A song about struggling to survive in life grasping feeling of being alone, not understood, suffering, grieving but finding adversity to keep going.

Anxiety (Burnin in the cold)

Always been living behind a mask

Lyrics :
Trapped in a body that's growing older
While my mind stays young, refusing to grow up
The mirror shows a stranger at forty-six
But inside I'm still twenty-five, frozen in time
ADHD mind like a hurricane 
High IQ just makes the chaos worse
Pills to sleep, cannabis to calm the storm
But nothing really silences the noise

And I've been wearing this mask for so long
I don't know if there's a real me underneath
Everyone thinks they know who I am
But they've never seen what's beneath

Behind the mask, behind the mask
There's a storm that never stops
Behind these eyes, behind these lies
There's a boy who's still afraid to grow
And nobody knows, nobody knows
The weight of all these masks I hold

In crowded rooms I feel the loneliest
Surrounded by people I secretly despise
Only feel alive with younger crowds
Where I don't have to face what I've become
A few drinks in and the truth comes out
Words I can't take back in the morning light
Three years was my longest love
Always chasing what I can't have

And I've been wearing this mask for so long
I don't know if there's a real me underneath
Everyone thinks they know who I am
But they've never seen what's beneath

Behind the mask, behind the mask
There's a storm that never stops
Behind these eyes, behind these lies
There's a boy who's still afraid to grow
And nobody knows, nobody knows
The weight of all these masks I hold

There's this girl with a troubled mind
Just like mine, just like mine
I keep trying to save her from herself
When I couldn't even save myself
She doesn't want me, not that way
But I stay, God, I stay
Playing hero with a broken heart
While we both fall apart

My emotions build till they break
First comes silence, then the rage
Fighting strangers in the dark
Just to feel something, anything at all
Half my life is already gone
Peter Pan without a Neverland
Savior complex keeps me bound
To someone who can't be saved

Behind the mask, behind the mask
There's a storm that never stops
Behind these eyes, behind these lies
There's a boy who's still afraid to grow
And nobody knows, nobody knows
The weight of all these masks I hold

Maybe some people aren't meant to be fixed
Maybe some storms never quiet down
Maybe I'll always be the boy who never grew up
Wearing masks until they bury me in the ground

A boy who's still afraid to grow

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LYRICS:

Can you tell bad intent
From fear to let go?
You call yourself heaven-send
Well, when have you dropped your halo?

Make a mess
Make up sex
Pretend we’re in control 
Make me snap
Take it back
I guess you've reached you goal

Sliding down from paradise
With no end in sight

This love is faded
a loss in the mess we created
too far gone to save it
if I'm going down
I'm taking you with me

I bet feels fucking great when
you got the attention you're craving
spilling all of my shit to your friends
Don’t justify it now 

Thinking you were my Eden
Got me wresting your demons
time to tap out, tap out now

This love is faded
a loss in the mess we created
too far gone to save it
if I'm going down
I'm taking you with me

Sliding down from paradise
With no end in sight

too far gone

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I might not ever come back to this to finish it, so I'd love to share it for what it is right now!

Lyrics

(come take a picture with us)
(oh him...nah he's not real...he doesn't exi-)
(ye yeah)
(Bro we have not photos together...)

You won’t find me by the staircase
How long will I be distant
No photos, I don’t belong with you 
I miss when it was just just two

Bliss - oblivious
The good times
Now this is hideous
Let’s rewind

No frame of mine
got no two cents for the house bill
I haunt the night till morning
No yawning, no pillows, no sheep 
I didn’t get my sleep
But I got my wings

Cause I’m up all night, the moon don’t judge me 
I tell em everything

No frame of mine but I stay dancing
I got no better plans

Cause I’m up all night the moon don’t judge me 
I tell em everything

No frame of mine but I stay dancing
I got no better plans

You won’t find me by the staircase
How long-how long will I be distance
No photos, I don’t belong with you (you here) 
I miss when it was just just two

You won’t find me by the staircase
How long-how long will I be distance
No photos, I don’t belong with you (you here) 
I miss when it was just just two

Bliss - oblivious
The good times
Now this is hideous
Let’s rewind

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