The Upload

i'm sorry that i can't get out of bed 
i'm sorry that my heads always a mess 
i'm sorry that i missed your call 
for the third time in a row
i promise that i care much more than i show

music video

i'm sorry, i'm trying.

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//私の軌道の悪魔//

i can't thank you guys enough for the endless amount of love & support you've given me since the start. i never thought in a million years we'd be where we're at right now & it's crazy to me that we still continue to grow. it's always been a release for me to let loose on a track & hear what you guys think of it. it's always been for the people & for myself. i love waking up every morning & reading every single comment, every single message, etc. you guys put the biggest fucking smiles on my face & i hope you all know i'm here for you as much as you're here for me. i've struggled with my anxiety & depression for years & to know a lot of you are going through the same things is somewhat comforting. we're in this together. i couldn't do any of this without you guys. we're gonna strive & do great things, i promise. don't let your demons get the best of you. i hope you enjoy this one. i love you

check out the music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtv87HVgnpo&t=1s

art by chunniboy
be sure to give him lots of love
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demons in my orbit

Cover Art Credit: http://vsco.co/rosieshulman

You completely destroy me
You destroyed me like you never knew you could
I'm not over you and I never will be
The thing about love is that simple things like her lips and her eyes break my heart
They're not mine and I don't know who's they'll be
Her hair is therapy to my cold and brittle heart

I used to find safety in her smile
I used to feel warmth in the look on her face
I've been left an empty shell to whither and fade away
I used to think of all the things that we'd be
Now I only think of all the things that we never really were

I used to call you mine but now you just don't know
What am I left to do but stand here in the cold
All I've got left are some photos of you and your voice stuck in my head
Saying how you'd be there always and forever until the very end

You were everything to me, and you always will be
Deep in my heart that aches for the sound of your voice
But no longer will I have the choice

I'm sorry for anything that I've done
For the person I've become that you learned to love but then turned your back like a setting sun

If I hurt you I pray that you forgive me
I mean all the words that I say please believe me

And see me as the person you always knew I was
I've never been perfect not in a single way
And that day that you saved me is when I fell from grace
I only needed you and I pushed everyone else away

So now I'm left alone
To live this life all on my own
And I hate the fact that someone else is holding you close
And how you broke my heart when I needed you the most
I've always been too scared to be properly diagnosed
Because you were my pill but now you're nothing but a ghost

And I still have your pictures and that letter you wrote
Where you said that you loved me and you'd never let me go
And you saved me from myself and that's something I hope you know
But you cut me down so quick and I've never been so low

And my stomach aches with every breath of air I breathe
Because you were the one that gave me everything I need
But now this pain won't subside I just can't believe you chose to leave
You were my reason for living how could you do such a heinous thing

I was like a boat that got carried out to sea
And I trusted in your waves, that you wouldn't harm me
You protected me from the storm and gave me a chance at life
And I love the way you cared and asked if I was alright

But something died, something changed and I sunk to the ocean floor
You no longer wanted to hold me up and I drowned from within my core

And every essence of my being is still just too afraid to fight
Because I'm terrified to keep on living without you by my side

And all the things that people said I guess this whole time they were right
Love can never last this way when the flame burns too bright

But I hope you're happy

I hope you're doing fine

I love you still today

Just like you were still mine

I still love the way you laughed
And the things you said to me
You'll never leave my heart
Nor my memory

I just wish I could understand
Why you had to leave
I can't do this on my own
I need you here with me

But you've turned into a ghost
And you're nowhere to be seen
And I can't hear your voice
I won't see your message on the screen

We won't have a family
We won't have a house
We won't raise our kids
You won't be my spouse

We won't grow old together
Like we always planned
You disappeared forever
And alone here shall I stand

you completely destroy me

producer. @lightbodyent
guitar written by @Tylerburkhart
https://soundcloud.com/tylerburkhart/i-want-to-drown-in-snow

i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
inside
i don’t want to live
but ill stay alive
i don’t want to leave
so ill make time
you don’t tell the truth
so you make lies
i cried
i cried again
last night flowers in my bed
last night i lost my best friend 
last nights flowers torn to shreds
last night our love wound up dead
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
inside
our love subsides i don’t feel right
pin me down you eat my insides
like a spider pull me in
kiss my neck make my blood thin
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
your pain inside

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Last Nights Flowers - (prod. lightbody)

prod. by @notmorgn

im a loverboy you can
see it in my eyes
you can see it in my eyes
if you really love me
you can show me don’t hide
please show me
you don’t have to

december in this town
coast breeze so i law low
she can have all of me
whenever she say so
make out more like heart attack
i’m a victim to my cardiac
the bass shake the speaker
like its under pressure
i don’t care if i peak
i just hate compressors
im a loverboy
i can never disguise
i can’t really go
i don’t know how to die

im a loverboy you can
see it in my eyes
you can see it in my eyes
if you really love me
you can show me don’t hide

im a loverboy
im a loverboy

dark night but im guided by ur halo
dark night but im guided by ur halo
dark night but im guided by your halo
panic alone im fearful of failure

rooftop just
lookin at the stars
hold my hand
we can drive in my car
2AM
and im playin guitar
on the real
don’t wanna see us apart
i love my friends
but some wanna die
im just tryna help
them stay alive

im a loverboy you can
see it in my eyes
you can see it in my eyes
if you really love me
you can show me don’t hide

loverboy

guitar by : @waitingoncisco

lyrics:

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

if i'm a star i'm burnt out and looking down
just cause she love me right now
don't mean she'll always be around
always stoned and in my house 
don't got nobody i can count on 
just stay tucked off by myself
oh i 
only get in my zone when i get on my own
all alone
she hit me up at all
and i shut off my phone
i go ghost
i swear she got those words you feel in your bones
who would have known
the prettiest face would have the ugliest soul

yeah but im a loverboy what'd you expect from me
i swear pretty girls will be the death of me
step to me i'm in the sky
baby i been hearing lies 
all my fucking life
so i always treat them nice
so when they fuck me over i don't even think twice
i just cut em off i don't even want a slice
imma leave her blocked
wish my heart weren't so soft 
wish you weren't my first fuck
all the shit is so dumb

now i just find safety in how 
these memories start all fading
put a knife inside my back
then ask why i'm so filled with hatred

anything but give you space and i'd rather erase myself
put the hurt of my back
chasing feeling's never helps

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you, 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

ghostboy. (with waitingoncisco)

https://soundcloud.com/hatefulbeats
lyrics:
drop dead
on the doormat of my ex again
feel the empty space
when she's clogging up my head
now i can feel the
brain cells start to fade away
she take the pain away
she take the pain away

i'm trying
i'm trying
to live life this way
every day
feels the same 
with the pain
no one can stop me from making the bops
i'll never quit until i hit the top

hitting the tops of the charts with my song
hoping that you heard it hitting your bong
hoping that one day that i'll sing to you
rotting in hell know i'll see you here soon

cutting my wrist until all the pain stops
smoking the tree until my lungs go drop
never gonna find a girl as crooked as my ex
only use me for the sex
and now i think im coming next

smoking all day and all night and all day
never found another way to take away the pain
falling to the ground because i only got cement
and my life is not content
i lose my shit when we connect

drop dead
on the doormat of my ex again
feel the empty space
when she's clogging up my head
now i can feel the
brain cells start to fade away
she take the pain away
she take the pain away

take away the pain

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take the pain away (prod. hateful)

prod. @antongxldn & @produnown

Today I turned 19 and I'm still lost af tbh.

P.S. You're Dead To Me

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Produced by Promise

FEELING WEAK AND GOT NO FUCKING PLACE TO HIDE

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
have you ever felt alone
and hoping that will change someday but it wont
help me clear it off my mind
but it's hard to let it go
something's going on inside, but im never gonna show
cus it's filled with sadness
ripping out my soul
got my tears all falling, hoping you don't know
i be gone in the dayligth (daylight)
the pain comes in the nightime (nightime)

[Verse]
yeah im fucking tired, but i never show enough
i swear I'm really trying but the times are getting rough
cus i have no one by my side now
it's getting dark so I shouldn't go outside now
imma die yeah corpse and the bride
what is life, think i need a fucking guide
feeling weak and got no fucking place to hide
i maybe need some help, but baby im alright

[Bridge]
yeah baby im alright,
let me take a step back
cus i dont wanna fight
yeah let me take a step back
cus i dont wanna fight

[Chorus]
have you ever felt alone
and hoping that will change someday but it wont
help me clear it off my mind
but it's hard to let it go
something's going on inside, but im never gonna show
cus it's filled with sadness
ripping out my soul
got my tears all falling, hoping you don't know
i be gone in the dayligth (daylight)
the pain comes in the nightime (nightime)

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daylight (prod. Promise)

Produced by @adjustisac
Extra production by me lol

Lyrics:
I've got your cowboy boots and
They're big shoes to fill
I'm doing all I can, but I
Well I probably never will
And I remember when you
Taught me to pray
Folded my little hands and then you
Told me what to say

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the lord my soul to keep
May the angels watch me through the night
And keep me in their blessed sight
Know you taught me how to be a man
If you get knocked down you get up again
If you're down and out, then you make a plan
I'll never give up, cause you always got my back

Well we
Never shared a beer, but I
Would if you were here, cause I'm
Looking down the road, wishing
For the days of old in summertime
Remember you would drive me, in your
Old pickup truck, now I'm
Cruisin' all alone I'm smilin' in my ride cause I know
That you're right here by my side

What I wouldn't do to be right
Back in your car, you used to
Show up to my school and say
"Good job you'll go far"
But now I'm missing you just
So much
I know you're waiting on us
But heaven's just too far to touch

Well we
Never shared a beer, but I
Would if you were here, cause I'm
Looking down the road, wishing
For the days of old in summertime
Remember you would drive me, in your
Old pickup truck, now I'm
Cruisin' all alone I'm smilin' in my ride cause I know
That you're right here by my side

Cowboy Boots (Prod AdjustIsac)

Enjoy this new track <3
Thank you guys for the support always and keep tuning in and showing love. 

DNAKM

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Could You Hold Me Close (ft. DNAKM)

✨sooner than later (prod. nevrfall)✨

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prod. by @metlast fw him
featuring @sushisai go support him
cover art by @sushisai too

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LYRICS

T Shan
[intro]
im still in love with you I cant get over you
i wish it wasnt true, I was it wasnt true
i still dream of you, i still dream of you

[verse 1]
i wish that I could get you out my head
i rememmber everything you said
all your little words stained in my skin
you said that i was your biggest regret
wishing that these feelings would regress
cause crying over you is so pathetic

[hook]
& how you gonna say im not the one
& you dont wanna take none of my love
got me out here looking so fucking dumb
packing up my things i wanna run away

fell in love with a heartbreak
yeah witta witta witta heartbreak
fell in love with a heartbreak
yeah witta witta witta heartbreak

SuiSai
[verse 2]
Lately lifes been such a letdown
Caught without any backup
What could i have to offer
Fell down hard need help to recover
None of this shit makes sense
Wasted chances always
Linger in those hallways
Whats the point if nothing

Ever goes as is expected
Lets just set things straight
Before they get to far away
Cause i cant sit and
Wait for you to keep me safe
Cause i cant sit here
Keep on wonderin if Youll keep me safe

T Shan
[verse 3]
aint nobody hate me more than i do
lately i been thinking suicide ooh
if you praying say a prayer for my life too
need a fucking rescue
none of my therapists help
none of these pills will help
rapid decline in health
someone come get me from hell

ive smoked ounces of your absence (ounces of your absence)
things aint been the same since you left (been the same since you left)
i cant even leave my bed (cant even leave my bed)
i shouldve woken up dead (shouldve woken up dead)
youre the only one i wanna love
only one i wanna fuck
i cant seem to get enough
youre the only one i wanna love
only one i wanna fuck
baby, youre the only one i can trust

[hook]
& how you gonna say im not the one
& you dont wanna take none of my love
got me out here looking so fucking dumb
packing up my things i wanna run away

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You Said Im Not The One w/ SuiSai (prod. Metlast)

@guccihighwaters

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-and-guccihighwaters-blue-lyrics
produced by notmorgn

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candy (feat. Lund)

"shirt off my back" music video ~
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You Said Im Not The One w/ SuiSai (prod. Metlast)

T Shan

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