i could never ft kynlary (symels)

prod me

*lyrics*

is it rly so bad?
nothing i never had
ever last a scratch
if it glitters: it's gold
everything tht i know
is a mirror and smoke

now it's the morning
n i ain't evr woke up
in the light there's bliss
that the dark can't touch
i ignore it
i'll keep on pushin my luck
all my life is bliss
if i nvr grow up

i found beauty in the mundane
would u look at tht?
i could say goodbye, and maybe i will 1 day
if i finally crack

life's slow
play it slowly
all i know
is 2 keep going

now it's the morning
n i ain't evr woke up
in the light there's bliss
that the dark can't touch
i ignore it
i'll keep on pushin my luck
all my life is bliss
if i nvr grow up

i dont want 2 know

i pay 
no mind 2 my surroundings
u can go around me
make my way
take the steps that they told me
i guess they sold me

now it's the morning
n i ain't evr woke up
in the light there's bliss
that the dark can't touch
i ignore it
i'll keep on pushin my luck
all my life is bliss
if i nvr grow up

*entry1*

	i am born, into a new realm
	my eternity has suffered countless lifetimes
	and suddenly
	i know nothing at all

	relief

	the lifted burden
	of something i no longer recall

blissss

L3UL3PERKS

<333
i feel like im moving on
baby please dont call my phone
i didnt think that it was gonna take so long

i used to cry myself to sleep
didnt think that i was in so fucking deep
yea you made me feel 
made me feel so cheap
i dont know why i let u in with those eyes

i never saw you apologize
im getting tired of all your lies
i always saw you and your disguise 

yea made me feel so worthless
why the fuck are you hopeless
you make me so loveless

its okay
i aint giving up
im just letting go

its the same 
yea you messed me up
ima let you know

that im fine 
btw you know
you a fucking hoe
and im good ima let you know that im letting go

letting go (adrien)

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH #ILOVESHYBEATS

lrx:
think that i wont kill myself?
like bitch you tryna bet?
ill do that shit to prove a point
i aint even that depressed
my mouth'll tell you one story, wrist'll tell another
hardly got no shit to lose cause i lost most of my brothers

i can tell but i wont bother
stalked her but atleast i got her
my own health i had to slaughter
fuckin hell i suffered
fuckin hell i been through pain
but you damn right i made it through
you best keep me from the fame
cause you gon see what ima do
you gon see that im going mental
(yabba dabba dabba doo! :p)
wounds gon stick to you like glue
they gon put me in a zoo
use this song right here as proof
"he was psycho in his youth"
"we dont care if its a goof"
cause either way im fuckin stupid

i got headrush yuh!
i cant see straight nah!
think i hear shit now!
might start screaming ah!
might start bleeding yah!
feel the demons now!
cant you feel this huh?

think that i wont kill myself?
like bitch you tryna bet?
ill do that shit to prove a point
i aint even that depressed
my mouth'll tell you one story, wrist'll tell another
hardly got no shit to lose cause i lost most of my brothers

i got headrush yuh!
i cant see straight nah!
think i hear shit now!
might start screaming ah!
might start bleeding yah!
feel the demons yuh!
cant you feel this huh?

i wont kms..!?

אז עזבתי תעיר כי אני לא מפסיק לבכות
והכנתי עוד שיר בכדי להצליח לראות
את כל השקרים ואת כל התגובות
שלך

כל מה שלא עשית 
ומה שלא רצית
היום אני מבין שזה להיות רק חופשית
או שאולי פשוט לא רצית אותי
איתך

האמת שאני מרגיש הרבה יותר טוב בלעדייך
פעם פחדתי שאני לא אהיה בחייך
עכשיו מבין שזה לא אמור להיות כמו שזה היה
אני חושב שהשקט בנינו מספר את כל מה שקרה

השקט בנינו (בטייק אחד)

#anotheryear

{chorus}

its too many things i dont wanna say
how many times i said to stay away
but i still want u near
why arent u right here with me
why arent u right here?
but the pain just never disappears...

cause everytime, u and i, meet out eyes
we make love, and decide, its not time
take my hand, tell me another lie
come here, u make me feel alive

{verse}

i got confessions, i never wanna say
i got ur message, every night i press replay
cause i still miss everything that i think ud say
every time i see u on the street i wish ud say hey
and u act like im invisible,, is that okay?
u treat me like a villain every single day
once upon a time u made me feel okay
the feeling of that comfort, i guess thats what i chase

wedding rings, white gowns, everything that comes with it
what does it mean when im down i bring everything else with it
where are u now that ive changed i swear that somethings different
where are u now that ive changed i swear i miss it...

{chorus}

chase (vvvl3nty + indrasarrow)

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if ur feeling miserable its okay cuz i always do

i feel like nobody wants my help #thugs4life

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