4/26/24
#sorrow2k24

uh uh uh yea x4

in the street, to the sharks, let 'em eat
suicidal thoughts, i can't even really sleep
in my head, i can't even speak
no Russian, no discussion, i just wanna leave

baby, lemme die slow in the cold snow
jack frost on my lips, that's a deathblow
i would die for my kin, drown in sorrow
smokin' on that black ash in my lungs like Marlboro

drain my blood like her name, marceline
at my front door, satan staring right at me
i look in the mirror, i see nothing in my eyes
hate the way i feel, got psychosis in the mind

no russian (prod. cyberia)

“The Last Echo” is an acoustic ballad that resonates with the sound of a heart mourning the loss of love. The song’s gentle yet powerful lyrics weave a tapestry of memories and silent yearnings, set against the backdrop of time’s relentless march. Each verse is a brushstroke in the painting of a love story that has reached its twilight, leaving behind only echoes. The chorus is a haunting refrain that captures the essence of finality and the bittersweet farewell to a once vibrant connection. This track is a tribute to the undying echoes of love and the strength found in facing sorrow head-on.

The Last Echo

In loving memory of Jeriann Fairman

Written by Jeriann Fairman

Dark Sorrow

A sorrowful piano piece that represents solitude and pain

Jane

she is gone....truly


LYRICS:

v1

you hit me up at 2 a.m.
i saw it, but i didn’t send anything back
told myself i’d text you in the morning
but you didn’t make it to the morning after that
now i’m staring at your name on my screen
knowing it’s a chat that’s never lighting green
your hoodie’s still on my floor where you left it
i pick it up, put it down, can’t forget it

v2
you said you were fine, i believed every word
didn’t catch the pain hiding underneath the blur
now i replay every call, every laugh, every night
trying to find a sign that could’ve saved your life
songs we loved feel like knives in my chest
i skip every track, but my mind won’t rest
i keep asking why, but the answer don’t come
just me, four walls, and the weight of what’s done

v3
i’ve been pacing through the night, no sleep in my head
tryna fight off the guilt, every word that i said
wishing i could go back, stop you from the edge
pull you off that ledge, bring you home instead
now i’m writing these lines ‘cause it’s all that i got
empty bottles on the counter, and my stomach’s in knots
you were crying out for help but you whispered too soft
now i’m living in the silence of the life that we lost

v4
they said they found you in your room with the pills by your bed
notes scattered on the desk, things you never had said
i read the letter and my hands went numb
“don’t blame yourself, it’s just what i’ve become”
but i do blame myself, every day, every night
for not calling you back, for not seeing the fight
and i hate that your story had to end that way
’cause i would’ve carried your pain if it made you stay

v5
everybody tells me time heals, but it’s lies
time don’t bring you back, time don’t rewind
time don’t give me one more chance to say
the things i should’ve said before you slipped away
i’d give anything just to hear your voice
but the truth is, you never had a choice
now i’m stuck here living with the fact you’re gone
in the morning after that, trying to stay strong

she's gone

Secret Sorrows

a dude who makes music....
終ることがない苦痛
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i fell in love in october (NEW ALBUM COMING SOON)
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 「結局のところ、悲しみは愛の代償なのだ。」 - E.A. ブッキアネリ

「愛なんてクソくらえ」 - ルンド

失ったとき、人が亡くなったとき、涙を流すのはとても難しい。…
泣くことを恥じる必要はない。悲しむのは正しいことだ。

涙を恥じる必要はないことを天は知っている。涙は、私たちの固い心を覆う、まばゆいばかりの大地の塵に降る雨なのだから。

泣くことは弱いということではない。

Remember, every single person we meet is loved by God and is someone Jesus died for. Everyone we encounter through the day - strangers, acquaintances, friends, family

"Jesus defeated death so you can live"
-Charlie Kirk
RIP <3

𝙵 - 𝙵𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚄𝚙
𝙸 - 𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚎
𝙽 - 𝙽𝚞𝚖𝚋 𝙵𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐
𝙴 - 𝙴𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢
ᴛʜᴇ ɢɪʀʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ᴀ ꜱʟᴜ*ᴛ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ; ꜱʜᴇꜱ ᴀ ᴠɪʀɢɪɴ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʀᴇɢɴᴀɴᴛ ɢɪʀʟ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛʀᴇᴇᴛ; ꜱʜᴇ ɢᴏᴛ ʀ@ᴘᴇᴅ. ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ʟᴀᴍᴇ; ʜᴇ ʜᴀꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴏʀᴋ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴜᴘᴘᴏʀᴛ ʜɪꜱ ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ. ᴛʜᴇ ɢɪʀʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘᴜꜱʜᴇᴅ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴅᴀʏ; ꜱʜᴇ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ɢᴇᴛꜱ ᴀʙᴜꜱ3ᴅ ᴀᴛ ʜᴏᴍᴇ. ᴛʜᴇ ɢɪʀʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ꜰᴀᴛ; ꜱʜᴇꜱ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴠɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀꜱᴇʟꜰ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴏʟᴅ ᴍᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ꜰᴜɴ ᴏꜰ ꜰᴏʀ ʜɪꜱ ᴜɢʟʏ ꜱᴄᴀʀꜱ; ʜᴇ ꜰᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛʀʏ. ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ꜰᴜɴ ᴏꜰ ꜰᴏʀ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ; ʜɪꜱ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ɪꜱ ᴅʏɪɴɢ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇᴍ; ɢᴜᴇꜱꜱ ᴡʜᴀᴛ? ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ! ᴘᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴀɢᴇ ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴꜱᴛ ʙᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ ( ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄʜᴏɪᴄᴇ! )

if u have read this far js know that i love u with all my heart thnks

-flxw3rboi

Story telling Poet, Music Composer and Producer.
geraldegreene@gmail.com

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