all sad and blue ;(

i hate the way

why do you say all this shit ab me
and i care ab you how do you not care ab me
i just wna lay in bed with you and just talk to you
but you don’t even wna look at me x4
i just know that i’m a freak i just know that im a weirdo
just look at me
i’m just really sorry for wasting up your time
i’ll get off this earth
just don’t worry

how do you not care

weekofagony

bittertaste w/ kain

Loser xd 

prod @adderal911adderal

lyrics

everyday sucks in my loser filled life
everytime i do something i dont do it right
mirror just laughs, sayin "man, what a sight"
tryna find color in a world that's white
pills in the drawer like a way way out
I don’t wanna die, just shut it all down
sleep feels fake, and the days feel worse
take ten pills and down to the earth
im so stressed out i wanna die now
everyday sucks but who gives a fuck
feel so numb and dumb after waking up
Eyes wide open but my mind's shut up,
Like I’m stuck in a haze, don't know what’s real,
Chasing a feeling, but I don’t know how to feel

Loser Filled Life

i should’ve died earlier

hjjjjjjjjjjhhbbfusrzfugcx.

i watch you from the bushes :)

first song i produced with my very own guitar

lost all hope now i rot away in my room :(
i needed you most but you were never there...
do you think youre worth more than me? i dont know.
maybe one day my thoughts might reach out to you ( i hope )

i made this song with my guitar

it feels so right

self prod
i told myself id die again i dont wanna feel alive again
cus im so tired of my fucking head
endless nights i was praying i could just be dead
oh God, God, im scared of my head
oh God, God please get me out this mess

God i know your watching
your prolly disapointed
i sin everyday and pray that i can change
then do it all the same
oh i am such a shame
oh im the one to blame
oh i cheated your game
oh kick me out the game
oh kick me out the game
oh

kick me out the fucking game

just for fun made in genuinely 5 minutes
on god himself ima be famous by 18

i wont give up on you your literally fucking perfect

cry and weep

i love you and hate me

wanna be a girl (sped up)

newer songs r mostly self prod


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deer in headlights

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