Can'tTellYou

HALO (ft. Douglas!) [prod. okbarratt]

@infernalprayers

lyrics
(azara)
I can see ur soul 
don wanna play these games
like no one has to know 
free me from these chains 
she cannot let me go 
I do not feel the same 
we freeze all alone 
don wanna feel this pain
cause the last time that I breathe, is the last time I lost faith 
u the last girl I would keep, ur the last girl I would hate 
ur the only one I love, ur the only one held close
if I lost my life today, ur the only one whod know
can u let me go, cause I know, one day Ill be gone
hanging in a tree, my dead corpse, colder than the snow
just to let u know
u meant alot to me
nd I hope u know
that Im sorry
u don want me to go
but its hard for me
so whenever ur alone
come back to me

(rubywitch)
just to let u know
u meant alot to me
nd I hope u know
that Im not sorry
when my frown turns cold-
nd Im hung from the ceiling upside down
cant stop feeling upside down
when I start feeling upside down 
nd claws start tearing my heart down
I don care Ill jus lay down

can u let me kno, cause I kno, one day Ill be gone
hanging from a tree, my wrists froze, I been dead put on
ur the only one I love, ur the only I hold close
if I hung myself rn, ur the only one whod know

stream☾

crossparttwo.mp4 feat.zoloftuser666 (@ruby @azara)

this is the first song off the beat tape that i will drop sometime next week

HONEY / ROMANTICA

prod & written by me

lyrics:

I LIKE YOU
YOU LIKE ME
I LIKE PURPLE, YOU LIKE GREEN

I LIKE FRUIT
YOU LIKE BEANS
I LIKE CIRCLES, YOU LIKE 3’S (hi)

I LIKE THE WAY YOU DO YOUR HAIR
YOU LIKE THE CLOTHES I WEAR

I LIKE YOU
YOU LIKE ME

v1 
i like walks on sunday morning
& talking til i’m boring
& rain until it’s pouring
are you open? i’m a door hinge

your honda i’m according
you’re a song that i’m recording
you’re microsoft exploring?
i’m apple, you’re an orange!

& even out of all our silly little differences
..i mean there’s gotta be a hundred billion trillion
you’re magnificent, in my humble opinion
the only thing that’s switzerland is ..

v2:
you make me feel silly 
like an octopus’s city
i’m a puppy 
to your kitty
i’m a martian
mork & mindy
i want french fries, you want tater tots
we split a 50/50
nick to disney
nsync to britney
…kiss me
if you’re with me

& even though i know that all our doom is imminent
is it crazy if i say that i don’t give a shit
cuz we’re intertwined in all of our existences
the only that isn’t it is..

I LIKE YOU

produced & written by me

lyrics:

v1:
call me in the morning when you wake up
you’re the only one who’s time i wanna take up
i know you don’t really wanna make love
we can watch a movie drink a cup of tea & stay up

you go from 
someone’s everything to nothing in an instant
& i’m not coming to you asking for forgiveness
i just wanna know if you’re still on my wishlist
do you still wanna give each other christmas gifts?

cuz i don’t wanna lose our tv nights forever
i promise i’ll still love you even when we’re not together
& trust me i’m not tryna say that everything was better
i’m just saying i miss trading secrets & sweaters

i’m not ever only text you on your birthday
i know you’ll hate this but i miss you in the worst way
& ever since our first hang
i put you in the first place

hook:
you’re still my best friend
even though we both know
we hit a dead end
i’m just hoping you know
oh, oh, oh oh
you’ll never be alone
oh, oh, oh oh
even when i let you go

v2:
it’s complicated 
yeah that’s what i keep saying
there’s part of me that’s praying
you’ll still end up staying

& i know that it’s best to leave
& i don’t what’s best for me
i thought that we were meant to be
you’ll never be my enemy

what the fuck i’m sposed to do with all this weekend?
with all these memories from sunday morning sleep in’s
every now & then greif, it starts to creep in
but i can’t see a world where we don’t ever wanna be friends

it’s steeping 
we’re deep in 
rejection & resent
to fall ain’t a season
my dog says we’re even

you’re brave
& i stayed
i’m a rock in a place
at the thought of you’re gaze
so how long does it take?

to get over something you were sleeping under
i think it’s gonna be another lonely summer
what coulda been, i guess i’m left to wonder
if we don’t stay cool it’d really be a bummer

i’m proud of you & it’s very brave but.. yeah

best friend

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02 0
03 Falling Down
04 Open Eyes
05 Away From U
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10 Broke n Ugly
11 Control It / Broken
12 Make It Right
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