first song off "doomed" album
prod. @prod-oc 

// lyrics 
you fall from heaven
then you promised it won’t happen again???
your wings are fully severed
and your eyes are turning red like a fiend

oh my, alright
got a lot of blood dripped to the side
got a lot of thoughts
rotting my mind
got a lot of pain
that i’m still romanticizing
but don’t judge my insides
when you all keep on disguises
all night

you fall from heaven and said
please don’t go and tell all my friends
but your wings are god damned severed
don’t you think that they all know it’s the end

oh my alright
got a lot of scars all on your thighs
got a lot of drugs i know you hide
got a lot of pain that you’re still romanticizing
but won’t judge your insides
when i’ve kept up my disguises
all night
aha

romanticize

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romanticize [oc]

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


hatemylife

lyrics:

Spend another late late night in the back of the ride
Imma take my time on you
Tell you that I hate my life but it's no surprise
If you lived like this you would too
I guess it's no use, I'm just too obtuse
I'm just too caught up in the moment, feelings flowing
Lay me down so soft and slowly
Oh

It's real late night real talk where you goin where you been at?
Said I couldn't spare the energy to tell you where I been at
She a devil when she hit that grin
I'm an angel in disguise, you are not my twin
I don't got like no enemies, Thorfinn
So I don't know why you did what you did
Think that you know what you do to me
I see the premeditation lead to erasure
Of all that was you and me
Now we've grown so abrasive cannot be bothered
To mend those wounds, maybe ease that pain
Make it all alright, make it all okay
I just missed my bus, you just caught your train back home
Imma kick it right here on my own

Spend another late late night in the back of the ride
Imma take my time on you
Tell you that I hate my life but it's no surprise
If you lived like this you would too
I guess it's no use, I'm just too obtuse
I'm just too caught up in the moment, feelings flowing
Lay me down so soft and slowly
Oh

hatemylife

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


antidote

lyrics:

I been all alone, really need you now
You ain't picking up the phone, got me all stressed out
Only see you when it snow but it's summer now
Imma take a melatonin and go lie down
Damn I really hate to say that I need you
She been out at his wearing clothes that are see through
I don't wanna go but I need to
Offer you the globe but it never seems to please you

Can we run it back?
I'd be lying if I said that I don't want it bad
Constantly in my feelings, you don't feel a thing bout all of that
I would send a DM but I know that you won't open that
Back and forth, there we go
What is that? I don't know
Goin ghost, seems she always on the road
Never home, never sure
Bite my tongue, better watch my words
Buy her a bag, I buy her a purse
And she say that I'm the worst
She's in my system
And I don't know how to react
Bring me the antidote
Give me myself back
She's in my system
And I don't know how to react
Bring me the antidote
Give me myself back

I been all alone, really need you now
You ain't picking up the phone, got me all stressed out
Only see you when it snow but it's summer now
Imma take a melatonin and go lie down
Damn I really hate to say that I need you
She been out at his wearing clothes that are see through
I don't wanna go but I need to
Offer you the globe but it never seems to please you

antidote

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


starstruck

lyrics:

Guess that I have never done a thing right in my life
Only see me when it's dark, never in the spotlight
On the streets in the car, I'm just tryna clear my mind
Only keeping the scars that I need to remind
All the rest gimme stress, I don't need to rewind
I'm the best of the less than, never gonna shine
It's a test I guess but I'm never gonna try
I'm better than the rest but I'll never be that guy

Opened up my heart
And you shut it down
Don't know where to start
Do you feel it now?
Try to maintain a good mind space
But I lie awake, think about you
Give you all the time and space
That you might crave
But I'm dying to still be around you
I guess I'll see you when I get back
I guess I'll see you when I get sad
Only ever see you when it gets bad
Only wanna be me when I get mad
Got you in the beamer in the backseat, nasty, crashing
Never gonna see you in the morning
Make it last, please
Never gonna be the man that I was being last week
Gotta get some sleep
Dream of love, everlasting

Guess that I have never done a thing right in my life
Only see me when it's dark, never in the spotlight
On the streets in the car, I'm just tryna clear my mind
Only keeping the scars that I need to remind
All the rest gimme stress, I don't need to rewind
I'm the best of the less than, never gonna shine
It's a test I guess but I'm never gonna try
I'm better than the rest but I'll never be that guy

starstruck

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


nah, i'd win

lyrics:

See you in the mirror, break the glass just to spite you
God I fucking hate that I have ended up just like you
Dancing in the rain but it burns, so I stop
Will I learn from the cost?
Gotten sick of being lied to
Said you're gonna stay but you never seem to stay long
Look me in the face and tell me that I did it all wrong, you can't
Just another failure that somehow escaped the lab
Treat me like a rat
Is this for the best or the worst?
Am I blessed? Am I cursed?
Don't resemble the rest of the herd
Is there such thing as a good person, or just great pretenders?
Blessed with the words
Get ahead of the curve
I'm a mess in the shape of a person
Think I learned a lesson but I can't seem to remember
So cold, so cold, December
I hope to God I get better
And if one morning I wake up and realize that I missed my fucking chance
Then let this next breath be my last

Take my heart and teach me how to love
How to trust
How to find a reason just to keep myself from giving up
Getting up consistently been feeling like I'm spilling blood
What a buzzkill
Don't wanna be the bad guy
Always been the sad guy
Always been the last in the back of the damn line
And right now I don't wanna hear another damn lie

nah, i'd win

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

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