今まで作ってきた中で一番気に入っている曲です。私の1st solo album「零花」に収録されています。
https://disciplineproduction.bandcamp.com/album/absolute-flower

しあわせにできない (I cannot feel happiness forever)

I closed my eyes and reached out my hands. I wanted to hold you, but I couldn't. I didn't want to open those eyes ever again because I couldn't bear to see you gone. You had already slipped away from my hands and I was left alone in a vast ocean.

You slipped away from my hands and I couldn't hold you.

M/R/I
5月11日

今、君と私を別れてから1年以上経った。以前私達がお互いに約束した全てが覚えられる。他の少女を愛したくないけど、この孤独が大嫌い。もうそれができない。愛してた。まだ愛してる。いつまでも愛する。

sample:
藤田 淳平 - 小雨

i miss you everyday
kind of a follow up to 「intentional.trauma」

君へ恋文

Yuuutsu's Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/yuuutsu

Yuuutsu - Sun

Thank you to @dvdkm-1 for the sample!
Check him out!

Have you ever felt like you're in the wrong place?
I do all the time...

I'm going to move back to Japan
Fall in love
And become a celebrity chef

Thanks for 1k followers btw!
I really appreciate that many people listen to my music!

ひばりヶ丘 [dvdkm]

Yuutsu (憂鬱 )- Sun Nes 2A03 Cover

Also on Spotify, Apple Music, etc. 

Enjoy!

Unfamiliar

✨Spotify, etc.✨

UNFAMILIAR

I've always thought music sounded beautiful when slowed down, and this song was no exception. I added some resonance, and a lot of reverb. Added a very soft, slowed down vinyl sound with a lot of reverb. Added a quote from morgan freeman which was slowed, and edited, and several other effects. Just made this for fun. Hope you all enjoy.

憂鬱 - Sun *Extra Lo-Fi Mix*

Collaboration with the one and only @憂鬱. Hope you enjoy!

憂鬱 & DreamStation1986 - Pylon

White Room / Lotus (Produced by kuroime)
Lyric, Rap, Mixing, Edit & Mastering by Lotus
Beats by kuroime

＊Hook
i'm getting depressed 
街はnosey shut down 喧騒 
終わりを待つだけのvacation 
君の声は届いていないよ


Verse
ボーっとベッドの上で浮かぶのは悩みばかり
暇な時間が忘れていた悩みごとを持ってくる

空いた隙間埋めるように　下手なパッチワーク
糸が解れちゃう
昔の傷があるところに　ささくれが当たる
波が立ってゆく

暗い白い部屋の中で僕は1人
まるで機械みたいに与えられたノルマこなす日々
「生きたかった人のために長く生きなさい」
銃をこめかみに当てられて笑う日々

so much 闇　so much 憂い
そんなことで染まるBrain
だんだんまた引きこもる部屋
無理矢理にでも連れ出して

＊Hook

White Room / Lotus (Produced by kuroime)

22 y/o bass music producer based in Izmir.

I love fast-paced arpeggios, washed out vocal chops, and lemon cheesecake 💚🌿💫

에바 트래쉬 앤젤
i like roses and casting spells
any pronoun is ok

upcoming
2025/08/11 - "castle town"
2025/??/?? - "trains" 
2025/??/?? - "2016 hood classikz"
2025/??/?? - "sunshine"

2025/10/?? - "of course this is a concept album"

untitled midwest emo ep 
untitled game ost collab album 

2023
evening stroll / alley cats (w/ @osakibeats & @neoplasma)
the fox shrine
im sorry for the way that i am
memories of the ocean
out west

2022
moon swimming pool (w/ @jakeandbakebeats)
muted colours (w/ @osakibeats & @neoplasma)
vegan dinings
pilgrimage

2021
some sad songs i hadnt released yet, or w/e
heartbroken volumes III
i should have smiled more
crosswalks (w/ @osakibeats)
they 
christmas is here

2020
open water (w/ @jakeandbakebeats)
heartbroken volumes II
君がいない夏
asynchronous with you
sempiternal

2018
heartbroken volumes

2017
東京 EP
with u / for u
depresija

Creating memories that never existed.

I'd love to collab, so don't hesitate to contact me.

CONTACT: kamicom.jp@gmail.com

Music enthusiast. Hope to become consistent enough with my music to gain a small following. Feel free to help me out with that.

Childhood Dreams

@stratfordct
@electronicgems
@chillsynth

I make Ambient & New Age music alone.
普段は音楽を聴いたり、バンドとかやってます。ここはソロ置き場です。

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