ill cut you down
ill make you frown
i hate your guts
ill make sure you die

I want you dead (prod. jorko)

Written, Arranged, Performed, and Produced by Kyle Bolan
Art by Kyle Bolan

Lyrics:

I must have some weight
I must have some wind
To hold me down

Waving from Purgatory
The content of my soul
Let me go

I heard you had grief 
I heard you had relief
Let me carry it home

Nothing defeats a happy home
Nothing defeats me all alone

Waving from Purgatory
The content of my soul
Let me go

I must have the moon
I must have the sun
To hold me down

Nothing defeats a happy home
Nothing defeats me all alone
I hear you had relief
Let me carry it home
March 17, 2025


Waving From Purgatory

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Now It's Time to Lead

Written, Arranged, Performed, and Produced by Kyle Bolan
Art by Kyle Bolan
 Lyrics:
Band despised
or outright
Harmony in molars lied
Despite rolling motors on the home
Remaining obviance on the roam
Howard road skates like ice
Ours was a simian vice
Like lo-tecs living off rice
Sole bared this tiled piece
The soil buried the deceased
Poor animal
Awakens outside
This is his tomb and his grave, his rising tide
The populace ride
Overdressed and under weighed
Fan blood that is saved
Fan vote Jobraic
Outdoes his life
Mute media heats a knife
To saith:
"Go thou beneath me, little and afraid
Away in some dark corner to stay"
He is a hunter, not a spy
One shadow he pulls under
Poor animal, he cannot fight
There once was a widdle
who goes there for our war
Only my serpent eye
which rolled when hit the floor
Saddle recognition
Like pool like bike
Our service for this peace
Like servants all diseased
Mock of the Mandrill
Hawk of the hand - will
Wait for the stick to be thrown 
and then go after it alone
A search recommended by name
and algorithm locked
Poor animal
that is tamed
then unlocked
Oct. 29, 2025

Poor Animal

2 Weeks Ago

Zero P

Gray

i hate how I feel.
chase the pain away with pills
I'll crash in my room
I'll fall in my tomb
i died in your room
I'll cry in my room
she fucked off and left me here
in this empty saloon
I won't cry anymore
the way i cried before
Do you want to try again?

i died in ur room

LYRICS:  

Candle lights, seven nights with you,
wish I know what your eyes went through,
what you know about me is not new,
you should know I stayed with you.

Wish I never tell a lie,
you’re my Vampirrella when the moon rise,
silence never sound right,
wish I never said that you weren’t right.

Same eyelights on you
and your shoes are all nice, all nice,
same eyelights on you
and your shoes are all nice, all nice.

Hold you while you’re crying,
spending another night till the candle light lights,
hold you while you’re crying,
spending another night till the candle light lights.

I know its still trashy, (2024 record) RAW, prod by myself <3

PURPLE - Vampirella

Written, Arranged, Performed, and Produced by Kyle Bolan
Art by Kyle Bolan

Lyrics:
Singers in
November dawn
Board drought forever stolen pawn
Here's a steady rhythm
Banging out over muscle
On long garden
Lawn length epistle
Evening a strike
Orange from horizontal glow
Gregorian hymn
Hers heard in an ear she doesn't know
He will stand there and wait
I am yesterday
I am cassette tape
Warmer working this muscle that is tight
Blind stories tell
of a blind night
or of the smallest glimmer
that escapes all others' sight

I am Summer/Winter
Vernal/Autumnal
You are November
Equinoctial
Nov. 18, 2025

November Solstice

LYRICS:

all these feelings that I’m fighting,
not all films have a bad end,
can’t hold my past I let it go woh oh oh,
can’t change you so I let you go woh oh oh,

I’ve been running I’ve been falling,
running up till the drops fall in,
I got people that I love woh oh oh,
can’t let them down I cannot fall woh oh oh

I won’t let you down,
not all trees can grow,
I’ll let you be my first love

I won’t let you down,
not all trees can grow,
I’ll let you be my first love

in my head I feel like silence talks,
I go out and walk, see the moon and control

in my head I feel an empty noise,
I go out and walk, see the moon can’t control



I know its still trashy, (2024 record) RAW, prod by sn1kubowset mastered by me <3

PURPLE - Can't hold my past i let it go  (Pitched up)

PURPLE - Can't hold my past i let it go

Why do you want me?
You want me bad, girl — that’s so sad.
I take it back,
Gun to my head, feels like I’m dead.

Running back home,
I’m so alone.
You had your chance…
Now it’s all over.

visible (prod. sodukai)

my fault love (prod. michael harrison)

CATCH ME IF U CAN!

Lyrics:

everything I ever want,
everything I’ve ever had,
I learned how to love myself but,
everything is coming back,
every moment,
my head is toasted,
and it is a chemical love,
chemical,
it’s a chemical love,
walking alone,
lost in this voice that is making this song,
is it me? I don’t know,
where is this coming from.

everything I ever want,
everything I’ve ever had,
I learned how to love myself but,
everything is coming back,
every moment,
my head is toasted,
and it is a chemical love,
chemical,
it’s a chemical love,
walking alone,
lost in this voice that is making this song,
is it me? I don’t know,
where is this coming from.


I know its still trashy, (2024 record) RAW, prod by myself <3

PURPLE - Everything

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