REMORSE (Prod Hypnotize)

just a small rap i wrote to this track for fun. audio may be a bit scuffed. i dont own the beat or intend to profit from it. beat is imagine by jeski. all rights go to the respective owners. this is just for fun.

rough lyrics

i
i dont know why 
i dont know why im even alive
i dont know why
i dont know why
i dont know why im even alive
i dont know why
i dont know why
i dont know why im even alive
i dont know...


i dont need nobody inside my life, sometimes i look up at the sky wonder why?
given the gift of great knowledge to mind, and im seeking somebody to dump it all on, would they not even try listen to song??? am i all wrong or right on this walk?? stayin up late some say i been gone, not much to do so i just blast off, smokin a pack cuz i need it so bad, i look at the facts and then i get sad, takin them drags but fun never lasts, still seems like im stuck in the pasts, runnin through grass im searchin for sunshine, blinded from lights i shouldn't have ran from, how to refind illusions of grandeur?
stuck in life's game, i sure had not planned this. tookin for granted, smashing my hand bitch, against the wall, spaceship has landed, crater been left to devastate the planet, took all the information and handed off for somebody elses advantage, seem like the situation been mismanaged, eviscerate the creation they done fanned it, flames blown from off shore consuming the sand disk
store these memories away before plan hits. damaged people can relate to the havoc, tragic deaths of a dream never salvaged, not worthy of being the one with good habits, the tones fling from the themes upper cabinet, once smart to be... later ends in a tragedy. am in love or just caught up in traffic? waiting my turn to feel some human magic?
these days seem to be the same as they always were, the words we heard absorbed inside and let the pain curd, over the ferns
deferred to a different degree of being me, make em all believe
they'll see a big jump in action, as if the soul been blackened
but the slag started crackin off from the whole
but really whos known to have what they show? 


i
i dont know why 
i dont know why im even alive
i dont know why
i dont know why
i dont know why im even alive
i dont know...

idk y - imagination JESKI - layyzz edit

BOL'SHE NE NADO

RAZOR

TRAUMA DUMP

WeJustMadeThisSongRN

A dark, lo-fi phonk track drowned in grit and emotion. “Grey ’Til the Grave” blends heavy 808s, horror film textures, and bleak, introspective lyrics to capture the feeling of spiraling through substance abuse, numbness, and the occult. Raw, underground energy with a cold, early-2000s aesthetic.

Grey ’Til The Grave

... credits to $uicideboy$, Novulent and Juice WRLD featured in this track and also this songs a recreation of monochromatic with just a tad bit of distortion.

MONOCHROME. [Final Revision]

brain fall (w/ kcolor) [prod. neverforever]

i d13ed that day

aka lars cat fingers aka former psychiatric ward patient aka $alad aka d3p1ug

IG: jxsh.lee.official

Midwest artist on a low budget
DM to collab on something ✍🏻

Started making music in 2020, motivated by Lil Peep and the GBC.
These days, I’m still influenced by Peep but heavy on the G59 motivation. Big fan of the $b and Bones. I do music as a hobby on the side when I’m not working or gaming. Dreaming of a day I get to play at least a couple songs live in some underground place just to experience what motivates the artists I look up to.

small town rap for the quiet mind. 

https://www.instagram.com/layyzzdayyzz?igsh=MXBxem9uZmxxMTh5YQ==

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