as you

downtown plaza (prod. slashy) *on all platforms*

lyrics:

i’ve got some flowers here but idk who they’re from
i can’t recall
losin my hours again and again & ik that im losin it all
i just been counting the seconds pass by on the clock that sits on my wall
time slippin by ion know who i am no more

n it hurts
but only for moments &then idk where i’m at
clinical hearse
keep me alive &well even if i don’t want that
losin my words
losin my memories and there aint no good in this bad
n it only gets worse
i’ve got some flowers here but idk who i am

happier due to the waste that i’ve got in my mind
and i’m so unaware
ignorant ignorance no one knows better than me that this life isnt fair
its all the same
everything round me just faded to grey right in front of my eyes
&then i admit i forget that it ever had shine

confused and in pain
i cant remember who left me this way
but it ruined my life
i’m pacing n lost in the halls of my mind
my brain
is tainted
i pay it no mind

flowers (prod. thersx)

stardust [ft. fauxcus] (prod. willie g x lil pipe)

why do i exist anymore, shld b me in that ambulance (prod. purc)

Druga część albumu "Alte". Ponownie stare, niepublikowane tutaj piosenki, w nieco innych wersjach, czasem też stylach. Dodatkowo kilka alternatywnych wersji już publikowanych utworów z nowszych albumów. Słuchajcie a usłyszycie, czy jakoś tak...

Znaczenie (Wersja Ostateczna)

Thought Without Soul

prod. by @strangerofthepast

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Why you holdin a grudge,
While you holdin a gun,
Why you smokin on somehthing and yal don't know what the fuck it is,
I been focused for what,
Cuz the high hopes I'm running with,
You high hoping for something to pull you out of the struggling,
Fuck if that's your mentality,
Sadly that ain't reality,
So you battling with the fact that shit never gone change,
That's why these locals they fuckin with what I'm doing in public tryna kick it go suck a dick yal just hope for the fame,
And watch your tone when you talk,
I'm not the one to put up with all that phony big tough shit why you posing a front,
I'm slightly hopeful but fuck am I bi polar or somethin,
With thoughts of loadin a gun while I'm crying holding it up

(Bridge)
I just wanna be myself,
In a world full of hate and I don't need no help,
You don't know me of well,
Keep thinking you do when you don't,
We probably got a lot in common but you wouldn't know

(Verse)
More than just an organism,
In a foreign prison,
When this shits in orbit spinnin,
Thinkin that I'm sorta gifted,
Gotta different sorta vision,
Light the torch and grip the sword and swing it,
Through the forest splittin anybody go to war against him,
Due to torture when the mental purgatory forming in em,
Which of course had then just led to writing and recording writtens,
Fuck conforming bitch your life is boring to me so I built my own fuckin lane and you can't break outta the norm of shit

(Chorus 2x)
Why,
Why they try to use me like I owe  em something all your fucking lies,
And I don't wanna be here on my own but I can't trust a soul in sight,
And yall ain't never hear me when I spoke because it isn't what you like,
But fuck it I could pack my stuff and leave my home in the middle of the night

middle of the night (prod. stranger)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVDwCMny8n4

prod. @plurbs

Lyrics:
I been waiting for a longer day inside it's cold out
The snow wont melt
And you know that I don't talk a lot I rather let a song speak for itself
Show what I felt
I could feel her essence every single motha fucking time she come around
Aura so gold now
I get the impression that she may just be the one that my heart was bound to find let our souls melt

Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am

I been waiting for a longer day inside it's cold out
The snow wont melt
And you know that I don't talk a lot I rather let a song speak for itself
Show what I felt
I could feel her essence every single motha fucking time she come around
Aura so gold now
I get the impression that she may just be the one that my heart was bound to find let our souls melt

Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am

Well
Step out from the background
Yeah
Live a little never in my head
Feel like we don't ever talk too much it sparks a bunch of motha fuckin arguments I know
Smile frown when we act out
Yeah
In a minute you'll be in my bed
All we ever do is fuck a bunch the condoms flushed wake up sippin coffee cups and go
Same house in the same town
Yeah
I remember we would hit my friends
We would meet up and get lunch and stuff it's nothin but a thought though cuz they all just stuck up now
Think about a little lake house
Yeah
We could live a little inside it
It the summer we would love it such
I wonder whatcha up to we don't talk enough at all

Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am

All I Am (prod. PLURBS) *Official Music Video Link in Description*

RiverKinn
"Blood on the Floor"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Somebody give me a sign
That I'm fine
As I pick myself up
One more time for you
Telling me I'm selfish
Blame me for the things
You put me through
Why
Did I beat myself up
All this time for you?
Never compromised with me
On anything I thought I knew

Calling out
I need you now
Can you hear me?

Break me down
Blood on the floor
Replace me now
You've done it before
You love me less
I hate you more
And I don't care
If I don't make it
Break me down
Blood on the floor
Replace me now
You've done it before
You love me less
I hate you more
And I don't care
If I don't make it

If I don't make it
If I don't make it home tonight
Will you leave the door
Unlocked for me?
Or turn off all the lights
I could see you
Through the window
But you faded out of sight

Calling out
I need you now
Can you hear me?

Break me down
Blood on the floor
Replace me now
You've done it before
You love me less
I hate you more
And I don't care
If I don't make it
Break me down
Blood on the floor
Replace me now
You've done it before
You love me less
I hate you more
And I don't care
If I don't make it

If I don't make it
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

Blood on the Floor

New track and we are back!

Prod sorrow bringer

Lyrics

Yea I say it’s kinda sweet how you don’t wanna love
Cause it’s been a couple weeks I don’t know what’s up
I been down on my knees trynna pray to a god
But the devil in my ears won’t shut the fuck up

I don’t dream 
I just fall asleep and wonder why 
Im not good enough 
Last night I had a dream
I died 
First time I slept well inna month 

I just close my eyes 
I just break inside 

It’s all fine I’m just fine 
Just let it go
And I’ll move on

These voices in my head
Won’t let me sleep
These people that I know
Don’t even know me
So I guess I’ll try to sleep
Heart broke broke life 
That’s the one I lead

insomnia (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

SCHEMAPOSSE

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LPLG

leaving my mark on this earth

I Love Every Single One Of You <3

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✧T Reks