서울 반 지하방에 갇혀 난 살어
너가 날 찾는 것만 같아서 벌써
잘 되겠다 했는데 내 노랠 들을 땐
네가 내 위치를 알 거야 먼저

서울 반 지하방에 갇혀 난 살어
너가 날 찾는 것만 같아서 벌써
잘 되겠다 했는데 내 노랠 들을 땐
네가 내 위치를 알 거야 먼저

다시금 떠 올려 집을 뛰쳐나갈 때
잘 돼서 돌아온단 말 다시 안 할게
점점 더 커져갔던 걱정
내 몸을 조여서 더욱더 안 좋게 만들었어

버리지도 못해 앞만 보고 달렸었데
성공을 바랬었네 내 목까지 타버릴 땐
내가 걷는 길엔 모두 답이 있다고
믿었던 그다음엔 빌었어 저 하늘에

어디로 가야 해 멈춘 발걸음도
얼마나 가야 돼 멈춰있어 마치 걸림돌

네가 내 노랠 들어 줄 때까지
내가 네 곁에 있는 것 같이

아직은 부족한 걸 많이 알고 있지만
지금 내 위치는 반지하

서울 반 지하방에 갇혀 난 살어
너가 날 찾는 것만 같아서 벌써
잘 되겠다 했는데 내 노랠 들을 땐
네가 내 위치를 알 거야 먼저

서울 반 지하방에 갇혀 난 살어
너가 날 찾는 것만 같아서 벌써
잘 되겠다 했는데 내 노랠 들을 땐
네가 내 위치를 알 거야 먼저

그날을 기억해 22년 8월 18일
짐을 싼 당일 서울에서 보는 낮과 밤이
그때의 나인 뭐가 될 것 같았었던 아이
결과 시궁창 속에서 살아갔어 지난날이

베개 속 계속 베 있었던 벌레 냄새마저 당연하기에
벽지 속에서 피었던 곰팡이 들도 맴돌아 매스껍게 활짝 폈어 주위에

떠나가야지
어딜 가든 간에 내가 가고 싶은 곳 이면 돼
항상 바라봤지
매번 높은 곳인데 지금 있지 나는 여기 왜

서울 반 지하방에 갇혀 난 살어
너가 날 찾는 것만 같아서 벌써
잘 되겠다 했는데 내 노랠 들을 땐
네가 내 위치를 알 거야 먼저

서울 반 지하방에 갇혀 난 살어
너가 날 찾는 것만 같아서 벌써
잘 되겠다 했는데 내 노랠 들을 땐
네가 내 위치를 알 거야 먼저

반지하 [ Prod.Jade ]

End Beat 40

beat: 오이비튼가 뭔가 타입비트
lyrics: me
producing: me

She Call me

Don’t suicide, plz

[Eng]
Answer me. What's my problem
Answer me. What are my flaws
Answer me. I don't know if I'm weird
Answer me. The ring around my neck
I'm dead
I'm late
I'm alreadt dead and I disastrously hang myself
You killed me and you laugh and talk about me
That weak guy can't stand this one thing
You said you'd be dead if it wasn't me
Laughing and talking, five minutes of complacency
The next day, you wake up smiling and busy
I write lyrics like this on my birthday
That's how much my life is ruined
I'm afraid to pass by, my heart that will be discovered tonight
A neck with a cold body in the air
Will it look scary or weird
The depression in the diary that I write every day
Will I be able to feel it? Will it touch you
I didn't die without a cause
You just saw me now
I've been suffering for a long time
I've been trying to get through this for a long time
I need you to know
You take it back
I need you to know
You throw it away

[Kor]
대답해봐 내 문제가 뭔지 
대답해봐 내 결점이 뭔지 
대답해봐 내가 이상한건지 
대답해봐 내 목에 걸린 고리
난 죽었어
난 늦었어
난 이미 죽었고 처참하게 매달렸어 
니가 죽였고 넌 웃으면서 나에 대해 떠들어
그 나약한 새끼 이거 하나 못 버텨 
그런 새낀 나 아니어도 죽었을 거라며
웃으며 떠들어 난 5분의 안줏거리며 
다음 날 깨어난 너는 웃으면서 바쁘게 움직여
난 이런 가사를 생일날 끄적여 
그만큼 내 삶은 너무나도 많이 망가졌어
난 두려워 지나가 오늘 밤이 곧 발견될 내 맘이 
차갑게 식은 몸이 공중에 달린 목이
무섭게 보일지 이상하게 보일지
매일 써가던 일기 그 안에 우울함이 
전해질 수 있을까 너에게 와닿을까 너에게 
내가 명분없이 죽은 게 아니란 걸
그저 이제야 날 본 걸
내가 오랜 시간 고통받아온 병자란 걸 
내가 오랜 시간 이겨낼려 노력했단 걸 
니가 알아줘
니가 거둬줘
니가 알아줘
니가 버려줘

Beat from : prod.melone

Slipknot

[Verse 1]
yeah, I heard you’re doin’ fine
fuck, that’s good, I’m lyin’
웃는 네 사진이 떠
내 표정은 still fuckin’ tired

모든 게 제자리에 있는데
왜 난 그 자린 낯설어
네가 없단 게 현실인데
아직 인정 못한 나를 봐

[Hook]
행복하니, tell me the truth
그 사람 품에서 웃고 있니
난 괜찮단 말이 습관이 돼
shit, I still think of you sometimes

[Verse 2]
전화번호는 지워놨어
근데 번호 앞자리 외워놨어
fuck, 난 진짜 병신 같아
근데 이런 게 사람 같아

새로 산 옷, 새로 산 향
아무리 바꿔도 니 향 같아
다 잊었다는 말은 거짓말
난 아직도 네가 남아

[Hook]
행복하니, tell me the truth
그 사람 품에서 웃고 있니
난 괜찮단 말이 습관이 돼
shit, I still think of you sometimes

[Verse 3]
요즘엔 잠이 잘 와
아무렇지 않은 척 잘해, 다
근데 가끔 네 노래 들리면
fuck, 그때로 clock rewind

너 없는 밤은 익숙해졌지
외로움도 이제 routine shit
근데 문득 생각나, 그때 우리
아무 이유 없이 웃던 scene

난 이제 연기 잘해
괜찮단 말 진짜처럼 돼
근데 mirror 속 내 표정은
아직도 널 욕하다가 fade

[Outro]
행복하니, 진짜 그랬음 해
난 이제 pretend, I’m okay

행복하니?

[Hook]
World on mute, lights on fade,
Everybody scrollin’, lost in the haze.
Post that lie for a thousand eyes,
Chasin’ highs till the feelin’ dies.
And when the noise fades, no clicks, no likes
Just you in the glow of the screen at night.

[Verse 1]
Everybody fiendin’ for a piece of fame,
Talk real shit, they don’t feel the same.
Sellin’ pain with a caption frame,
Cry on cam, then forget the name.

All these motherfuckers preach online,
But go quiet when the truth cross line.
Hashtag love, but they hate on sight,
All for a clip, all for the likes.

세상은 다 show, 진심은 감춰,
Fake smile 하나면 respect 줘.
They don’t care who bleeds or breaks,
Long as it trends they press play.

[Hook]
World on mute, lights on fade,
Everybody scrollin’, lost in the haze.
Post that lie for a thousand eyes,
Chasin’ highs till the feelin’ dies.
And when the noise fades, no clicks, no likes
Just you in the glow of the screen at night.

[Verse 2]
They want fame like it’s oxygen,
Soul on sale go ahead, log in.
Post that body, sell that dream,
New drop hit, forget the scream.

Say they woke, but they sleep in loops,
Talkin’ peace with a gun in the booth.
They ghost you fast when the shine don’t last,
Out of sight, you just part of the past.

나도 알아, 이게 세상 style,
진짜보다 가짜가 viral.
Scroll down fast, next trend in sight,
It’s all noise till the dark hit night.

[Hook]
World on mute, lights on fade,
Everybody scrollin’, lost in the haze.
Post that lie for a thousand eyes,
Chasin’ highs till the feelin’ dies.
And when the noise fades, no clicks, no likes
Just you in the glow of the screen at night.

[Verse 3]
Fifteen minutes, then back to the void,
Dreams replayed, memories destroyed.
Feels like Teddy stuck in his mind,
Can’t tell what’s real or left behind.

Like Truman lookin’ up at the painted sky,
Stage lights burn but they call it life.
Black mirror glow in a pitch-black room,
Every scroll a rose that never blooms.

Mama said “turn that shit off, boy,”
But I need noise just to fill the void.
그래도 spit till the mic turn red,
If I don’t rap, then I’m dead instead.

[Hook]
World on mute, lights on fade,
Everybody scrollin’, lost in the haze.
Post that lie for a thousand eyes,
Chasin’ highs till the feelin’ dies.
And when the noise fades, no clicks, no likes
Just you in the glow of the screen at night.

Fifteen Minutes

[VERSE 1]

Pent-house view, slow pour gin,
Voice so calm you can hear the sin.
Rolex tickin’ like HBO plot,
Simpson smile but the eyes forgot.
Whip so quiet, I drive in prayer,
Gold on gold on gold — don’t care.
Bitch I’m art, not made to bleed,
I sneeze and they call it a new release.

Switch

Bus late, pay late, fuck this loop,
Two jobs, still no soup.
Mama cryin’, I mute the tone,
“괜찮아” text on a cracked iPhone.
Rain in shoes, knees in mud,
Dreams don’t feed — they flood.
Heart beat drum, I rap to breathe,
Hope ain’t free, it leave.

[HOOK] 

Two sides of the same coin, can’t flip fate,
One breaks chains, one guards gates.
Mirror cracked — still the same face,
I break the frame, but the lines don’t change.
한쪽은 웃고, 한쪽은 bleed,
Both just ghosts of a different breed.
Same dream, same cage, same screen —
We all trapped in what we’ve seen.

Switch

[VERSE 2] 

Scarface pose, cigar and grin,
Talk ’bout pain like I bought that sin.
Marble floor echo my ego’s walk,
Silk suit whisper — money talk.
Bitch I’m peace with a private view,
Confession paid on the 1st and 2.
Soul on lease, I signed that deal,
Heaven’s closed — I own the seal.

Switch

Clock out, midnight, eyes still red,
Can’t dream small when you ain’t fed.
손에 상처, mouth full smoke,
Bills so high I choke.
Neighbors laugh in HD ads,
I scroll past life I never had.
Say “fuck it,” write till numb,
Pain my beat, I drum.

[MID HOOK] 

Two sides of the same coin, can’t flip fate,
One breaks chains, one guards gates.
Mirror cracked — still the same face,
I break the frame, but the lines don’t change.
한쪽은 웃고, 한쪽은 bleed,
Both just ghosts of a different breed.
Same dream, same cage, same screen —
We all trapped in what we’ve seen.

Switch

[VERSE 3] 

Flash still pop, but I’m hollow inside,
Gold on my neck, can’t buy peace of mind.
Every room echoes with what I hide,
Success just a drug I snort to feel alive.
Private jet, but my soul don’t board,
Award shelf heavy, my heart ignored.
Bitch I got it all, but I lost that flame,
I broke the rules but the pain stayed same.

Switch

No fame, no chain,
But I still move, still bleed, still gain.
지옥의 밤, 난 또 일어나,
진흙 속에서도 빛이 나.
Dreams still cracked, but they don’t die,
I see the sky in a puddle’s eye.
Rich or broke, it’s the same damn race,
But I run mine with a different grace.

[OUTRO HOOK]

Two sides of the same coin, can’t flip fate,
One breaks chains, one guards gates.
Mirror cracked — still the same face,
I break the frame, but the lines don’t change.
한쪽은 웃고, 한쪽은 bleed,
Both just ghosts of a different breed.
Same dream, same cage, same screen —
We all fade out in what we’ve seen.

Switch

Switch

[Hook]

Started from the bottom, made a U-turn near,
Now success look close in the rear.
Ain’t go up — I brought “here” down here,
Turned my lows to the new premiere.
Started from the bottom, that view got clear,
Pressure made calm outta fear.
Didn’t chase top, made top appear,
Now the ground feel like my atmosphere.

[Verse 1]

Bench warmers talk, but they never sweat,
I been buildin’ from the pain they forget.
Chrome tears dry on the silhouette,
Balenci walk through the rain — no regret.
OVO nights, still 2 A.M. shit,
Heart still heavy but the ice don’t quit.
They talk dreams, I just live that shit,
Made my name where the doubt don’t fit.
Curry with the aim, fuck luck, just skill,
Bron with the chase-down, climbin’ uphill.
Pain in my glass, I sip that still,
Told God chill — I’m fulfillin’ His will.

[Hook]

Started from the bottom, made a U-turn near,
Now success look close in the rear.
Ain’t go up — I brought “here” down here,
Turned my lows to the new premiere.
Started from the bottom, that view got clear,
Pressure made calm outta fear.
Didn’t chase top, made top appear,
Now the ground feel like my atmosphere.

[Verse 2]

Six-mode nights, still talk to myself,
Same mirror, same demons on the shelf.
Drake said “nothing was the same,” no help,
But fuck it, I learned how to heal myself.
Westbrook fast, no brakes, no cap,
Booker range, I don’t check the map.
Pain ain’t gone, I just dress that gap,
Still the same soul in a cleaner wrap.
Balmain patience, Chrome in my chest,
Lies in the room, truth never rest.
They want my calm, not the stress I digest,
Still fuck the fame — I want my breath.

[Bridge]

Still that kid they never believed,
Now the same ones quote what I bleed.
Views got better when I let it be,
Pain made profit, that’s irony.
Started from the bottom, I ain’t forget,
Still thank God for the nights I sweat.
They said “stay humble,” I ain’t done yet,
If you knew my lows, you’d call that flex.

[Hook]

Started from the bottom, made a U-turn near,
Now success look close in the rear.
Ain’t go up — I brought “here” down here,
Turned my lows to the new premiere.
Started from the bottom, that view got clear,
Pressure made calm outta fear.
Didn’t chase top, made top appear,
Now the ground feel like my atmosphere.

[Verse 3]

Heart on chrome, but I breathe that truth,
Balenci scars, no silver spoon proof.
They say “calm down,” bitch, I move uncouth,
My life’s too loud for a photo booth.
Bron in the lane, I define my grace,
Curry with the shot, I don’t miss my space.
Never left ground, just changed my base,
Now every fall feel like a chase.
Pain on gold, I’m addicted to climb,
Fuck what they think, I been on my time.
Started from nothin’, made lows sublime,
Now “here” ain’t up — it’s a frame of mind.

[Hook / Outro]

Started from the bottom, made a U-turn near,
Now success look close in the rear.
Ain’t go up — I brought “here” down here,
Turned my lows to the new premiere.
Started from the bottom, that view got clear,
Pressure made calm outta fear.
Didn’t chase top, made top appear,
Now the ground feel like my atmosphere.

We Near

Sad

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