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@ruddaz ⠀ + ⠀@gasoiid ⠀ + ⠀@coast2coast
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gasoiid - a journey home ミ★

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hi. its been so long that idk what to really say here.  

this song means a lot to me because ive been on a journey myself of trying to find my way back home. my way back to myself. finding myself. or rather, returning to myself. 

this account has been with me through so much, and it’s really incredible to see just how far these silly edits have taken me over the course of these years. i realize now that even when i felt completely and utterly lost and alone, god was aligning my steps and cleaning up the road ahead of me. 

its felt really good to dive into the idea of god, and who he is to me. after having been a vehement atheist my whole life, to really have my entire worldview, mind, and perception be changed so much in such a short amount of time has been a mind boggling change for me to experience. 

a journey of truth is never an easy one, but i’ve really felt like ive found the missing piece to my life in him. 

and im happy :)

im happy because i no longer feel defeated everytime I open my eyes, i no longer feel the weight of comparison crushing my spirit whenever i look at my friends and my peers living their truths and making their dreams come true. 

i may not be the best, but thats okay for me, because i’m no longer ashamed to be me. and im returning to who that “me” really is, and it feels good. 

of course there are a lot of growing pains, but ive done so many things in this past year that i never would have ever thought possible for me just 2-4 years ago. 

i played my first international show in berlin (big ty to @candyflip030!) and rn as of writing this im slated to go to las vegas to perform my first domestic show with @purityleech and the roflcopter crew [6.28.2025!!!! so end of this month]

that inner critic inside of me still talks but im learning how to no longer listen to him. im learning what it means to believe in a vision and truly have faith. im learning what it means to surrender. im learning how to take the good with the bad, and find the good IN the bad. 

at the beginning of this year my entire life was turned upside down, i lost my friends, my bf, and pretty much my entire life. and i spent the end of last year living in fear and trying to claw on a door that god had closed for me. but now 6 months into 2025 im actually happier than ive been in a long time. and yes my new life is not easy, god is instilling in me the virtue of responsibility, but it is good. 

and i want to continue growing. I still battle with fear on a daily basis. I still have major anxieties and insecurities. and I still feel so unworthy of any kind of success that whenever I get any sliver of it I have the urge to self sabotage.... but im learning how to OVERCOME. 

i want to continue becoming the true version of me, the me that i never knew i could be. i know it’s in there, and i know i will find him, i just have to keep going, and i need to have faith. and i know that there are things that i want that i may not ever get, but im learning how to become okay with that. 

im finally thankful for this life of mine. and i can’t believe that it’s taken me this long to start living. yes i may be a late bloomer, but im glad to be blooming now nonetheless. this is just the beginning…. this is just the beginning  ⠀ ⠀ ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚


- g.   =)   <3

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og: https://www.beatport.com/track/home-feat-discovery/10730012

free dl

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jumpstyle monochrome

jumpstyle monochrome (Super slowed + Bass Boosted)

og: dylann angercar (prod. sehous)
addl samples: 6arelyhuman + anamanaguchi

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once or twice a month i think abt what dylann angercar couldve made & done if he were still alive today

he did so much in such a short amount of time, his music was so horrifyingly beautiful in ways ive always wanted to hear but had no clue where to look until i heard inhaling light on vc w angel

imagine if he were around 2 hear heartstrings, unmusique, nullmatrix or whatever other new genre defining / breaking records r popping up. what would a fully developed dylann record sound like? we’ll never know

i am now the age he was when he ended it (16y) & ive had this mix lying around for roughly a year, unfinished until now. i tried 2 be authentic w his style… made w love

【"creepy-chan☆" x @darkmagique🫀】#jc

Lovers In Death

please.

im on the cloud floating down
what difference does it make anyways
just relax
she'll sing the swan lullaby
when the sun goes down tonight
and tomorrow
and forever until ever
just empty your thoughts

she'll sing the swan lullaby when the sun goes down tonight

A Quiet Sadness

no one gon save u prod wixxo

Call My Name (feat. ukiyokirinn)

channeled my inner house mouse for MIT DIR Festival's 10th aniverssary *
SA 0900-1100 | Mühle

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Jesse Bru - Yellow Sunshine Machine 
Mrsch - Easy Come Easy Go
La Matrice - Sous Tension 
@aantigen - Bats & Ice Bears
Ricky Sinz - Riders
Silat Beksi - Trixter 
Gudj - Spectral Motion
Etapp Kyle - Eon 
forest life - suki
Vincent G - Control Freak
Lb Honne - Untitled Wechsel
Anja Schneider - Deep Gone Far (Original Mix)
Tom Jarmey - Deep Speed (Son Of Philip's Deeper Mix)
Argy - The Numbers (Christian Burkhardt Remix)
Michael James - Fusion 
Sunju Hargun, Forrest - No Futoro
Rolando - Where Were You???
Rub800 - CMON
trecut - Wedstryd
Former City Records, 1 9 0 5 - Soft Thang
1905 - FUCK THE FEELINGS
Mr. Ho, Mogwaa - Bail-E

artwork: Rudolv Kalvach

MIT DIR 2025 ♡ Mühl'sche Housemouse | 26.7.25

i miss you : (
sample: the marías - lejos de ti

far away

alex g - bobby (sped up)

heaven is a place with you⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪

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keep me in your heart

det ville ikke blive til noget alligevel... så... _030921 mix

I'm controlling people's emotions through the art of music 😌🫶

personal acc (4 bootlegs and the like)
𓆩 @gothicwvlff / @w0ckyn 𓆪

ALL UPLOADS prone to deletion, dl ur favs w/ https://instances.cobalt.best/

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business inquiries: gasoiid.bae@gmail.com

CEO @weirdnxc

Instagram: @vviyaenxo
Twitter: @vviyaen
Snapchat: @clarityfather
Tumblr: @fvckjason
YouTube: @vviyaen

minimal techno/house, dark groove & (a)more

11.10. JK
20.11. Renate | @femquency showcase

2025
13.02. Renate [PartiKlub showcase]
08.03. Klunkerkranich [@femquency workshop]
22.03. Süße Sause
04.04. Südpol [@femquency showcase]
12.04. Kater Blau [enorm in form]
19.04. Pratersauna [Wien]
10.05. Ram Schakl OA [Leipzig]
16.05. Beate Uwe
14.06. Birgit 
15.06. Sisyphos
21.06. gART.n b2b Marco Liebreiz 
12.07. Rote Dichte 
26.07. MIT DIR
22.08. MOYN
07.09. Mystic Creatures Festival [Polen]
12.09. Südpol [Hamburg]
13.09. Südpol | @femquency workshop

booking: phauna3000@gmail.com

voʊkəlɪst, dj & member of ♡
@femquency
@partiklub030
@mitdirfestival

merci 2o24
14.12. Gisela b2b Marco Liebreiz 
12.12. Renate 
06.12. Beate Uwe
30.11. Hoppetosse [Betriebsfeier]
30.11. Kalif Storch [Erfurt]
22.11. Kater Blau
17.11. Sisyphos
18.10. Renate
02.10. JK [Entropie Anderswo]
08.09. Mystic Creatures Festival [Polen]
31.08. Südpol [Hamburg]
11.08. Dumme Göre Festival 
27.07. MIT DIR Festival
29.06. ФУЗИОН
22.06. gART.n b2b @soerioesqrios
16.06. Sisyphos
04.05. Beate Uwe
14.04. A.
29.03. Friedas Büxe [Zürich]
09.03. SOS U.Ground [Lärz]
24.02. Das Institut [@femquency party]
23.02. Wilde Sause
10.02. Beate Uwe
28.01. Crack Bellmer [@femquency workshop]
05.01. M01
01.01. Hoppetosse [Betriebsfeier NYE]

since 2o22
Beate Uwe, Birgit & Bier, Café Freysinn [TDM concert], Crack Bellmer, Club Variété [Zürich], Festsaal Kreuzberg, gART'n, Kater Blau, Marktlokal Klub, Mensch Meier, MIT DIR ['23:'24], Mjut b2b @soerioesqrios, Mystic Creatures Festival ['23:'24], ost:end [Leipzig], Renate, Sisyphos, Spätsommerparti [Schaumburg], Sternfest [@femquency], Süß War Gestern, Volksbühne [Grüner Salon], Wilde Möhre Festival (Maskenball), 3000 Grad Festival [@femquency] 


Phauna is co-founder of FEMQUENCY and member of the infamous Partiklub as well as the MIT DIR Festival Crew. Her musical style variates between playful dark minimal/techno and groovy bass music with love for musical twists. Fast and slow, from techno to tender.

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Phauna ist Mitbegründerin von FEMQUENCY und Mitglied der MIT DIR Festival Crew, sowie des berüchtigten PartiKlubs. Ihr Musikstil variert zwischen verspieltem minimal Techno/House und grooviger Bassmusik mit Liebe zu musikalischen Wendungen. Mal schnell, mal langsam, von mild bis wild.

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the rueful combatants
the morbid anchorites
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