2 Weeks Ago

Zero P

Gray

i hate how I feel.
chase the pain away with pills
I'll crash in my room
I'll fall in my tomb
i died in your room
I'll cry in my room
she fucked off and left me here
in this empty saloon
I won't cry anymore
the way i cried before
Do you want to try again?

i died in ur room

LYRICS:  

Candle lights, seven nights with you,
wish I know what your eyes went through,
what you know about me is not new,
you should know I stayed with you.

Wish I never tell a lie,
you’re my Vampirrella when the moon rise,
silence never sound right,
wish I never said that you weren’t right.

Same eyelights on you
and your shoes are all nice, all nice,
same eyelights on you
and your shoes are all nice, all nice.

Hold you while you’re crying,
spending another night till the candle light lights,
hold you while you’re crying,
spending another night till the candle light lights.

I know its still trashy, (2024 record) RAW, prod by myself <3

PURPLE - Vampirella

Written, Arranged, Performed, and Produced by Kyle Bolan
Art by Kyle Bolan

Lyrics:
Singers in
November dawn
Board drought forever stolen pawn
Here's a steady rhythm
Banging out over muscle
On long garden
Lawn length epistle
Evening a strike
Orange from horizontal glow
Gregorian hymn
Hers heard in an ear she doesn't know
He will stand there and wait
I am yesterday
I am cassette tape
Warmer working this muscle that is tight
Blind stories tell
of a blind night
or of the smallest glimmer
that escapes all others' sight

I am Summer/Winter
Vernal/Autumnal
You are November
Equinoctial
Nov. 18, 2025

November Solstice

LYRICS:

all these feelings that I’m fighting,
not all films have a bad end,
can’t hold my past I let it go woh oh oh,
can’t change you so I let you go woh oh oh,

I’ve been running I’ve been falling,
running up till the drops fall in,
I got people that I love woh oh oh,
can’t let them down I cannot fall woh oh oh

I won’t let you down,
not all trees can grow,
I’ll let you be my first love

I won’t let you down,
not all trees can grow,
I’ll let you be my first love

in my head I feel like silence talks,
I go out and walk, see the moon and control

in my head I feel an empty noise,
I go out and walk, see the moon can’t control



I know its still trashy, (2024 record) RAW, prod by sn1kubowset mastered by me <3

PURPLE - Can't hold my past i let it go

Why do you want me?
You want me bad, girl — that’s so sad.
I take it back,
Gun to my head, feels like I’m dead.

Running back home,
I’m so alone.
You had your chance…
Now it’s all over.

visible (prod. sodukai)

my fault love (prod. michael harrison)

CATCH ME IF U CAN!

6 feet under (prod. februxry)

Lyrics:

everything I ever want,
everything I’ve ever had,
I learned how to love myself but,
everything is coming back,
every moment,
my head is toasted,
and it is a chemical love,
chemical,
it’s a chemical love,
walking alone,
lost in this voice that is making this song,
is it me? I don’t know,
where is this coming from.

everything I ever want,
everything I’ve ever had,
I learned how to love myself but,
everything is coming back,
every moment,
my head is toasted,
and it is a chemical love,
chemical,
it’s a chemical love,
walking alone,
lost in this voice that is making this song,
is it me? I don’t know,
where is this coming from.


I know its still trashy, (2024 record) RAW, prod by myself <3

PURPLE - Everything

locked in on christmas prod/piggybank112

Written, Arranged, Performed, and Produced by Kyle Bolan

An instrumental version of the well known song.

Instrumental Orrery

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