Pinder this: You date a beautiful woman and she leaves you for a beautiful man and you develop a crush on him

Stacy's Man

In The Shed

Here's a song we wrote about pirates! 

Drifting away, the moments in between
What it means to be you and me
Won't get too far on this boat of sticks
Going crazier every time the clock ticks

They wanna hang me for what I've done
They wanna hang me for having fun
I don't know where I'm going
I don't care the waters flowing

So pour me up another drink
I wanna get too ****ed up to think
'Cause it's only flowin' on way
Who am I to argue with the sway?

Pirate Raft (Demo)

this is very strange
you tell me that you love me
offer me a drink
and go to your house

LET'S GO!
come on come on
Stop it!

Verse 1
Why are you telling me that everyone does this?
You're killing me
Stop telling me
That you love me
So what?
They look at us like dead drug addicts

Verse:
Strange love
You consume me with your death
You are a vampire in a human body
Drinking blood Other guys
You have always deceived me(??)
holding knife behind your back

Strange love

Bags of Candy

Little Killer

Bygone

Carried Away

Unthreaded

Product

Smother and Slake

Like Coupons

This photo of me in the single art really does encapsulate my gestalt when I was younger. Always high, usually in my head, often silent. I did not give a fuck. Or at least I thought didn’t.

What I didn’t realize through all the drugs, the car wrecks, the arrests, is that even if you know the world around you is wrong, by running from it, you run the risk of also running from yourself. And that’s what I did. I ran so far from myself that I ended up in a psychosis when I was 19 (another story).

I haven’t talked about this with many people, but after I recovered from the psychosis, I experienced “emotional anhedonia” for years.

It’s kind of like instead of working with 100% of your pleasure emotional spectrum, you’re working with only 10%. I’d hear a joke and intellectually know it’s funny or listen to a song that used to deeply move me, but I couldn’t emotionally conjure a reaction. Just this empty void.

Over the years, my emotional spectrum gradually returned.

Ironically, by facing the pain that I had been dissociating from, I gained access to the pleasure and the self that I’d buried so many years before.

While there’s a sadness to the song, I hear it as hopeful. It’s about reclaiming years lost, understanding coping mechanisms and instead of running from pain, embracing it.

It’s okay to cry ❤️

crybaby

Fmaj7 Dm Am G Em F C D

got some blood on  my teeth

whyes your love

out of reach

what you get out the thing you do

doubting me

how could it ever be

how could be

now that we

You can take it all but you can't take my soul out of me

I don't even know her name

Unleash the chaos, feel the energy collide

Feel the rush, we ignite the night

Feel the rush, we ignite the night

The time has come for you to choose

It's a crazy mixed up world

and we've got none left to lose

Unleash the chaos, feel the power surge

And I got my head in the clouds

Gotta get away from here

Unleash the chaos, feel the electric surge

i said bitch it's going down

and  my head is in the clouds

and i'm feeling mighty free

and i'm feeling so endowed

and i know you feel it now

who is the prince of indie

don't you think of how

I do thsi shit so crazy 

You know it drives me crazy

You know it drives me crazy

Don't you think you can touch me

When they say you can't save me

And when you look at me

What a life it was to be

You don't know s about this scene

Can't you hear me when I scream

The way you look at me

The way you appreciate me

It's just a bit trouble

And baby what you do to me

Cause you do it for me

You are beautiful to me

I don't think it's possible

To me it makes me want to scream

But if you know what I mean

I've been living in a dream

I see you in my dream

But I'm stuck in between

You are my african queen

You don't know what I mean

You show me everything I seem

 teenage queen or just a dream

Baby what do you mean

And I just wanna scream

I just want to dream a dream

You're my vision what I dream

Your face is so obscene

Out_of_Reach

NO I AIN'T (LIVE at JimmysJukeJoint)

glitterinveins - LIFE IS BLEAK (demo)

Keen for a road trip?! You're in for a wild ride!

The Pause Tape S02 E02

Dumb It Down

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Closing the Gap Between Myself and My Destiny

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