Heavy and Rock

Heavy and Rock IX

Go Spurs  (Metal)

Substance and Experance

Crown of Fire

I wore my baseball cap to hide what I could not name
A boy with busted dreams, pretending life was still the same
Four sisters by my side, the world kept looking away
As an adult, I learned to shield my children from the flame


I don’t belong here
I don’t belong here
I belong out there, somewhere in the stars


Schoolyard echoes carved a deeper ache
A church light burned with questions I couldn’t glean
I wore a mask to shield the truth from prying eyes
Ambition dimmed to a flicker under the skies


In the hush, I felt the rumors circle like a doubt
Mom’s tough love kept the storm inside my mouth
Shame wore a crown I never asked to wear
Silence kept me quiet when I needed to declare


Quiet loud in the corners of my mind
Shadows whisper secrets I can’t leave behind
Who knew, who saw, who danced in my unspoken tale
I lost my flame, but I’m not out of the trail


Sometimes I would pedal fast, pretend I wore a badge of steel
On my bike I chased the wind, a shield I could feel
Safe streets, bright sirens in my mind’s own parade
Two wheels and wind kept me present when nothing else would aid



Quiet loud, I’m finding a voice that won’t be hushed
Turning every whispered doubt into something bold and lush
I’m reclaiming the ember, even if it takes a while
To speak the unspoken, to walk beyond the miles


Quiet loud, I rise above the fear I’m living with
This is my truth, a path I’m choosing not to quit
 you are more than what was done
I am more than the scars I carried ................


-Tadeo Vega

I Don't Belong Here

I don’t belong here
I don’t belong here
I belong out there, somewhere in the stars
I’m not who I was yesterday. There’s a weight I carry, a shield I wear.
I built a map from silence, a path from fight, hoping the night won’t find me.
I don’t belong here, not in the fear, not in the quiet, not in the shadows—
I’m reaching for the stars, even if the streetlight won’t let me go.


I wore my baseball cap to hide what I could not name
A boy with busted dreams, pretending life was still the same
Dad was gone by six, left silence where a father should have stood
Sisters by my side, the world kept looking away
As an adult, I learned to shield my children from the flame


In the hush, I felt the rumors circle like a doubt
Mom’s tough love kept the storm inside my head
Shame wore a crown I never asked to wear
Silence kept me quiet when I needed to declare

Chorus
Quiet loud in the corners of my mind
Shadows whisper secrets I can’t leave behind
Who knew, who saw, who danced in my unspoken tale
I lost my flame, but I’m not out of the HELL
I’m still in this hell, but I won’t bow to the night


Schoolyard echoes carved a deeper ache
A church light burned with questions I couldn’t glean
I wore a mask to shield the truth from prying eyes
Ambition dimmed to a flicker under the skies


If love is memory, I’ve learned to hide the stains
To question every compliment that calls out my pain
That the loudest truth is the one I never share
But the weight of silence is a cross I still bear


Quiet loud in the corners of my mind
Shadows whisper secrets I can’t leave behind
Who knew, who saw, who danced in my unspoken tale
I lost my flame, but I’m not out of the HELL
I’m still in this hell, but I won’t bow to the night


Sometimes I would pedal fast, pretend I wore a badge of steel
On my bike I chased the wind, a shield I could feel
Safe streets, bright sirens in my mind’s own parade
Two wheels and wind kept me present when nothing else would aid


Quiet loud, I’m finding a voice that won’t be hushed
Turning every whispered doubt into something bold and lush
I’m reclaiming the ember, even if it takes a while
To speak the unspoken, to walk beyond the miles


Quiet loud, I rise above the fear I’m living with
This is my truth, a path I’m choosing not to quit
you are more than what was done
I am more than the scars I carried from


-Tadeo Vega

Not Your Man (Teddy Swims)  cover

Not Your Man cover

Safe Road

Not Your Man

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Not bad for not having any type of music background and only using my iPhone to creat an escape to free my mind.


9-13-2025 -with AI, my lyrics came to LIFE!  WELCOME TO MY MIND.