We fell fast in Monterey, love caught us unaware,
Promises made in whispers, floating through the salty air.
Just a year went by, we tied the knot, we thought it was destiny,
We were lost in love, I ignored the clues, I was too blind to see.

That night in Texas, your words hit hard, spilled like a fucking drink,
I felt your sting, but I pushed through, I didn't want our love to sink.

You pulled the strings, I played the part,
A forsaken marionette, I lost my heart.
All I wanted was your love, but I was never good enough,
You grew bored, left me stranded, forgot our love.

Downtown Omaha, our life stacked high above the street,
Your rules, your plans, my fading voice, a cycle on repeat.
Behind the doors that COVID shut, tensions fucking soared,
One fateful night, while riots blazed outside, inside your fury roared.

Stardew Valley on our screens, my corn maze sold away,
Your shouts broke me down, I couldn’t find the words to say.

You pulled the strings, I played the part,
A forsaken marionette, I lost my heart.
All I wanted was your love, but I was never good enough,
You grew bored, left me stranded, forgot our bond.

That Labor Day, your fury struck, a blow that broke my bone,
The car swerved, my fear surged, facing the unknown.
You left me bruised by the roadside of our failing tale,
In that moment, clarity, I knew we were too frail.

All I wanted was your love,
But I was never good enough.
...why wasn't I good enough?
All I ever FUCKING wanted was your love!
But I, I was never FUCKING,
Fucking good enough!

You pulled the strings, I played the part,
An empty marionette, I forgot my heart.
I thought I wanted your love, but it was never good enough,
You grew distant, left me isolated, forsook our bond.

No more strings!
No more shadows!
I'm finally FUCKING free!
In losing you, I found myself -
now I truly see...

Felicity

Just recently learning how to produce music, long time music enthusiast and hobbyist on a lot of random instruments. Finally taking the plunge to record and make something full out of it! I'm mostly into metal and EDM, but I dabble in some other genres from time to time.

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