⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Am off the nice ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ I feel the release ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Fuck this world ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Cant find no peace ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Write my poems ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Its piece by piece ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Need for calm and some ease ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Down my potion down ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Now i feel the breeze ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Pleasure for my own ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ "Care to explain?" Say please ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Thy should not fear ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Who comes in peace ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Thy dont come near ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ When my veins in freeze ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Bowlin now drop me down with a spear ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Static noise hearing my thoughts ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Can u cover my ear ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Leave the other open and let me drown in fear ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Cut my wrist in the back so i make no scene ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Doing all this shit for free what does it all really mean ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ I do it all for me and not for getting seen ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Ask me about the drugs not the way i've been ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Get me on pop the trunk pop a bean ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ now i feel heavy on my face i feel clean ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ hyperfixated on my love thru love thru screen ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ call u out for ur bluff why u green? sip the lean ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ down half a bottle now i feel Sixteen ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ beat him up for a blunt thats really obscene ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ 30 thugs on me and my blade is unseen ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ too sick in the head can u give me the vaccine ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ heart beating out of my chest , OD , foreseen ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ glowing right now i truly feel pristine ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ piss me off but u cant am really serene ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ momma shout at me now i feel thirteen ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ and i ignored her am really am so keen ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ really keen to keep the dream ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ but now i feel the scheme ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ am not better than u at all ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ thats not my theme ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ but i've been thru it all ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ and its been extreme ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ 333 Radio tuning in from the inside ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ ...where angels don’t knock, and dopamine don’t deliver. ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ cant sleep cant eat ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ knocked off my feet ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ burnin on repeat ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ high off my mind now i crumble in the street ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ they try to hold me down but i feel the heat ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ research chemicals its my defeat ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ grim reaper , grin fever , now i feel complete ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ ask me about the drugs , its bittersweet ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ wet side-walk now its my seat ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ down a bottle of codeine now i see the beat ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ i like the taste of it its really sweet ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ and my love downing codeine , its really neat ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ now i feel so sharp , so ready , so complete ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ am recording in one session , u cant compete ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ record session in my room its really elite ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ let my smooth hand feel the grass , but its concrete ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ u mumbling out words , where is ur sheet ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ u really yelling at me now , what a treat ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ down a bottle of codeine now i see the beat ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ i like the taste of it its really sweet ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ and my love downing codeine , its really neat ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ now i feel so sharp , so ready , so complete ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Codeine dreams, I’m floatin' through the scene ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Can’t feel a thing, but I still chase the gleam ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Highs too loud, now I drown in the stream ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ woke up right now— stuck inside this dream ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Lights fade slow, now I’m ghost in the glow ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Heartbeat low, but the pain still grows ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Whispers in the dark, yeah, they tell me where to go ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ But I’m numb to the truth, and I’m high on the low ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ hell rain, and it fall like a song ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ Tryna find peace but I been gone too long ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ If I close my eyes, maybe I belong ✮˚.*ੈ⋆
⋆*ੈ.˚✮ One last sip, then I’m already gone… ✮˚.*ੈ⋆



Made this song at 4 am i couldnt sleep

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